Hello.
It seems you forgot to pass away your name. How can I call you? I am pleased to read your letter, thank you for taking the time to answer. I am ashamed that I could not answer you before. I think you will forgive me. I hope you haven't missed me yet. Sometimes I do not have the opportunity to answer you quickly, and very often the reason for this is bad Internet. I was sad you didn't send me your pictures. I sent you my photos and waited to see your photo in return. I hope you will not disregard my request. How old are you?
I like to think that my letter will be interesting for you. I am pleased to learn new about you and share with you information about themselves. There were not many interesting and bright moments in my life. To be honest, I've been thinking long time about what to write to you today. For me it is very important and I want to tell about what happened to me and what I had to go through in the recent past. I was always energetic and cheerful girl, but when I lost my parents as though broken. I'm not easy to remember that day, because every time before my eyes a picture of a destroyed house. At that moment, I very much hoped that mom and dad are alive and I with all the neighbors rushed to dismantle the rubble. I remember the words of my neighbors, they soothe me and tried to cheer me after my dad and my mom got dead from the rubble. I remember how I cried, and at some point lost my mind.
Frankly, I'm too, could died that day. I was lucky because I was not home at the time when the Nazi bomb hit our house. After this incident, my aunt invited me to live with her and without hesitation went to Kazan. When I decided to go back to the Ukraine aunt did not approve my decision make food in volunteer organization, for civil guardsman, who are fighting against the Nazis. Zuhra worried about me, and part of the covenant to live with myself again, but she had never experienced and can not feel the way I felt in Russia. They looked at me with contempt or as a refugee, or with pity. I decided that I must on my own build my live and decided to help my fellow citizens. Now I realize that here I will not be able to build a good future and I want to radically change my life and get away from here. Nothing holding me here.
Now, because of my work I was often surrounded by men, many gave signs of attention, but I do not see the point of building a relationship here. Most of the men here just want an affair or sex. Of course there are men who want to build a serious relationship, but I do not want to sit around and get nervous at home, worrying and thinking will my man return home today or not. So I decided to try to find a man on the Internet. I'm not looking for a prince on a white horse, I do not believe in fairy tales. I want to find a man who will appreciate me and care me. I want to find a man who will appreciate my principles and will be a faithful companion. I do not seek wealth or fame, I just want to be happy. To love and be loved, to enjoy every day and passionate nights.
Who knows, maybe our relationship will lead to something more than friendship on the internet if we will talk about the importance and share personal thoughts. I'd love that our relationship will be genuine. I think that in a relationship a man must take the first step and take the initiative. I would like to feel weak next to my beloved man. I am tired of being strong and hopefully and because this one day I want to be happy and feel safe with my man. xxx, do you think you could give me a feeling of peace and tranquility?
I wrote this letter for almost an hour and tried to be sincere in all my thoughts. Several times I read your letter and tried to give a short answer, I'm sorry, if I wrote a lot. When I forgot to answer you something, please do not be upset and asked me again. Today Wednesday and I work, but it's like any other day. I hope your answer won't let me wait long. I will be very glad to see your answer.
Sincerely yours Nina.
P.S. I send you some pics of me, I hope you like it.