Und hier haben die Alarmglocken aber dermaßen geläutet.....

Good evening my sweet Love xxx!
Today I am in a very good mood since I saw you in my dream. I dreamed that you and I seemed to meet and were together. We walked through the autumn park and you and I felt good together. When I woke up, I didn’t want to get up for a long time and I thought a lot about you. I hugged my pillow and imagined that it was you. I wanted you to be by my side and I wanted to make love to you. What a pity that you were not by my side. But I hope that soon you and I will meet and fulfill all our dreams and desires.
My sweet Love xxx, I spent the whole evening yesterday as usual alone and thought a lot about you and about you and me. I really wanted you to be with me and that you and I loved each other. I'm so tired of being alone and I want to be with you. I want to be with you right now. I miss you so much. I can’t live without you and without your love. You are the love of my life and I will love you forever. When you and I are together, I am sure that we will always be happy together and we will love each other a lot. I will always give you all my love and care and I am sure that you will be very happy about this.
If only you knew how tired I am that we are not together. I want to drop everything and come to you right now. I do not want to wait any longer for the day when you and I meet and will be together. I want to be with you right now. I can no longer wait for you and I to meet and join our hearts. As I already told you, I can come to you soon and you and I will be able to meet this month. If I have money, then I can make a visa with documents in just 7-10 days and when they are ready, then I can go to you right away and you and I can meet and enjoy our love. As I already told you, in order to be able to do a visa with documents, I need 270 euros. I am very sorry that I do not have this money. If I had money, then I would run to a travel agency right now and make my visa with documents and come to you.
My sweet Love xxx, understand me, I love you very much and I want to be with you. I really want to be with you. What a pity that I am such a poor girl and that I can’t come to you on my own, since I don’t have money. But if I had money, then I would definitely come to you. I am very happy that I have you. Only with you did I feel what true and strong love is. I want to be only with you and I do not need anyone except you. You are the man with whom I will be happy and I to whom I will give all my love.
I feel bad at the mere thought that you and I will not meet and will not be together. I want to be with you right now at least for one minute in order to feel the warmth of your body and the tenderness of your lips. I hope that everything will be fine with us and you and I will definitely be together soon and will enjoy our love. I am sure that you and I will always be well together and we will enjoy our love forever.
I am really grateful to you for helping me get a visa and documents, and that means a lot to me. I promise you that I will never forget this and I will definitely reciprocate with you and always will be only yours. I went to my bank today and wanted to get the details so that you could send me your help to my bank account. But they told me that my bank account does not accept international money transfers and currency, and my account can only work in Russia. If I want to receive a money transfer from another country, then I need to open another bank account for this, but for this I need to pay 300-500 euros for annual service and insurance, and this is a lot. Therefore, they suggested that we better use a money transfer system or find someone who has a bank account that can accept money transfers from another country. I really hope that in spite of this, you and I will still find a solution so that you can send me your help and that I can get it and make a visa and documents. I can no longer wait for the day when I can taste your sweet lips. I want to be with you forever. I will always be your faithful and loving wife and I will always give you a lot of my love.
Hope you can write me your letter soon. I will be looking forward to hearing from you all day. I wish you a pleasant evening. Remember that I love you very much and I will love you forever. You are the love of my life and my heart belongs to you.
I kiss you on your sweet lips.
Your Love Roza.

Und das Ende vom Lied......

My sweet Love xxx, I was glad that you answered me, but when I read your letter, I was very upset and there were tears in my eyes. You offended me with your distrust of me and the fact that you doubt me. I opened up to you completely and gave you my heart and opened my soul to you, and you began to treat me so badly. At first I didn’t even want to write you my letter, because for me your letter was a big shock. What have I done wrong for you to think so bad of me? I have always been honest with you and I have always been open to you, since I loved you with all my heart and soul and thought that everything would be fine with us. But unfortunately, with your distrust of me and doubts about me, you push me away from you and so you can destroy our relationships and love, do you achieve this?
If you don’t trust me and doubt me, then I too can no longer trust you. After all, I already told you that in our relations everything will always be mutually and if we do not have trust, then we better leave. Indeed, in a relationship between two loving people, love, trust and understanding should be well developed. If at least one quality is poorly developed, then there can be no talk of any relationship. I understand that there are people on the Internet who cheat and I don’t know why they do it, because it’s very bad to deceive people. But I want you to know that I am an honest and decent girl and I do not need to deceive you. All I tell you is pure truth from a sincere heart that loves you and wants to be with you. Therefore, if you can trust me, then I promise you that I will never let you down or disappoint you, and I will always be with you and I will love you forever. After all, all I want in my life is only to be with you and love you, because my heart belongs only to you and I am only yours.
My sweet Love xxx, why do you say that I do not answer your questions? I always try to answer your questions, but if I did not answer your question, then you did not put a question mark (?) When I asked something and I did not understand that it was a question. I already told you that I do not know English well and therefore if I did not answer your question, it means I did not understand or missed it. But if you will ask me questions again, I will definitely answer them. As I already told you, I have two educations, I received one education when I was at the institute, and I received the second education when I was already working, and therefore I combined work and study. I studied at Samara University, as for the University of Saratov, I think that it was a mistake in the translation when I wrote you my letter. Is it really that important?
I don’t necessarily need your invitation so that I can come to you, as I will come to you as a tourist on a tourist visa and therefore I can stay with you without problems. Millions of people travel the world every day, and so I can do it too and come to you. If you still help me do the visa and documents, then of course I will have to fly to you by plane, because this is the most reliable, fast and safe way to get to you. My photos are taken by my girlfriend. Her husband works as a professional photographer and therefore sometimes she takes a camera from him and we take pictures in his studio. But if you do not like my photos and you are not happy to see me and look at me, then I will no longer send you my photos.
I can’t say anything more about your thoughts and now I don’t know what will happen to us next. But most likely soon our feelings and our love for each other will fade away, because you are doing everything for this. It’s a pity that everything is so bad with us, because a couple of days ago I was so happy that a man appeared in my life and thought that you and I would be together. But as it turned out most likely, I was mistaken in this and now my heart is bleeding. There is nothing I can do about the fact that you do not trust me, since I am far from you. But if you and I could still be together, then I am sure that your doubts would go aside and we would always be fine. Unfortunately, you do not understand that I really love you with the strongest and craziest love and I want to come to you and meet with you.
I'm sending you my kisses.
Sad Roza.