Hello my darling xxx! I've arrived. I hurried to write you a
letter. I immediately went to work to write. I had very busy and hard
days. I have to tell you a lot of news. First I want to know how you
do things xxx? How was your day? What's your mood? I hope you all
are well! All this time I've been thinking about you! Did you feel it?
Mentally has always been near you! Now I need your emotional support
more than ever. Now I'll write everything to you in order. I wrote to
you that I will have an evening with my friends. We met at the cafe.
We have talked amicably and pleasantly. I told them about our
relationship. They were very happy for me. They said they guessed that
I met a man. They say that they immediately noticed a change in me. I
told him that I plan to leave for you and prepare documents. They
wished us happiness! At the end of the evening, we stayed with my best
friend Diana. I wrote to you that I want to borrow from her the right
amount to pay for the second half of the trip. I told her about all
the circumstances. I explained why money is required. Said that
eventually I can return everything. To my great regret, she can not
help me. She and her husband bought a car on credit last week. All
their money went to buy. With all her great desire, she can not help
me. This news really upset me. I very much hoped that she would be
able to help me, and I will be able to make the payment without
problems. This news knocked me down. It seemed to me that the world
was falling apart. Under threat is our meeting. This is the worst
thing that can happen for me. I guess I was too naive? She built the
perfect dreams in her head. I thought everything would be fine. I can
arrange a trip to you myself and without any problems. xxx, I think
that difficulties are given to us for a reason. I thought a lot before
going to bed about everything. And I decided that I will not give up!
I will fight to the end for our happiness and love! Difficulties check
our feelings and our desire to meet. You wait for me and it gives me
strength and faith to move forward. With these thoughts in the morning
I went to my parents. They were surprised at my arrival. I told them
that I came to tell them that I was going to go to you and prepare
documents. They accepted my desire and supported me. They said if I
feel that you are a person with whom I want to build my future life,
then it's worthwhile to fly. I thank them for their understanding! I
told you about all the circumstances. I said that the documents are
being prepared and soon everything will be ready. I shared with them
that I miss 340 Euros. I thought they could help me. Unfortunately,
they do not have such a large amount. They live in a village. Mom and
Dad retired. They, too, can not help me. Dear at this moment, I was
destroyed. Tears appeared on my face. Mom comforted me. I WAS VERY
ILL. I did not know what to do. xxx, I'm desperate! We quickly
talked and my parents took me to the bus. We went to a stop and
thought how to solve this problem. Dad asked why I do not ask for help
from you. This question put me in an awkward position. I tell them
what a wonderful man you are. I say that you are kind, caring! And you
do not ask for help. I told my parents that I can not ask you for
help. I said that I myself took the initiative and concluded an
agreement with a travel agency. And now she must solve the problem.
They listened to me, but by their faces I realized that they do not
understand me in this. While riding the bus had time to think. And I
decided that I will ask you. How do you feel about the fact that I'll
ask for help from you? Dear, please write me an answer. Do you think I
have the right to ask for help from you? Are you ready to help me to
make our meeting happen? I'm very curious about what you think about
this. Please write to me, I can count on your help and support in such
a difficult issue? Yes xxx, I understand that this will be a
difficult question for you. Please, think well and answer me honestly!
I ask you to be utterly honest with me! I'll wait for your answer. I
also believe that our meeting will take place to test our feelings. I
am ready to do my best for our happiness. I want this all to be
mutual! Dear, let's make our dreams a reality, for our happiness and
our feelings. Now I have a depressed state. I'm very tired and I want
to cry. But I believe that everything will be fine and our fairy tale
will be happy. We will meet and be happy. Fate gave us a chance and we
must make every effort to take this chance for our happiness! Now I'm
going home. I'm very tired. I think I have another night without
sleep. I will think about you and look forward to the morning to come
to work and receive your letter. xxx, please answer the questions
with the utmost honesty and write all your thoughts. Dear, I wish you
a nice day! Gently kiss! Your Ekaterina