Hello my dear xxx. I miss you very much. I was looking forward to
your answer. I 'm very interested in knowing everything about your
life. How are you doing? What news do you have? I had a nice walk
around town today. I bought some of the things I needed.
I do some important things for me. I have a nostalgic mood, I really
like the autumn weather and the cold. But I don 't have the full joy
and feeling of a holiday right now. I hope every day that these
feelings will visit me when we are around. You 're not around, and
your heart is full of sadness. I want to see you as soon as possible
so that the annoying sadness will be replaced by a sparkling joy, For
the world to play once again with a stunning buoyancy of paints, And I
would have an opportunity to hug you firmly and forget everything in
the world! I received your letter! From your words, I realized that
you could solve the issue with the transfer and sent the funds to my
account that I sent you. I'm very glad. I hope that the funds will
arrive quickly and we will not lose much time. My dear, I want our
business to speed up a bit now. I have to visit my bank and ask them
to send me a notice of acceptance of the transfer to the account. But
I want to explain to them what kind of translation will be discussed.
I do not want to lose more than one day. Tomorrow morning I intend to
go to the bank. My dear, I want to ask you to send me a copy of the
documents or a photograph of the document of the sending to the
account. I want to print this document and visit my bank tomorrow. I
have to explain to them that I am waiting for an urgent transfer of
funds to the account. I want them to understand what kind of
translation is in question. My sunshine, please make a photo of the
money transfer document and send it to me by mail. I will wait for
your letter my dear. Tomorrow I will go to my bank. I will write to
you immediately after returning from the bank.
I think about you every second. Everything around you seems to be
conspiring and reminds me of you indefinitely. Without you, it 's like
I live and even breathe half. Looks like half my heart was stolen.
Sometimes I even talk to you mentally. I miss you so much!
May I not touch you with my hand, may I not look in the eyes, but my
heart is connected with yours forever. There are no obstacles between
us, and the distance for love does not matter, because it is real, and
therefore eternal. Our souls are connected by heaven, and nothing is
impossible for heaven. I 'm going to have a quiet night of solitude
tonight. I 'll buy food for myself. I 'll make hot tea.
I 'll turn on the TV and find a TV channel broadcasting Soviet films.
I will think quietly of our happiness and love. I 'll be thinking how
we could make a difference sooner.
A quiet evening will bring me peace comparable to the effect of
meditation. I just want to find the strength that will give me a boost
to continue my preparations for the trip.
I want to find thoughts that will bring me solutions.
I can 't worry anymore. Otherwise, I 'll go crazy.
I want you to spend a little time tonight, too, thinking about me in a
quiet environment for a few minutes.
I hope our thoughts meet today.
I love you. I 'll wait for your answer.
And give you my kisses.

Your Valeriya.  :love: :love:

Hello my xxx!

Hello my love xxx, For me was strange not to receive
from you the letter. Till this moment, I received from you every day
letters. As soon as it was necessary to me will address to you for the
help for payment of tickets. You were gone, at all not having written
one letter. My love xxx, tell to me the reason. Why you
have not written till now to me??? Yesterday I sat all the day and
waited for your letter. Please to answer my letter, as soon as
possible. I will look forward to hearing from you.

Your love Valeriya...

Hello my love, xxx.

Today I came to the Internet cafe with hope Get a letter from you.
But my mood has greatly worsened. Tell me why You wrote to me?
Darling, today I could not fall asleep all night.
I cried All night, from all these problems. I feel very bad.
I'm afraid that you are so And not write. I very much want to rather
be in your arms. AT The last few days I'm very nervous. I understand,
that now it is solved Our destiny, I understand that these days our
future is being decided, it is being decided The development of our
love, the development of our relations. I understand that I can not
Remain indifferent to everything that happened in the last days. So
I'm very nervous, today I did not sleep, I did not have Appetite,
because I can not solve the problem on my own. I am very I experience
a lot these days ... My beloved, I really hope for your help.
I'll be waiting for your letter soon.
I love you, xxx.

Yours Valeriya...

Hello my dear xxx. I'm a little sick and feel bad the last couple of
days. It was not an infection or poisoning. All women from the painful
days. I probably should not talk about things like that man in
principle. But you are my loved one and I want you to know why
sometimes I lie in bed and can not write a letter to you.
It's a small obstacle that has prevented me from having a proper
responsiveness to your letters. In addition, I was a little concerned
about the timing of these cycles. As he is a bit unstable.
It's always a little talk between us. I ask you for forgiveness.
But these days, I can not choose ... Now I have all normal.
I'm ready for correspondence and discuss our affairs with you.
Now forget about women's issues and talk about us. I could speak again
about you, but it may seem one-sided conversation. I can say good
things about you.
And I would like this conversation. But, I also love to hear positive
words in his address. You have no idea how important to me your
compliments.
xxx, I am very happy with you already in the correspondence,
I will have many happy when I'm around you.
This compares with stroking a cat at a time when it produces purr in
response to stroking. I feel your experience in dealing with women.
You know how to surprise, changing their talents. I do not think
you're an ordinary person.  Perhaps in the real environment around
you, I will definitely melt like hot chocolate. Thank you for all the
moments of joy that you bring into my life. Thank you for the hope and
the prospect of a beautiful relationship in a beautiful country, which
I'll read a lot.

My sun, I am really very happy that we now have the right solution and
the opportunity to finally meet. I already sent you a bank account.
And as I sent you a copy of the certificate of his personality.
Namely, this document passport. I will duplicate all of this
information in writing. I have to bring the bank receipt. I ask you to
send me a picture of payment.

xxx,   I again have a good feeling in my
soul.  I anticipate reading your letter, and I keep in my heart the
care and the task to write you a perfect answer. I want to show their
love and care towards you.  Your words tell me about your desire and
love for me.  I accept your love and I like to feel your concern with
regard to their person.  Always nice to know how the situation around
you.  At such moments, I turned on a great imagination.  
I see your situation in your mind.
  
I represent that I am at this moment by your side.
Increasingly, I am presenting you as his chosen husband.
I can say that it is a pleasant sensation. Your age, and wisdom give
me the state of confidence in the future. You are a very reliable
support for me. I am often in a state of confusion and anxiety. But
you always find the words that give me peace of mind. Approaching it
is time of December. December is always associated me with the holiday
of the New Year. There was a time when I celebrated the new year with
just my mother. And sometimes we celebrated the new year alone.
I was with my friends, and my mother was visiting friends or good
neighbors.
For me, New Year's holidays have always been very welcome holiday.
The best part - it's when you can wait for the last minute with a
glass of champagne. Then on all TV channels appears the president -
this is not a real master of the country. I would have preferred to
replace the president in the performance congratulation of Santa Claus
with a white beard (in your case it is Santa Claus).
The President is not a pleasure, as the host countries.
That's why Santa Claus has a greater right to take the podium and
bring greetings to the house as a mythical character and true master
of winter.  
As soon as there comes the first minute of the new year, so the window
just hear the explosions of firecrackers. Probably, every year there
are people who prefer to stand on the street with matches in hand,
Instead of standing with a glass of champagne in front of the TV and
listen to the president's speech.  The most enjoyable moment in the
new year in Russia becomes a community of people in the company for a
joint holiday. Sometimes, it's cultural. But almost always alcohol
makes many people pigs.  White courtyards with the onset am become
like a garbage site.  That is the reality.  In the first minutes of
the new year, everything is already fed drunk. A ton of food that are
prepared for the feast eaten during the first three days of January.
  
And almost always in the Russian New Year holidays last for almost 2
weeks.  People who drank vodka all year and thought that they were
alcoholics, drink the first two weeks of January, with a clear
conscience under the guise of New Year holidays.  Any sentence they
say Happy New Year. Christmas, celebrated in Russia on January 7 in
the Gregorian calendar (which corresponds to December 25 in the Julian
calendar).   Then feast of the Baptism of the Lord comes, therefore,
January 18, January 19 in the evening and in the morning it is
important to be in the service of the temple, confession, communion,
and to take the holy water, a great agiasmy.  On the night of 18 on
January 19 there was a great tradition of bathing in the ice hole.

Ice on the river cut out and people dive there.  Once I experienced
it myself. Bathing was cool in the hole, but I no longer dealt with
this later.  It seemed to me that my health is no longer able to
withstand the separation of soul and body.  These are the feelings I
had while swimming in the icy water.  I came out of the water and
realized that I have no body ...  And then when the needle pierced my
heat, I learned about the return of his soul into the body.  
It is now not a metaphor. I really felt the ice-cold water, which gave
me these feelings. These are the traditions in Russia in the winter in
December and January.  This time I have a great desire to be right in
the New Year's holidays in your country.  I am ready to give
everything for that.  It's a different country, and other people may
have different traditions and, of course, a different feeling.  
I'm going to have you beside me. You can all show and tell me.
It would be nice to spend this time together.
  
Tell me, how do you spend Christmas and New Year?
I could look for this information on the Internet. But learn it from
you, it will be very different knowledge.  Now I want to introduce
myself there on this holiday.  I want to know a little about it.  
And most importantly, if we do you feel a pair, it is truly like a
family holiday. We could come up with something special.
How to decorate our holiday.  My fantasy is now full.
I'm starting to dream and imagine how it becomes a reality.  
I will try to solve everything immediately and get out to you in your
hands.
Small drop of sadness hanging on my mind when I see that we are moving
smoothly in time spiral. I trade these thoughts on the positive and
accept it as a learning experience and wisdom. Over time, I understand
that the main thing is not the word love or the external beauty of a
person, and most importantly, it is the presence of a man who will
always be able to take care in difficult times. The man is important
wisdom, not riches, a woman is important loyalty and devotion, not
beauty. The other important kindness, not empty words.
The loved one is important to understand, not a requirement.

In our body, it is important to health, rather than its harmony.
In the words of the depth of meaning is important and not the way we
pronounce them. If you and I will continue to be our common truth and
the word of truth, that we both support, our couple will be perfect.
I want to make our relationship perfect and have no personal
ambitions, which could prevent us in building our happiness.
I am ready to support my words and promises. And always I will be glad
if you correct me in my moments of deviations from our course.
I love you my dear. I give you my kisses and all my love.
I'll wait for your answer, and wait for the onset of our happiness.

Your Valeriya.  :love: :love:

These are bank details of my account for sending means to (USD):

(USD): 40817840805514006694
Swift: Vtbrrumm
SWIFT: VTBRRUM2VR3
Branch N 3652 in Voronezh
PJSC VTB BANK, MOSCOW
Name: Valeriya
Surname: Melder
Middlename: Mihajlovna                       756 USD
Country: Russia
City: Surgut
Street: Uchebnaya
House: 16
Postal index code: 628403

Listen to me, my beloved and dear xxx.   
Today, my bank had a day to half a day. I did not have a receipt that
you have requested. But I went there to clarify the situation. And you
know what I learned. You could not have a receipt because you have not
sent the payment. Bank employees will be in the first transaction
minute after translation. And only then they wait for the money. But
you do not send any the transactions on my account. Bank employees
have checked it. But you told me that paid. Now I am very upset. In
the foreground of our relationship, I see lies and indifference. I am
very sad and disappointed.
I want to ask you only one
question to which I would very much like to know the answer.  Are you
pleased to be a liar ??????   
You promised me that we will solve the issue with the tickets. But you
don't keep your word.  You just tell me your promises and do not
fulfill them.  You say this to a girlfriend who loves you.  You tell a
lie to a girl who hopes to build happiness with you.  Instead of the
masculine word, you have now put your lie in the foundation of our
relationship.  This is a very bad start that you built.  Maybe you
have some reasons for that. Maybe you're just a liar in life ??  Maybe
you just stopped loving me and decided to feed my lies ???  But in any
case, this is a very bad attitude on your part.  This is not very
serious of you.  This is a very mean attitude on your part.  The lie
that you put can be the root for the development of all these
qualities of a person.  I understand that there may be different
reasons for this.  But I did not give you a reason to build such
relationships with me.  You brazenly lying to me. You just blatantly
lied and did not keep his word.  What do you expect in the end of such
a relationship.  I have a grudge now. I have a grief now. And it's
your fault now !!!  And you are to blame for this by the fact that you
promised and did not fulfill your word.  You did it very brazenly and
I can not yet find excuses for you.  I waited. I hoped. I believed. I
loved you. I was drawn to you.  But you traded all this for a mean
feeling of lies ...  I can not express this disappointment. This is
meanness on your part.

Your Valeriya...

Darling, All the life I relied only on own forces. For the first time
it was necessary for me to ask someone about the help. I hoped that
you that person who can to make something very important for our
meeting. I hoped that, at last, I found steady support and protection.
But you did not equal my hopes. I still time was it is convinced that
if I do not cope itself, then nobody will help me. I it is very angry
at school that they cannot allocate my earned money. I until now did
not want to ask you about the help. If I knew that the school will not
pay me money which I earned. That would not begin the organization of
our meeting I did not gather to ask you money never!!!!! Do you
understand it????? I am very sorry what you do not trust me. During
this time you steel for me very dear person. I write you this letter
and on my eyes there are tears. I made everything that was in my
forces. If your feelings really were to me the presents. You will make
everything for our meeting. I hoped to resolve an issue with a trip to
my holiday. I thought that I will be able to resolve an issue of the
organization of a meeting.

xxx, you realize that if I do not decide the issue, which I now
have, that our meeting will be in jeopardy? You understand that all my
life lately had meaning only when I think about our meeting? You can
understand that for me is very important our meeting. I can talk to
you and you know me like no other. But why, then, you do not want to
understand that I need your help right now ?? I put all the forces and
means to achieve the goal. I could not imagine that I will have to ask
you for help. I ask you to forgive me for my request for help.
But I am forced again and again to address you. I promise all of you
back at the earliest opportunity. It is our general meeting, I beg you
to take part right now. I can not cope without you. Are all my prayers
will not be heard. Is your mind can not give you the right direction
for action ?! Why do you suppose the loss of our time is now?
It is our common time that we could spend together nice. I'm sorry,
but my pride is now at its lowest level. This whole situation happens
only from despair. Too big burden fell on my shoulders. Tears do not
give me a sober look at some things. I'd really like to get it all
resolved soon. I always saw only one man in front of his face. I
always saw only you and no one else noticed. So why now my favorite
man can not help me. I'm talking about you. You are the man I love.
Why did you leave me with such a burden and sorrow. I would love to
now just cuddle up to your shoulder. But circumstances compel me now
dispensed on their knees and ask for help. I could never ask for help.
I would choose death, but pride would not give me a chance. Now
everything has changed. Now I'm doing it for love. For the sake of our
relationship. I understand that only a man like you can understand me
and not judge in this case. You are the most dear to my heart. I ask
you to understand me and not judge strictly.
You can look at my photos on forever, but you do nothing.
You have tunable words.
Forgive me my weakness.
Forgive me for my request, but I can not right now anyway to solve
this problem. Once again, I ask you to help. Once again, I beg your
understanding. Once again, I ask you not to judge me harshly for my
request. I hope that your brave and kind heart will see that you love
your girl. It would be our great time, I ask you to make these dreams
a reality. Only you can help me right now. Only I love you and only
for you I live. I have never had a male paternal care. Just thinking
about you I tremble my stomach. I really want to hold your hand and be
your true half. Do not leave me in the cold Russian one.
Take me, please, here. I can not wait long. If you can not save me
from a distance, come and take me away. Just do not write me anymore
excuses.
Now I'm trying to behave with you sincere conversation. And what I say
now, I'm talking from my heart. I tell you about your mental thoughts.
I believe in you and in our love. I beg you, give me a chance for a
new life next to you! I give you my kisses, and with great hope for a
brighter future, I'll be waiting for your answer. I look forward to
your understanding of my favorite xxx.

Your Valeriya.  :love: :love: