Hi xxx!
How you today? I hope that everything is good. I am also happy today
because I have a letter from you. I am very happy. Now I work, and I
write letter to you.
I want us to be open with each other. Do not you think it is wrong
that you saw my photos, but I did not see yours? Are you embarrassed
about your appearance or do not trust me? I opened to you and want the
same from you. Therefore, I will wait for your photo. You have to
understand that it is very important to me to receive your photos. I
can close eyes and present you nearby. When I see your photos, I
become closer to you. For this reason in each letter I send you the
photos. I want that you felt me closer. I want that you felt my
openness before you. I do not hide from you the appearance and the
thoughts. Do you consider these thoughts silly?? Tell if it so... Our
communication will not make sense if in it there is no openness. I
understand that you can have different reasons for which you have no
opportunity to send me a photo. But if I matter for you, then you will
use the best efforts and will please me with the photos. I want to see
that you seriously treat me! I seriously treat our correspondence and
would like to receive the same relation from you... I want that it was
mutual.
And so, I did not write to you about my family. I think that you has
to know about it. I was given birth also grown up in Surgut. Now I
live here. I do not remember the father because he did not live with
us. I was grown up only by my mother. We were the best friends, us
there was very much a friend close to the friend. But my mother had
cancer from a stomach, and she died when I was 17 years old. It was
awful and improbable. I could not understand it for a long time. I was
empty. Even now I remember the mother very often. You know that I had
very happy childhood. My mother and I entered the park together. We
play together various games. We spoke very much. Only through several
years which I began to understand last time which she felt because I
had no father with me. But I got news from other people, the fact that
it was no mistake of my mother. My father (I cannot call him
"father"), never loved my mother. Left me it lonely when it has
studied that my mother was a pregnant woman. It was very difficult for
it to bring up me. We lived only its tiny income. But we never
complaining of our life we solved all problems together. But we were
happy. My mother always said me that I have to marry the person which
I will love. After the death of my mother I feel like very much one
because at me no, not neither sisters, nor brothers. To be more exact,
I any any relatives.
But I have the best friends. Elena and Masha. They are remarkable
girls. We can call us sisters because we are friends of more than 15
years, and we help each other. I - assured absolutely, it if I ask
Elena, Masha, to help me they will never refuse. Our relations very
much strong, time checked them. Recently, for entertainments I
occupied with the drawing. I remember children's dreams as I wanted
become the artist. But, I did not begin to study at that time. Now I
desire to study it. I am employed with drawing in special art school.
It very pleasantly to me. I hope, you can once see my pictures. I send
you photos with the best friends. I hope to you, it will be pleasant
to these photos. I will wait Your photo in the following letter also.
I hope that you will answer my letter. I also hope that you are
interested in our communication. I I will tell you more about my life
in my following letters.
Sincerely yours, Ekaterina...