Hello xxx!! I'm glad to see your message. how are you? how is your mood? Forgive me, I could not write yesterday. yesterday I had to work until 22:00. when I came home after work, went into the shower and immediately fell asleep, I wanted to write to you after I take a shower, but because of tiredness I slept until morning. I hope that you are not offended at me ?? I had less work today.
what are your plans for the weekend?? I'm going to go to my grandmother's village on Saturday morning and I will be back home on Sunday evening. I ask you not to lose me, because on Saturday I probably will not be able to write a letter.
I want to tell you that my heart began to beat more often when I think about you.
I wish to have a loved one close by, to feel caring and constant support in difficult times, this is what every person in life strives for, and so do I. I was close to happiness in the past, but my heart was broken.
There is so much meanness and deception in the world right now that you have to be very careful about the people around you. I am not telling you that you should treat everyone with distrust, you just need to know the person so as to be completely confident in him. I know you not for long, but I can say that you are very honest and open and it attracts me very much and lets me believe that I can be with you.
as a child, my mother taught me that I should always be open. I am very lonely and I have practically no friends, my mother died in 2010, and I rarely communicate with my father because he lives with another family and he does not care for me. I really appreciate our communication with you, I constantly think about you and on my soul very well, even despite the fact that we are far from each other.
We are far from each other. But this does not interfere with our communication. Although I already thought that communication via the Internet is not quite enough to understand each other more strongly. What do you think about it? I would like to see you. But I do not know how this is possible, because we are very far from each other.
I had thoughts of leaving my country. To be honest, such a life does not suit me, nothing holds me here except for my grandmother, but my grandmother will understand me if I make such a decision.
I work as a manicure, pedicure, eyelash and hair master. yet in childhood I dreamed not about that. I dreamed of becoming a teacher. I like children very much. what about overseas. I heard that many Russian girls from the provinces find their true love in another country. everything is probably due to the fact that the standard of living, the level of culture in Russia is at a very low level, on TV we are told that everything is fine, but in fact there is a mess in the country, corruption, destruction, crime and many more problems. I do not believe what is shown on TV - it is a complete deception.
I like you and I think our relationship can be deeper. I do not know how to explain it in words. I just feel it. Your letters make my mood high. I feel joy in my soul.
I will wait for your answer.
I hope you write to me soon.
your Nastya