Und das Ende vom Lied......

My sweet Love xxx, I was glad that you answered me, but when I read your letter, I was very upset and there were tears in my eyes. You offended me with your distrust of me and the fact that you doubt me. I opened up to you completely and gave you my heart and opened my soul to you, and you began to treat me so badly. At first I didn’t even want to write you my letter, because for me your letter was a big shock. What have I done wrong for you to think so bad of me? I have always been honest with you and I have always been open to you, since I loved you with all my heart and soul and thought that everything would be fine with us. But unfortunately, with your distrust of me and doubts about me, you push me away from you and so you can destroy our relationships and love, do you achieve this?
If you don’t trust me and doubt me, then I too can no longer trust you. After all, I already told you that in our relations everything will always be mutually and if we do not have trust, then we better leave. Indeed, in a relationship between two loving people, love, trust and understanding should be well developed. If at least one quality is poorly developed, then there can be no talk of any relationship. I understand that there are people on the Internet who cheat and I don’t know why they do it, because it’s very bad to deceive people. But I want you to know that I am an honest and decent girl and I do not need to deceive you. All I tell you is pure truth from a sincere heart that loves you and wants to be with you. Therefore, if you can trust me, then I promise you that I will never let you down or disappoint you, and I will always be with you and I will love you forever. After all, all I want in my life is only to be with you and love you, because my heart belongs only to you and I am only yours.
My sweet Love xxx, why do you say that I do not answer your questions? I always try to answer your questions, but if I did not answer your question, then you did not put a question mark (?) When I asked something and I did not understand that it was a question. I already told you that I do not know English well and therefore if I did not answer your question, it means I did not understand or missed it. But if you will ask me questions again, I will definitely answer them. As I already told you, I have two educations, I received one education when I was at the institute, and I received the second education when I was already working, and therefore I combined work and study. I studied at Samara University, as for the University of Saratov, I think that it was a mistake in the translation when I wrote you my letter. Is it really that important?
I don’t necessarily need your invitation so that I can come to you, as I will come to you as a tourist on a tourist visa and therefore I can stay with you without problems. Millions of people travel the world every day, and so I can do it too and come to you. If you still help me do the visa and documents, then of course I will have to fly to you by plane, because this is the most reliable, fast and safe way to get to you. My photos are taken by my girlfriend. Her husband works as a professional photographer and therefore sometimes she takes a camera from him and we take pictures in his studio. But if you do not like my photos and you are not happy to see me and look at me, then I will no longer send you my photos.
I can’t say anything more about your thoughts and now I don’t know what will happen to us next. But most likely soon our feelings and our love for each other will fade away, because you are doing everything for this. It’s a pity that everything is so bad with us, because a couple of days ago I was so happy that a man appeared in my life and thought that you and I would be together. But as it turned out most likely, I was mistaken in this and now my heart is bleeding. There is nothing I can do about the fact that you do not trust me, since I am far from you. But if you and I could still be together, then I am sure that your doubts would go aside and we would always be fine. Unfortunately, you do not understand that I really love you with the strongest and craziest love and I want to come to you and meet with you.
I'm sending you my kisses.
Sad Roza.