Despite the great tiredness, I still found the strength to write you a letter. I understand that you expect this from me. And I can’t, I don’t want to disappoint you, and keep me waiting for my answer (smile). Moreover, I hope I want to believe that my letters make your mood better. A smile appears on your face !!! (smile). And you are pleased to know what they think about you. And most importantly, you are pleased to read my letter. Immersed in my thoughts, feelings, in my little world, which I allow you to understand, see, and possibly even feel. (smile).
And let now, I do not have much strength. And I confess that I wanted to skip this letter. But something tells me that if I did, then perhaps you would be offended by me (smile). Thought I might lose interest in you. To our communication. No no no. I still want to know you. To understand you. And think about what will happen next? Could there be something between us that will allow us one day to change our lives. (smile). And I hope that any change in our life will bring us only happiness and joy.
As you already know xxx, I try to believe in goodness, I try to be happy. And it helps me deal with many problems. Including loneliness. But now, when you appeared in my life, it’s much easier for me to “fight” with this problem. And even more so, reading your letters, I understand that you really like me. You like how I think, what I think, how I see this world. What a pleasure to understand! Truth. And thank you for the warm and pleasant words you write to me.
And I want to say that my words should warm you too (smile). Indeed, in every letter of my word, in every sentence there is a piece of me, my soul. My thoughts, my feelings. And as I wrote at the very beginning, I believe and hope that my letters bring you only joy, a smile, and happiness in your heart. And that I help you defeat loneliness, because now you have me (smile). And this world is not so alone anymore ?! Or do you still think something is missing? Probably a warm hug !? (smile). You know, maybe when not. It doesn’t matter whether we get a relationship or not. We will meet with you. And I promise that I will give you this warm hug! (smile). Have you agreed?
Frankly, I do not know what else I can tell you about myself and my life. And even I myself am surprised that my life fit in just a few letters. Although the thoughts were at least several volumes of 500 pages (smile). But this is a simple, real life. As you understand, and as you know, in our life there are many points, but not every one we can mention. And if we remember, only when I can not write it to you (Smile). But I hope that this will not stop our communication, and you will not think that I have become boring and not interesting (smile). And that you will still be pleased to receive a letter from me. See my new photo (smile). And just enjoy our conversation (smile).
I sit and understand what I could tell about my city? But are you trying to build a relationship with the city (big smile)? I could tell you more than my past! But what will it give? Do you know my past mistakes? But who was not mistaken? (smile). Do you learn more about my life? But she has not changed! (smile). And you already know quite a lot to understand that there are not many happy moments in my life (smile). And I know that there are still questions that you are afraid of and are embarrassed to ask me. Afraid because I talked about it (smile). How do I know that? I am a girl, and believe me, I know what you want to know. (smile). I just hope you're different. What are you ... you proved to me that with your head and your thoughts everything is in order (smile). What can I trust you !!!!!
And if you're ready xxxto get to know me even better. I agree. But I can’t guarantee that you will like it! But it’s me, and believe me, here, like with my life, my past, I can’t do anything, fix it or change it. I understand that having told about this, you will still not trust me much, because I trust you.
I have nothing to hide from you. And I do not want to hide. For all my life I had 3 partners. In terms of close relationships. The first sex I had was 17 years old. It was stupid and unpleasant. But then ... I like sex. I like hugging, kissing. And I like to sleep without clothes. More precisely in one T-shirt. Without underwear. Sometimes I am not against experiments, or spontaneous sex in nature, or even in the movies (smile). No, no, I have not tried. But there were thoughts. The last time I had a man ... a little over 2 years ago (big smile). Do you want to believe, do not want to believe. But it's true (smile). And you know, it's not so hard. I can handle it myself. I have a rubber "friend." Which helps me in solving problems with sex.
Well here is xxx, now I have no secrets (smile). No secrets. And we can just continue to communicate (smile). Just ask you, I beg you, you don’t need to ask me to tell you more about sex, much less ask for photos ... which are just ruinshat all that we have. Remember, trust. You got my trust, and I don’t want to have questions that would not let you sleep (smile). And now xxx just a deep breath (smile), and exhale!
On weekends or in the evening, I relax, play sports, meet my friends.
The difference between Moscow time and Swiss time is 1 hour. When I have 10 in the morning, you have 9 in the morning. I will definitely show you a tattoo when we talk via skype.
Now I will finish my letter, and I will wait for your reply.
Hug tight tight. (smile).
Mariya
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