Hello my love xxx!!!!
I addressed the company which sells tickets for plans. I asked them
how, as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket
to you I would be able to go to Wien on 13 August, and how
much it would cost. They said that the ticket would cost 1139 euro. I
asked them to find a cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for
me. But as it turned out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket
so quickly, the date is too early. Tickets must be reserved long
beforehand. I asked them to offer me other variants of the flight. We
found the most suitable one. The flight is on 15 August. The ticket
costs 878 euro I asked the to reserve the ticket for me. But they
refused to do it having said that they had a lot of clients. They
cannot reserve my ticket without advance money. I was imploring them.
But it did not work. They said that they would help me with great
pleasure but they couldn't. The rules are so. I was in a panic, I was
so disappointed. Then I asked them if I could give just a part of the
money. But they did not agree again.
I asked them for a long time saying that my fiance xxx, is waiting
for me. If I asked them a little bit longer I would burst out of
crying. Maybe God heard my prayers, and the service worked agreed to
reserve the ticket on my conditions. But I have too little time to
pay, for the ticket. They said if I did not day the rest of the ticket
price, I would loose the money I'd already given to them. I was angry,
but they explained that it would be very difficult to sell the ticket
for the plane which is flying. They would have to lower the price. I
agreed. They told me to pay 878 euro. But it was too much for me,
because I had only 276 euro. I asked to wait for me during 12 hours. I
went out of the room. Alena met me at the door. I told her
everything. She understood everything and advised me to pawn our
treasures to a pawnshop. It was very difficult for me to agree to do
it. I did not want to burden Alena. But at the same time I want to
meet you. We pawned the treasures, I got 164 euro and I paid the part
of the ticket price 440 euro. It was my last money, it was for the
plane by which I'm going to come to you. It was very difficult for me
to tell you this story. I have done all what I could. I have paid for
the visa. I have paid for the part of the ticket. But this was not
enough. The money was not enough. I did not want to burden you. I
wanted to come to you with nobody's help. I thought my money would be
enough. But I failed. Now I feel guilty myself. I did not manage to do
all myself for our meeting. I thought nothing would prevent me from
meeting you. But I must pay the rest of the money for the ticket It's
just 438 euro. I must pay it till the 13 August. Otherwise I will
loose the money I have paid and i will loose the chance to see you.
And our treasures will be sold by the pawnshop.
Now I feel guilty that I could not do what i promised to come to you
with my own money. I always do what I promise. I feel at ease now, I'm
ashamed of asking you to help me. Unfortunately the restaurant
director did not pay me the money I'd earned. I really hoped to get
this money. But I'll get the money from the restaurant director in a
month or two. Because it's very typical for Russia to hold up the
payments of salary. I asked the restaurant director to give me my
money earlier, but they refused to do it. Now the restaurant director
does not have the money necessary for me. Our restaurant director
depends on the budget, it did not get money for a longtime. I think
it's because of the financial crisis and terrorist acts. I must say to
you that I will not be able to meet you because I will not be able to
pay the whole sum of money myself. Of course I realize that I should
not ask you to give me the money. But at the time I cannot just that I
will not come to you. I have done too much to organize our meeting. If
I refuse to meet you it will mean that everything was in vain. It's
terrible for me to refuse to come to you, I have done all what I
could. Now I want you to help me and I think there is nothing horrible
if I ask you to help me. Of course I realize that may be you have no
feelings to me and may be you're not interested in our meeting. I
understand that the sum of money is too big. I know it and that's why
it's more difficult for me to ask it from you. But at the same time
any person can find himself in my conditions. I'm an honest person.
I'm ashamed of asking you to help me, but life is a difficult thing,
everything can happen. 390 usd which I have paid for the visa and 440
euro which I have paid for the ticket are too much for me. But I'm not
sorry for what I have done for our meeting.
In fact money is just paper, our treasures are just metal details. But
I do not want all my efforts to be spent in vain. If you really want
to meet me, if you can help me to organize our meeting please send me
the money till the morning of 13 August. Please forgive me my words.
I say so because I'm in despair. Now when just one step can connect
us, I'm afraid. I need you, I want to be with you, I need you help,
believe me, I'm honest with you. I did not manage to estimate my
forces. And all my efforts spent in vain. My loneliness made me
strong. I had always been living with my own efforts I always relied
on myself. I asked somebody to help me very seldom, but now I ask you
to help me. I will give you all the money back as soon as I'm able.
Maybe I made you offended. But I need you. I do not know if my letter
you disappointed. But I have written you an honest letter. I'm looking
forward to you answer. I hope for you. I ask you to not worry. I send
data of my flight:
Flight BT-7429
Aeroflot
22:55 SVO Sheremetyevo Aug 15, Thurs
00:45 RIX Riga 16 Aug, Fri
Transplant in Riga
Flight BT-433
airBaltic
16:35 RIX Riga 16 Aug, Fri
17:55 VIE Schwechat Aug 16, Fri
My love xxx, Please understand my position and read attentively the
letter which I to you has written. I will wait for your letter. I love
you. Your love Yuliya...