Now I understand that it is actually not so easy to start correspondence with a completely unknown person from another country who is very far from me. I have only one concern when I write you this letter, xxx. I really hope you will be able to understand my intentions correctly, that I am absolutely serious about this. You know that the first step that I have already taken has written you the first short message and sent you my photo. So, thanks for your reply, now I see that you are interested in talking with me, and it is a little easier for me to write this new letter. I hope I'm right? And so I still do not have full confidence in what our communication will be and whether it will be at all. I also do not yet know where this will lead us, and what emotions or feelings it will give. On the other hand, all this intrigue makes this correspondence only more interesting. And I also decided to write you a letter not so big today, just to get more confidence in everything. Under this letter, I really want you to understand that I am a normal girl. I have my own fears or even some complexes. If our correspondence continues, then step by step I will be more open to you and I hope that you will do the same for me. I hope that this communication will be mutual, without ultimatums, selfishness and some similar things. I really don't like this behavior. I think that after I receive an answer to this letter, I can understand whether I better understand your intentions.
So here is a little more about me and how I could find you. As you already know, my name is Sabina. I am 29 years old and I live in Azerbaijan. Do you know where my country is? Have you ever heard of this? In my next letters I will definitely tell you more about my country and the city where I live. My job is a personal fitness instructor, and I can confidently say that I love my job. To get your email, I went to a branch of an international dating agency that recently opened in my city. First, this agency sent me an email, and you received my first short letter from a different address. Now I will use this my current email address for our correspondence, as it is absolutely safe, and only I have access to it. In this letter of mine, I also want to tell you that my desire to send you the first short message was my conscious step, and I did it after I reviewed my life, my life goals and my wishes. I am very tired of loneliness, and, unfortunately, in my country it is impossible for me to find a worthy man for life. And I will explain this to you in my next letters, how I came to these conclusions. Therefore, I hope you understand that my main goal is to find my destiny, my partner for the rest of my life, with whom we will have mutual, strong feelings. I know that it will take a lot of time, effort and patience. But I am absolutely ready for this! I also understand that serious relationships usually begin with friendship. So, while I suggest you make friends, and then time will show us where this will lead us. By the way, do you have many close friends?
And for me it is very important that you be honest with me from the very beginning of our communication. So, if all you can offer me is just your friendship and no prospects for a more serious relationship, then I ask you to tell me about it now. Because I do not want to have false hopes, and then I will be very disappointed. Because the biggest pain in this world is frustration and false hope. And I think you will agree with me about this? I want to tell you for sure that it doesn't matter to me the age difference or something like that between us. This will never be an obstacle to communication or relationships for me. Hope for you too. I am writing you my letters from an Internet cafe because I don’t have a computer at home. It may be strange for you, how is this possible in the modern world? But I really do not need this, I do not like to spend a lot of time on the monitor, I think there are more interesting things in this life. Therefore, I cannot spend much time here and not have social media accounts such as Face Book. I have a regular, push-button telephone that I use for calls in my country, but it only works in my country. So, to start our conversation, I suggest you use e-mail. Then, when I get to know you better, we will find other ways to communicate, I promise you!
I'm finishing this letter now. I hope that after this your interest in me will not disappear? And in your next letter you write me more detailed information about yourself, your life, and also send me more photos. I just ask you to give me a chance to get to know you better, maybe I can help you forget all the bad things that happened in your previous life. And you can do the same for me. I am here with absolutely sincere and honest intentions, I would not want to spend my whole life on some stupid games or hurt you. Have a nice day. Sabina