love my xxx my heart beats often again when I see your answer, and it again lifts my spirits. I'm doing well here. I hope you will have a wonderful day and evening today.
As always, I was very happy to see your answer and see your thoughts. I read this with great interest and attention. You know, when I read your letters, my imagination always works at its maximum. I imagine that you are sitting next to me and tell me all this in person. Or as if I'm watching a very exciting movie and I'm completely immersed in it. It’s probably not so easy to describe in words everything that happens inside me when I read your letters, but this is a really very interesting process.
In the last letter, I wrote to you that I want to share with you the other side of my life. In all previous letters, I have tried to avoid talking on such topics.
Because I believe that such personal, intimate things can only be discussed in one case. When I am absolutely confident in a person. When I can be calm and know that all this will be understood correctly. And the most important thing is when I have strong feelings for this person. Only in the presence of these conditions, I am ready to talk on such topics. And now, I feel like I can write more. As I already told you, I trust you 100 percent, I love you, and I know that you will be able to understand correctly everything that I will write to you. Therefore, in this letter, I want to talk more of my thoughts.
I think that you already understand that sex is one of the main components of a loving and strong relationship. And this can also affect the development of relationships. I understand that it is not so easy to talk about sex, and it is much easier to try.
But still, I would like to tell you about my attitude to this, my thoughts. I hope that it will not be difficult for you to give me reciprocity.
For me, sex is really very important in a relationship. I never do sex just for fun, as a sport or as some means to an end. For me, sex is possible only in a serious relationship built on love and trust.
I cannot have respect for girls who do it differently. Every self-respecting girl should be very careful about this. If you constantly change sexual partners, then this will have severe harm to the female body and possibly even serious illness. Intimacy, love, care is the most expensive gift that a girl can give to her beloved man. This means that a girl gives all of herself for a beloved man, devotes her life to a man completely. And it is important for a woman to feel male gratitude, care and support, love in return. And then any woman will do absolutely everything to make the man the happiest. All this was taught to me by my mother when my age began to approach adulthood. And I remembered these lessons well and always followed the advice.
Therefore, since I ended my last relationship with a man, I have not had sex. I didn't even do masturbation or anything like that. Because it cannot give all the pleasure, emotions and sensations that sex with a man can give.
And all these years I didn't even think about it. I was constantly busy with work, sports, household chores and so on. I didn't even have time to think about it. Usually I came home very tired and fell asleep quickly. How long have you had sex last time? Was it sex with a loved one? I hope you can answer me honestly. I promise I will not judge you. You are a man, you can have different opinions on all this. I just would like to know, as I am interested
And so, you appeared in my life. I began to get to know you better, I fell in love with you.
And it is quite natural that thoughts of having sex with you began to visit my head often. I fantasized, I imagined different situations, places where we could do it.
And in this letter I will tell you one such fantasy. I'm also curious to know, when did you start to imagine me and fantasize about having sex with me?
Or do you not have such fantasies ?. I believe that when two people love each other, they have no restrictions on sex. I am ready to have oral sex, oral sex, I have never tried anal sex, but I would like to try it with you if you want. But, I do not understand people who do various kinds of rudeness during sex. For me, sex is something gentle, passionate and sensitive.
What do you think? What types of sex do you like?
Now I want to tell you another such fantasy that I had last night. I want you to have your full attention on this part.
You and I live together in your house. During the day, you had some business outside and come home in the evening. You are surprised because you cannot turn on the light, as if there is no electricity in the house. But then you notice a glowing pointer, it's made of little bulbs and a small glowing heart. You take off your shoes, outerwear and, with some curiosity, begin to walk in the indicated direction. After a few steps, you can see the next pointer made in the same way. And now, following all these signs, you find yourself in our bedroom. It looks like this: The light in the room is very low, quiet, romantic music is playing, for example, Enigma, on the floor you can see a path made of rose petals that leads to the bed. The bed is also strewn with rose petals, and you can see that the rose petals make up a large, beautiful heart lying on a white, silk sheet. There is a candlestick and a basket of fresh fruit on the nightstands by the bed.
There is an open bottle of wine and 2 glasses near the basket. But you don't see me yet.
And almost immediately, you can feel that I am behind you. I hug you by the belt, kiss you gently on your neck and whisper in your ear the words: "Let me do everything myself." I can feel how the vein on your neck has swollen, how your breathing becomes faster and you are saying pleasant words to me. Then I take your hand, lead you to the table where there is wine and fruits, slowly pour the wine, and hold it out to you. You can already see my black, transparent negligee, under which I put on the most beautiful underwear. I suggest you that you drink this wine for us, for our future, and for the fate that helped us find each other.
You take a few sips of wine, then I hand you grapes, which I hold with two fingers and slowly feed you. You bite the grapes, and you also want to grab my fingers with your lips. But I will stop this movement, and rest my index finger perpendicular to your lips, like a playful prohibition sign. Then I move as close to you as possible. I begin to cover your body with my hot kisses. I start kissing your neck, biting your earlobes, and playing with my tongue. Along with this, I quickly take off the remaining clothes from you and gradually go down.
I kiss your breasts, gently stroke your body with my hands. And gradually sink lower and lower. I can already feel all the excitement that you have. But I take my time. I continue to gently caress and kiss your body. I can feel your heartbeat, your breath. And then I get down on my knees, take off your panties and begin to kiss your Ding tenderly. I can feel the pulse, hardness and reaction to every movement of my tongue. I start to accelerate and take it deeper. You put your hands on my head and begin to set the pace of the movement. And after a few minutes I realize that I have achieved a result. But I don't stop and keep doing it all for a few more seconds.
This is one of my fantasies about you. And such fantasies often visit my head lately, only to make you feel good, so that you feel good. I hope this doesn't shock you? And I didn't make the mistake of writing all this to you? So these are just my thoughts about us, and collected all this in my head. I want to have more thoughts, I wanted to keep it secret.
I'm sorry, but I cannot continue writing this letter and I smile. I urgently need to get out into the fresh air and take a walk. Because while I was writing all this to you, I could also feel this intense excitement and desire. I think you understand what I wanted to say.
I love you and I can say with confidence. Although I haven't even seen you in reality yet, I love this continuation of the relationship. I look forward to your next letter. And I will be very happy if you will share with me those thoughts, feelings that you had after this letter. And also, if you can, then write me your fantasies about me. I miss you when I know that we are at a distance, with love your Eysel