Hello my xxx.
Glad to see your message, I'm in a great mood right now, how are you?I'm not comfortable keeping you waiting for my answer. I'm sorry this weekend has been so full.
I hope that my story about my parents in my last letter did not make you sad, and did not spoil your mood. I thought I should tell you about my personal experiences. I am sorry that because of the criminal I've never seen my dad. This person was guilty of many murders and punished with imprisonment for the rest of his days, but I do not think that my mother emotion better after learning of his punishment. I want to believe that my parents are watching me from heaven, and I dream to dream in which they come to me one day. Let's not talk about sad things, I do not want to speak about the sick moments of my life. Unfortunately I lost contact with the girl who moved in Germany, I tried to get information about it through an agency, but I was told they have no right to disclose the personal information of customers. I am grateful to her for her hint about the agency, I could never find a job and to prepare all the paper, I think it's all very complicated. The Agency is preparing all my papers in order so that I could legally live and work in Germany.
The most important thing for me is that my employer provides housing, and I do not have to spend money to rent rooms or apartments, as under the terms of the contract, I will work 10 hours a day. I will work with the schedule 2 weeks working and 2 weeks of the weekend, I understand that it's hard, but I will have 2 week off to enjoy the new place in my life. We could spend my weekend together, of course, if you want it and you will have the opportunity to do so. Of course, my English is not perfect, but I can speak and write English on my own. I think it will take time for me to adapt to the new language environment. But I am ready for these difficulties. I grabbed for the job in spite of the possible difficulties with the language barrier and the new climate because I was offered a good income. I'll work the dance teacher. Nothing holding me here now, and the main thing that I will not need to work as a dancer in the clubs to have a decent income. I did not at any price did not agree to work in nightclubs Germany, I read a lot about it on the internet and most of the girls who dance there doing it to find a customer to spend the night with him for money, and this is not acceptable and morally wrong for me. I do not want people to think I'm the same woman.
I do not know if I'd have to move from Ukraine to my birthday, but hope so. When I work in Berlin we will be much closer to each other. If we understand that we must be together in the future, I can see an option to change the location of my work on any other more convenient for our relationship.
You know, many men have tried to take care of me and gave me signs of attention here, but for me is not important external data or the amount of money in his purse. For me, more important who man in his thoughts and actions. It is this criterion for me is the most important when choosing a partner in a relationship.
I am convinced that only when people are close to each other in heart and soul, they can build a strong and lasting relationships. I like to get unexpected surprises and I love to make surprises itself. I've never done this before, but I would dream to make a private dance for my lovely man. I always thought leadership that is necessary to treat others the way you want them to treat you, you also think so? If we are talking about relationships, then I immediately want to be clear and say about my priorities. I would like to have a relationship with you, and not just sex, but first and foremost a relationship based on mutual love, sincerity, romance and passion.
I know that sex is an important part of the relationship, but I can not have sex with a man to whom I do not have feelings. Making love is an integral part of the relationship, it should be sufficient for both partners. I love to make love, but I do not need it on a daily basis, besides I quickly wet, and the man does not take much effort to please me. I have not had sex for about a year, and I think I can reach orgasm even with a light touch to my flower. I don't have much of a sexual drive. And I don't like to judge sex stories. But with a man I can trust, I'm ready to discuss any sexual topics.
Frankly, I'm starting to get excited by thoughts about sex, and I think that I must be cool. I will finish my letter and go to take a cool shower. I'll wait for your answer;)
I kiss you on the cheek, your Anna.