Hello xxx,

How is the weather at you? I hope that at you all well and you had
remarkable time. Darling xxx what occurs? I have not received from
you the letter since Sunday, March 24, 2019. I very much worry, write
to me as soon as possible. I will wait your answer. I love you!

Yours Olga.

Hi my dear xxx,

Dear xxxs, I was glad to receive your letter. Thanks you for given
information. Today I have arrived to Moscow. I am very tired, and
could not write to you is a lot. Dear, I informed you some times that
cause me to Moscow on interview Now I near Embassy the in
internet-cafe. I write to you the letter and I worry. I think that my
destiny tomorrow is solved. Hope to me ' give the visa and I can meet
you. It will be the greatest day in my life!! It's a pity that I
cannot write for a long time. Because I am very strongly tired. I
hope, that I can soon write to you about results of visit to Embassy.
If I cannot write from Moscow I shall write from Kaluga.

With love yours and only yours Olga xxx.

Hello my xxx,

I think that I knowingly have visited to Moscow. From trip I still had
many positive emotions. I when did not go on so important affairs,
therefore strongly worried. On road to Moscow I with anybody did not
communicate because thought of interview in embassy. I experienced
that any failure can visit me. I was afraid that can give up to me in
reception of the visa. But my experiences appeared are vain. On
interview to me did not give the exact answer. In a corridor I have
waited the person which was in the commission and he has told that I
should not worry. Has told that in two or three days representatives
of embassy will contact travel agency and will cause me to Moscow for
reception of the visa. Therefore I have gone home with quiet soul. Now
I need to wait the answer from embassy then it is necessary to buy the
ticket in your country, to go again to Moscow to receive the visa and
to wait day of a start. The second trip to Moscow does not deliver me
of inconvenience. The ticket to me will need to be bought in Kaluga
from representatives of travel agency. To take off I should from the
Moscow airport because I will need to come in embassy and to receive
the visa. It would be convenient for me to take off from the Kaluga
airport but for this purpose to me some days in Moscow should to live
and to wait for readiness of the visa. Moscow not city familiar to me.
Hotels cost very dearly and it is terrible to me to be in Moscow one.
Therefore I have chosen not absolutely convenient, but a safe variant.
Today I went to travel agency and told him about trip to Moscow. They
sincerely were glad for me. Unfortunately the Embassy yet did not
contact travel agency. I think that has passed not enough time. I
think tomorrow or the day after tomorrow representatives of embassy
will cause me for reception of the visa. I want that it has taken
place as soon as possible. I want to buy as soon as possible the
ticket to you and to wait for day of a start. Dear if tomorrow or the
day after tomorrow me will cause for reception of the visa I shall buy
the ticket to you. I shall buy the ticket with a stock of 3-6 days. I
shall better lead these days pending. Suddenly there will be
unforeseen circumstances.

Dear, I finish the letter and I shall go home. I need to prepare much
for all for the period of the absence. I love you and I want to be
only with you. The feeling of love amplifies every new day.

Your love Olga.

Hello my dearest xxx,

I have good news, very well for me and for you! I wanted to call to
you and to explain all by phone. But I am afraid, that you become
angry on me and will refuse to help me, therefore I have decided to
write to you.

Today in the morning I have come to travel agency where to me informed
good news. I have got the visa. Now it is necessary for me to buy the
ticket to you and to go in Moscow behind the visa and to wait day of
my start. I'm immensely happy. I will be able to see you in person!!!
Dear I it is very good to speak in English you to not worry for us. I
addressed the company which sells tickets for plans. I asked them how,
as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to
you I would be able to go to Vienna on the April, 21st, and how much
it would cost. They said that the ticket would cost 1173 euro. I asked
them to find a cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for me.
But as it turned out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket so
quickly, the date is too early. Tickets must be reserved long
beforehand. I asked them to offer me other variants of the flight. We
found the most suitable one. The flight is on April, 24th. The ticket
costs 285 euro I asked the to reserve the ticket for me. But they
refused to do it having said that they had a lot of clients. They
cannot reserve my ticket without advance money. I was imploring them.
But it did not work. They said that they would help me with great
pleasure but they couldn't. The rules are so. I was in a panic, I was
so disappointed. Then I asked them if I could give just a part of the
money. But they did not agree again.

I asked them for a long time saying that my fiance xxx is waiting
for me. If I asked them a little bit longer I would burst out of
crying. Maybe God heard my prayers, and the service worked agreed to
reserve the ticket on my conditions. But I have too little time to
pay, for the ticket. They said if I did not day the rest of the ticket
price, I would loose the money I'd already given to them. I was angry,
but they explained that it would be very difficult to sell the ticket
for the plane which is flying. They would have to lower the price. I
agreed. They told me to pay 813 euro. But it was too much for me,
because I had only 225 euro. I asked to wait for me during 12 hours. I
went out of the room. Marina met me at the door. I told her
everything. She understood everything and advised me to pawn our
treasures to a pawnshop. It was very difficult for me to agree to do
it. I did not want to burden Marina. But at the same time I want to
meet you. We pawned the treasures, I got 90 euro and I paid the part
of the ticket price 315 euro. It was my last money, it was for the
plane by which I'm going to come to you. It was very difficult for me
to tell you this story. I have done all what I could. I have paid for
the visa. I have paid for the part of the ticket. But this was not
enough. The money was not enough. I did not want to burden you. I
wanted to come to you with nobody's help. I thought my money would be
enough. But I failed. Now I feel guilty myself. I did not manage to do
all myself for our meeting. I thought nothing would prevent me from
meeting you. But I must pay the rest of the money for the ticket It's
just 498 euro. I must pay it till the April, 24th. Otherwise I will
loose the money I have paid and i will loose the chance to see you.
And our treasures will be sold by the pawnshop. Now I feel guilty that
I could not do what i promised to come to you with my own money. I
always do what I promise. I feel at ease now, I'm ashamed of asking
you to help me. Unfortunately the clinic did not pay me the money I'd
earned. I really hoped to get this money. But I'll get the money from
the clinic in a month or two. Because it's very typical for Russia to
hold up the payments of salary. I asked the clinic to give me my money
earlier, but they refused to do it. Now the clinic does not have the
money necessary for me. Our clinic depends on the budget, it did not
get money for a longtime. I think it's because of the financial crisis
and terrorist acts. I must say to you that I will not be able to meet
you because I will not be able to pay the whole sum of money myself.

Of course I realize that I should not ask you to give me the money.
But at the time I cannot just that I will not come to you. I have done
too much to organize our meeting. If I refuse to meet you it will mean
that everything was in vain. It's terrible for me to refuse to come to
you, I have done all what I could. Now I want you to help me and I
think there is nothing horrible if I ask you to help me. Of course I
realize that may be you have no feelings to me and may be you're not
interested in our meeting. I understand that the sum of money is too
big. I know it and that's why it's more difficult for me to ask it
from you. But at the same time any person can find himself in my
conditions. And now there is only one thing which I can do. I just
must say that I will never come to you. But I do not want to say so,
because I want to meet you. That's why I must be honest, I need your
help. Of course I understand that I must not do it. But I'm an honest
person. I'm ashamed of asking you to help me, but life is a difficult
thing, everything can happen. Of course it's up to you to decide if
you want to help me or not. It's bad, but not fatal. I will loose my
money. It's bad but not mortal either. 390 euro which I have paid for
the visa and 315 euro which I have paid for the ticket are too much
for me. But I'm not sorry for what I have done for our meeting. In
fact money is just paper, our treasures are just metal details. That's
why I was the first who decided to meet each other. But I do not want
all my efforts to be spent in vain. If you really want to meet me, if
you can help me to organize our meeting please send me the money till
the morning of the April, 24th. Please forgive me my words. I say so
because I'm in despair. Now when just one step can connect us, I'm
afraid. I need you, I want to be with you, I need you help, believe
me, I'm honest with you. I did not manage to estimate my forces. And
all my efforts spent in vain. I understand that the sum of money is
too big for you. I did not want to ask you. I can do everything
myself. My loneliness made me strong. I had always been living with my
own efforts I always relied on myself. I asked somebody to help me
very seldom, but now I ask you to help me. I will give you all the
money back as soon as I'm able. Maybe I made you offended. But I need
you. I do not know if my letter you disappointed. But I have written
you an honest letter. I'm looking forward to you answer. I hope for
you. I ask you to not worry. I send data of my flight:

Moscow, Sheremetyevo International → Vienna, Vienna International 24.04.2019

Reis: 714
Embraer 190
Class: economy
Flight: 24.04.2019 20:30
Moscow Sheremetyevo International (D)
Arrivals: 25.04.2019 09:55
Vienna Vienna International

→ Transplant →

    Moscow, Sheremetyevo International → Helsinki, Helsinki-Vantaa 24.04.2019
    Reis: 714
    Embraer 190
    Class: economy
    Flight: 24.04.2019 20:30
    Moscow    Sheremetyevo International (D)
    Arrivals: 24.04.2019 22:15
    Helsinki    Helsinki-Vantaa (2)

    Helsinki, Helsinki-Vantaa → Vienna, Vienna International 25.04.2019
    Reis: 1471
    Airbus A321 Sharklets
    Class: economy
    Flight: 25.04.2019 08:30
    Helsinki    Helsinki-Vantaa (2)
    Arrivals: 25.04.2019 09:55
    Vienna    Vienna International

Hello how are you? How is your health? How is your mood? I miss your
tender words,wonderful thoughts, your letter, your unique attention to
me... Dear, that once again I didn't receive any letter from you. You
always can rely upon my understanding and moral support... I hope this
letter will find you in high spirits. I think about you.