Hello dear xxx! how are you? How is your health?? I don't know if
you'll be happy to see me. Especially after all our misunderstandings
and the failed meeting. I admit that we might have already forgotten
me and met another woman!! You can tell me how it is. I won't be
offended! But I will never be able to forget our history. I didn't
write to you, not because I didn't want to. I Couldn't contact you
because I was in the hospital.
I was in the hospital. it was necessary to pass a mandatory medical
examination in the hospital. I was taken to the hospital with
suspected coronavirus!!! only yesterday I was released from the
hospital!! but at home, the Internet is disabled for non- payment. I
was very worried. this time was the worst! when I was treated worse in
the hospital than an animal!! thank God the diagnosis was not
confirmed!! but I did feel bad. cough and fever. it turned out it was
a purulent sore throat and I had to remove the tonsils!! I feel better
now.
I understand that my many and including financial difficulties have
delayed our meeting. And in General, so many things fell in one
moment. Anyway , I don't regret meeting you. my only regret is that we
they let go of their hands and found understanding. They didn't come
to our meeting.
You know, I've been thinking about us a lot, because it's not like
there's only one person to blame for a fight. somewhere I was wrong,
somewhere you didn't understand me. It doesn 't matter. I was still
thinking about you xxx! I tried to contact you, but I didn't have
the physical ability. I can 't wait any longer. I'm so tired here
alone. Loneliness is terrible!
These cold nights without you do not give me peace of mind. you got
such a problem woman. My love, I wanted to ask you if you have you
have the opportunity to help me with the money. sorry for being blunt.
Now I'm totally screwed, so to speak. after the hospital, you need to
pass a day hospital in a paid clinic. I do not have an insurance
policy and therefore it is difficult to manage any trip to the clinic.
I need to pay for treatment procedures and will need some medications
for further home treatment. And I'm completely broke.
You don't even have the money to go to the grocery store to cook
food!!! Oh my God I'm ashamed of this. If you can help, about 300-500
$, I will be enough for the first days to somehow return to the home
environment. I haven't been home for a long time.
I don't know how you'll react. but I understand that my request will
take you by surprise. but I thought you were my favorite man and
that's why I'm telling you like it is. After our unfortunate meeting,
I was left without funds. I don't blame you in any way. We will assume
that this is a life experience. even if unsuccessful.
But I've never regretted meeting you. Yes, we had a hard time and it
was a kind of life experience for both of us. After all, we both
appeared in each other's lives. But I understand that all this was not
in vain and we will have only good moments ahead. If you look at
everything with a new look and fresh thoughts.
It's important to me that you have feelings for me, too. The main
thing is that we both know that we want to be together! So we will
take steps to meet each other. You know, I've been thinking about us a
lot, and I realized that I was ready to step into the meeting. I'm not
afraid to say that I fell in love with you xxx! You are a close
person to me. and I know that I want to connect my life with you.
If we have a chance to do something else and work on mistakes. Then we
should work together on this plan. But now I need to somehow return to
the old routine and fix everyday and vital problems. I'm sorry if I
give you any more trouble or embarrass you. But this is my human
request. If everything that happened between us means anything to you.
I'm just asking for your support. In any case, I can give you back
these 300-500 $. it's a matter of time. I hope that you won't think
badly of me now.
I admit it was hard for me not to see and hear you. But I never
stopped thinking about you for a minute, my sweet. In my mind only
you! you are in my heart. It's been yours for a long time. You know, I
would never let anyone get that close to me. But you.. I don't know
what happened.. you know about my marriage breakup. and you're the
first man who I let in my heart after being alone for so long. I
understand that you are my xxx! However, when I think about you and
reread your letters, something shudders in my soul! Like butterflies
in your stomach tickle. It makes me shiver all over!
Why should we
hold back emotions? After all, this will never happen again! We need
to enjoy each other. I miss you terribly, my sweet. You have no idea
how!
The distance makes you fly even more into your dreams. I know we're
far apart right now. But in my thoughts, you are always with me, my
beloved. I want to be with you forever! I also want to Wake up to the
morning aroma of coffee in bed. I want to fall asleep sweetly,
snuggled against your chest. To prepare us a delicious Breakfast. Go
for a morning run with our dog! I just want you to be there for me.
Always. My love will you always be there for me? Tell me Yes. Then we
just have to be together! Our relationship has already passed all the
tests. We need to keep it in our souls. maybe at last the angels saw
our hearts and still decided to bind us together. Yes, we are not
together yet.
but we can take small steps. I need to clean myself up and fix my
everyday problems. accumulated a lot of trouble. I will be grateful
for any help. If you can't help with the $ 500, tell me. I won't be
offended. But maybe at least how you will be able to help?? any
amount. 200-300$. I'm sorry if I'm asking you to do this. If you want,
I can borrow money from you without time or on receipt?? I don't want
money to ruin our communication. I can return it, I promise. but it's
hard for me right now. and I just spoke to you like a human being. I
want to solve all the problems and come to you soon. if you haven't
changed your mind about the meeting yet.
Tomorrow will be a new day. another small step towards meeting each
other. Don't lose me, my love, I will contact you if possible! kiss!!
Your Alexandra. sweet kiss on the lips :*
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