Hello my lovely xxx.
Forgive that respond you only now. I had a lot to do yesterday and was struggling to find the money to pay my debt to the Agency. I spent the morning looking for jobs in Newspapers and the Internet to find any job here in Kiev. I called all my friends in Mariupol to try to borrow 395 euro, but I never succeeded. I feel doomed because even if I found that amount I would be completely out of money and I would have to fly to Berlin without the center in your pocket, besides, to live in Kiev is not very cheap, even renting a bed in a hostel. There is nothing I can do to influence Alexander's Manager. All my arguments seem to run into a concrete wall. I could barely hold back tears of resentment when I was in the office and talked to him. I tried to ask him for a postponement of payment and said that I will return everything as soon as I receive my first salary from the employer in Berlin. But Alexander said they are acting under contract and have no right to give me my documents without paying money to the Agency. I can not get my documents without payment 495 euro. I don't know what to do, I only have 100 euro. If I can't fly to Berlin, it will be a disaster and I may lose not only my job at Berlin but also the opportunity to meet my dear xxx soon. The thought makes me feel really bad because I really want to meet you. I hate to do this, but I have no choice but to ask you for help. Could you lend me 395 euro? I swear to you that I will return every cent after I get my first paycheck. It won't take long, it'll only take 2 weeks to get your money back. If you don't help me, my whole world and my future plans will fall apart. I will lose my job at Berlin and I will still have to look for money to pay the Agency for the preparation of my documents.
xxx help me please, I really want to quickly be closer to you. I promise that you will never regret what you did. Now I'm really in a very difficult situation. I really want to fly to Germany and finally meet you in real life. I beg you, try to find this opportunity. I am also not sitting still now and trying to borrow this money, but it is very difficult to do now. I don't know who else to ask for help, I'm asking you to give us a chance to be closer to each other as soon as possible.
I hope that you will try to understand in what situation I now am. I know that in Germany with you I can be happy for real, but now I'm hanging over the precipice. I am very sorry that because of my inattention I have jeopardized my entire future. I ask you, please help me, for the sake of our common future. The main thing for me now is not to lose the opportunity to start a new life in Germany. We will be much closer to each other and this is the most important thing for me. I hope that you desire our meeting as much as I do and will do everything in your power so that we can fulfill all our desires and fantasies in the near future. Please do not forget me and write to me, I will write to you as soon as possible. I will miss you and wait for your prompt reply. I'm asking you not to leave me now. With love and kisses, your Anna.