Hello my darest xxx!
How are you? Today I've the big desire to write to you. Hope you don't
object?
I suppose I can tell you about my bad experience in relations. If you
are not interested in it you may stop reading the letter. I won't be
offended. I think I can tell you the story because you have become
very very close to me recently. I hope you have an idea of the problem
with alcohol in Russia and I suppose you understand why I don't want
to look for a husband in Russia. Let's begin since the very first day
of the acquaintance. I worked in the school as teacher of an
elementary school. I went from work home by public transport... As
usual I came into the bus, sat down in a passenger chair. I was very
tired and began to fall asleep on the way... I sat in a passenger
chair one and involuntarily fell asleep. There passed about 5 minutes.
All my way by bus takes 20 minutes. I woke up from unusual feeling...
I understood that my head lies on a soft subject... The pillow was a
soft subject. This pillow was held in hand by the young man. I told it
"thanks". Told that did not want to fill up... At me arose a question,
and I set it: From where did it arise with this small pillow? The
young man told me that his name Pavel. It is sent me from heaven to
change my life. I thanked him for a good joke and a pillow. Told it
thanks and left at the stop... But I did not manage to reach the
house, I was caught up by Pavel. In hands Pavel had red Roza. He told
that it is the end of its mission, and he has to present a flower. I
was a little frightened. But I took a flower, told thanks and went!
Told that I very much am late home. I told that the husband meets me.
But actually I was not married at that time. To me it was just
terrible that the stranger stuck to me in the evening. I safely
arrived home. Next day I did not need to go to work. The next morning,
was morning of Saturday. In the morning at me my mobile phone called.
That guy by the name of Pavel greeted me. I asked a question from
where it learned my number. Only then I learned that he finished my
neighbors that they gave it my mobile phone number. So it turned out
that my neighbors had my mobile phone number. I told it by phone that
my husband will become angry from his impudence. He answered that he
wants to become this husband. And the married girl would never take a
flower from the unfamiliar man. He invited me in cafe in the same
evening of Saturday. We communicated and met it more than a half of
year. He was patient and did not insist on intimate relations. I
wanted to check its attitude towards me. It was pleasant appearance
and very careful. In 7 months of friendship we began to live together,
in my house. He was a visitor from other city. It arrived to Surgut
from Yekaterinburg. He said that he is engaged in Surgut in business.
Also lives in the apartment, it is provided by the organization with
which he cooperates. We wanted to visit Yekaterinburg, and will get
acquainted with his parents! He is one son in family. His parents from
Yekaterinburg. During our acquaintance, he only once visited the
hometown. I precisely knew that he is not married. I was in the
apartment in which he lived in Surgut. I completely trusted it. He
told that if refuses the apartment, and we will live at me, then at
work will pay it more money. I agreed to these conditions My mother
then was not any more. She had not to see Pavel. We lived 3 months
together in my house and already thought of a wedding. He was engaged
in some important projects in construction and it had money! It
practically never spent them! He always said that all money is
invested in the important project now. He said that he tries for the
sake of our future, and we will live in the house near the Black Sea
soon. He said that we will buy the house in Sochi and we will move
there to live. We lived in my house. I paid for food, I paid my
utility costs. I got used to dress, visit well beauty shops and not to
refuse to myself something at all, what I really want, at the same
time I never asked money for "whims" from Pavel. He said that I spend
too much money for myself, and began to make me scandals. But I said
to him all the time that it is my money and I spend them for myself...
To Pavel I had no problems. I always had what I earn. Was enough for
me for the house, I had enough funds for own contents. But, as soon as
he began to live with me, he claimed all the time that I spend a lot
of money for beauty shops and personal care. You need to save now, he
said. He said that each ruble has to work. Then he started a
conversation about the fact that we need to rent apartment so far, and
to sell my house. He suggested to invest money from sale of the house
in important projects of which I had even no idea. I was afraid to
sell the house! He often insisted. But I did not agree as was afraid
to risk the only property. We began to swear even more often. He
several times dared not to come to spend the night home. I began to
worry. I was pleased by a thought that we are not married yet. We have
to nothing each other. We were not married yet, but I understood that
our life collapses a little! He became a little reserved. It began to
come home with an alcohol smell. I very strongly worried. He answered
that he just drank beer at work. And there is nothing terrible in it.
But I saw that every day its norm of beer increased. I tried to talk
to it! I tried to show it that it pulls down our happiness. I already
wanted to agree to sale of the house. I thought that he began to drink
from it. But he did not listen to me. He began to accuse me all the
time that affairs go badly. That I am guilty that I did not sell the
house in time! I regretted for what occurred. In the quarrels he was
excessively emotional. It often began to appear in not a sober state.
I tried to stop it. It few times hit me accidentally. But sober he
apologized. then it repeated again. It hit me again. I was horrified
simply... I prayed for happiness every day. My beauty was not beauty
any more. I constantly cried. Once it also came home drunk. I told it
that I was tired and I want that it left. He had no place to go, and I
understood it! He very much became angry on me. He struck me two
strong blows. I felt very severe pain in the head. To me it was bad,
and I sat down on a floor. It did not help me and left. I called the
ambulance. It was difficult for me to speak. All person was ill me! In
hospital I was told that I have a crack in the lower jaw. In hospital
I was lodged by the investigator. I wrote the application to the
police. I did not want more anything to have the general with this
person. I firmly put the end to the relations with Pavel. He tried to
return, but I every time called the police. In court delivered it the
ban. Pavel has no right to approach me. It also cannot enter my house!
Now I am happy that I didn't marry him. Don’t want such relations once
again. Almost all Russian men drink alcohol a lot that's why I don't
want to have any relations with them. I suppose you understand me. I'm
sorry my letter is too long. But I wanted to show you what I am
feeling.
I am very happy that I got acquainted with you. I hope our
communication will never stop. Masha has told to you "Hi". I have to
finish me letter. Thanks that you write me.
With all my heart, your Valeriya.
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