Dear  xxx  , I have a chance to write you. I did forget to attach my
photos  again.  Sorry))) You can find them attached to this email. How
do  you  like me? What do you think when you look at my pictures? I do
not  like  to be photographed by the way. I think I am very ridiculous
at photos. May be you’re laughing when you look at me))) If so, then I
am  even glad. I want you smile and be joyful. Today I decided to send
you  my  photos  that  I took in the fall in nature. I told you that I
love  nature. Especially I enjoy nature not far from the village where
my  parents  live.  I think you also like these photos. Today was very
busy  day,  we  had  much work to do. I am a little bit tired. I dream
about  my  bed  now and want this day ends as soon as possible. When I
come  home,  I  will  take  a  hot  bath  with aromatic oils to relax.
Moreover,  yesterday I went to gym and made a good training. If I knew
that  we would have the audit today, may be I did not gym a lot. So my
body  needs to relax. ))) I think you also had days like this. xxx ,
despite  today's  audit,  I  have  some  positive  news today. My boss
allowed  me to take a day off)). That means I will visit my parents. I
am  so  happy.  I cannot wait to see them. I can not wait to tell them
about  positive  changes  in  my  life.  I mean you my dear. You're my
positive  changes.  I  am  sure that they will be happy for me. I will
then  write  you  how they react. I think you would like to know about
it.))  Honey,  please write me even if you know that I am not at work.
Because  I  have  an  opportunity to come to work even if I have a day
off. Just because I want to find an email form you and write you back.
I cannot live a day without your emails. It is very important to me to
be  in  touch  with  you  every  day.  This  helps  to  strengthen our
relationships  and  makes  our  communication more interesting. Do you
agree  with  me?  I often reread your emails. Your emails energize me.
They  help me gear up. So, now I need to go. Thank you for everything.
You are changing my life day by day. You make me happy! I think of you
every day and want to see you just for a minute in real. Just know it!
Have a nice day. Million kisses… Irina

Hello  my  dear xxx ! Happy to hear back from you! Thank you for your
care!  How is your day today? I hope everything is all right! I have a
coffee  break  so  I  can  write  you  an  email. xxx , today I had a
sleepless  night.  Because  I  was  thinking  about  you  a lot. I was
thinking  about  my talk with parents, about you and me. I had so many
different  thoughts.  I  can  not  stop  thinking  about  the possible
meeting.  For so long it's been on my mind. Every day I feel more more
that  I  want  to see you. xxx , I think you're my soul mate. We have
close  and  trusting  relationship. I have opened my heart. I feel you
are  the  man  I want to have the future with. But now we need to make
the  most  important step in our life. We both understand that we need
to  see  each  other  in  order  to make sure we feel the same to each
other.  Do  you  agree  with  me?  I  thought  a  lot, and came to the
conclusion that I was ready to meet you! I need to know what you think
about  it.  Are you ready? Yes, of course my dear, I know it is rather
difficult  to organize the meeting. Just now we need to decide whether
we  want to meet or nor. Are we both ready for this important step? As
for  me  I  can  honestly say that I am ready! I will overcome all the
difficulties  for  the  sake of our meeting. Yes, I have not known yet
what  exactly  I  need  to do in order to come to another country. All
that  I  know  if  we  want to meet we will be able to do it! xxx , I
can't  get out my mom’s words of my head. She told me if I feel you’re
the  man  with  whom  I want to be, then it is time to act. If I need,
they  will help me to come to you. And this make me stronger. I really
need thei support and understanding. Everything turns the situation to
our advantage. Please let me know if you’re ready to meet me in real??
Are you ready for the next step in our relationship? Would you like to
have  me  in your house?? I just think that it would be easier to stay
by  you  either than in a hotel. More over if I stay with you we would
have  much  more time to spend together, to know each other better and
become  closer.  What  do you think? Of course I am curious to see how
you  live. Who knows may be we will understand that we belong together
and  I  will  move  to you forever. That’s why I want to see your life
from  within. Of course, today it's too early to talk about my move to
you,  but I think we can discuss this issue face to face. Now the most
important  thing  is  to  organize our first meeting. I hope you agree
with  me  and  want  to  meet  me  as  well. xxx , please think about
everything  seriously  and  let  me know what you decide! I do respect
your  opinion  and  want to hear your point of view. I'm eager to know
what  you  think! Please get back to me as soon as possible and let me
know about your decision. Do you mind if I stay at your house? I dream
about  the  day  when  we will meet in real life! Let's make our dream
come  true.  I am sure that meeting can make us closer, more than ever
before.  I  would  love to take care of you, give you all my affection
and  tenderness! I want to give you happiness and joy. Dear xxx , you
deserve  to  be  happy!  You  are so kind and sincere! You are the man
worthy  of love and attention! And I want to give you everything! xxx
,  you are a very wonderful man! You drove me crazy)). All I can think
about  is  you  and  our  meeting. We can continue writing hundreds of
emails  to  each  other.  And of course we will continue writing. I am
ready for this. But if we are serious in our feelings we should try to
make the next step and organize our meeting. My parents are for us and
there's  nothing  to keep me here. I wish I were on a plane right now!
But  to  be  honest  I  have  never  flown))) I have never been out of
Russia.  I  have never travelled. All my trips were within my country.
By  the  way  this  is one more reason why I would like to come to you
first.  I  can fly for the first time in my life. I think the fly will
give  me  new and interesting emotions. I'll be flying high in the sky
and  will  be able to feel like a bird))I used to have a dream to jump
with  a  parachute)).  I  think it's very extremely. Parachuting it is
when  you can overcome your fear for unforgettable emotions. But now I
have  another  dream, more important - to be near you. Can you imagine
our  first  meting?  What  will you feel? I am sure this is many times
better  than  parachuting.  Ohh  my  dear  I  must keep my feet on the
ground.  I  am  dreaming a lot)). Please promise me to think about our
meeting. I need your opinion. I am looking forward for your reply! Now
I  have  to go. After work I plan to gym and walk home. The weather is
fine.  So  I  plan  to  walk.  What are you planning to do? How is the
weather? xxx , tell me about everything! I'm begging you)). From time
to time I like to reread your emails. Thank you for taking the time to
email  me!  Thank  you  for  all  that you do! Thanks for the care and
affection!  xxx  , you are the most wonderful man! I kiss you gently.
Today  I  send  you my photos from work. Hope you will like it. Have a
nice day! Irina

Hello  xxx! I’ve just came back and at once went to my work in order
to  write  you  an  email.  However,  I  don’t work today. I am pretty
good!)))  Hope  you’re  fine too. I am eager to tell you about my talk
with  parents.  I  told them about you, hope you remember. Of course I
worried  about  this  talk,  because  I didn’t know what reaction they
would  have.  But  I was worried for nothing. They reacted quite well.
They  were  happy  for  us. Frankly speaking they at once noticed that
something  has  changed  at  me. My mom was surprised and happy at the
same  time.  She  have not seen me so happy for a long time. My mother
immediately said that she had not seen me so happy for a long time. We
was  talking about us a whole evening. It is hard to retell everything
we  discussed.  I will focus on the most important points, coz I don’t
want  to make my email too long. I do appreciate your time, my dear. I
told  them  shortly  about  how  we  met. I added that you live not in
Russia.  They  were very surprised to hear that. The first question my
dad  asked  me  was  about  how we communicate. The thing is that they
never  used  computer and it seems they still don’t know what Internet
is.  For  people who live in villages this is not necessary. They just
don’t need things like this. They even can not imagine that people can
communicate  via  the  Internet)))  So  I told them more about how the
Internet  work.  I  told  them  that every day we write emails to each
other.  I  added  that we liked to meet each other because we have the
same  goals,  that we both are alone and want to meet one day in real.
We  have  the  same perspective on life, do we? I hope we do. I really
want  to  see  you  and  know you more personally. But we have time to
discuss our meeting, right? Let me now tell you how I spend my time in
the  village. I told my parents that you’re the man I was looking for.
I  told  them  that you’re interesting, honest, caring, serious, fair.
And  this  is  only  a small part of your merits that I have listed to
them)). xxx, you’re really the man I dreamed about! I thank the fate
every  day that we found each other. You make a lot to me. You give me
lots of positive moments. Through your emails I feel your care. I know
you  worry  about  me  and support me. And the most important that you
think  of  me,  I  feel  it. Thank you for this. I really need it! Our
feelings  and emotions are mutual! I am constantly thinking about you.
Non-stop))  I  imagine how we will meet once. I also care about you. I
hope you feel it in my emails. I try to bare my soul to you as much as
I  can.  I  want to make you happy and take care of you. I will not be
tired to repeat this. So I told my parents about all my feelings. They
listened  to me very carefully. They understood that I was serious. So
they  are  glad  to know that I feel happy with you. They will support
me..us in everything. However they asked me how serious we are and how
far  we let things go. They talked about our feelings. I answered that
we are very serious and we dream to see each other once in the future.
My mom whispered to me that if I feel that you are really that man who
I  want  to be the rest of my life with, if I decide to go to you, she
will  support  me  without  a  doubt. I said that we have not made any
plans  about  our  meeting  yet.  But  it  was so nice to hear that my
parents  would  support me in any case!! xxx, what do you think? Are
you  glad  to  hear  that?  Dear xxx, I am very glad! This is what I
wanted  to hear from them. Their opinion is very important to me. They
are truly happy for me. Because all what they want is that I am happy!
My  mom  thinks  that  I  will be happy with the man like you, my dear
xxx!  My mom sees that you’ve already changed me and my life for the
better. I cannot imagine how happy I will be when I see you in real. I
will  be  over  the  moon)) I hope you too. May be you think that I am
looking  at  the  world  through rose-coloured glasses. No worries, my
dear,  this  is not true. I am realistic and I know that life is not a
game.  I  know  people  meet happiness and sorrow. I know that man and
woman should be together in sickness and in health, in misery and joy.
Life  has taught me a lesson. I do understand there are different kind
of  difficulties  we  can have. I am convinced that the most important
thing  is  to  be  near your partner and support each other. No matter
what happens, happiness or sorrow, don’t leave your partner alone. And
I  want  to  be  a  partner  like this. I want to support you in every
situation.  I have to be your rock. Dear xxx, just know that you can
tell  me  about  everything. I will support you and do my best to make
you  the  happiest man in the world! I think we took a step forward. I
hope we will continue to know each other more and more step by step! I
hope we will understand and respect each other. xxx, I can tell you,
I am emotionally compromised. I am so happy that my boss gave me a day
off  so  that  I could visit my parents. I am very pleased about their
reaction  when I told them about you. I wish to tell you everything in
more  detail,  but I am afraid my email will be too long. ))) To cut a
long  story  sort,  we did spend the time very nice. Unfortunately, we
did  not  have  much  time  as  I  wanted  to have. My mom and we were
cooking.  At  the  same  time  my  dad  heated  the Russian banya. You
remember  I told you about it in my previous email. So let me tell you
what  it  is.  People  living in a village don’t know what a shower or
bath  is. The only way to wash yourself is banya. Speaking generally a
banya  is  a  room equipped for washing people with water, hot air and
steam.  A  classic  Russian  banya is heated with firewood. Inside the
banya,  which  is usually built of wood, there are wide wooden benches
along the walls. They are built up one above the other like steps. You
can sit or lay on the benches. There are also hot stones in parilka on
which  you  splash  water  in  order to get hot steam. Hot steam helps
clean  the  skin, makes it soft and smooth. They say washing up in the
banya  is  like  being born again. I hope you got the main idea)) So I
went  to  banyan, then we had a supper. Then we were talking a lot and
didn’t notice the time. It was too late when we went to sleep. I could
not fall asleep for a long time, because I was thinking about you, and
I  would  like  to  write you immediately, but no chance(( I wished to
tell  you  about  our talk that was devoted to you. At morning when we
wake up, we had a breakfast and made our house clean. Then I had to go
back  to  the city. My parents walked me back to the bus stop. So I am
in  the  city  right now, writing you this email)) Dear xxx, I tried
not  to make my email long. I told you only the most important things.
I  don’t  want  to bother you. I will dream about the time when we can
talk  non stop. Now I will go home and get some rest. I will stay home
today  evening.  I also need to clean my own apartment. I hope it will
take not much time so that I will be able to read a book. Of course, I
will  think  about  you.  As  usual))  Do you have any plans for today
evening?  Now I am going to attach for you photos of me and my Parents
so  that  you  can  imagine what my Parents look like. I think this is
important.  I love these photos. They have a lot of heat. Do you think
I look like mom ?? We are in the photo with the dogs !! )) I will also
attach  you  a  photo  of my aunt from Ukraine so that you can see her
too. She is also a very close person to me despite living so far away.
Please  share  your  thoughts  about my talk with parents. What do you
think?  I am looking forward for your opinion. It is very important to
me. xxx, bye for now, take care! Keep in touch! I kiss you. Irina

Hello my dear Austria! Thank you for your reply! Thank you for sending
the  information  I asked. It helped me a lot. I have a very busy day.
Today  I  managed to go to the travel agency and the Passport and Visa
Department  .  Honey, I have a lot of information I need to share with
you.  I  will try to describe everything in order. First of all I want
to thank you for your care and support! Now we have an important stage
in our relations and we need to support each other as much as possible
so  that  our meeting happens. I believe in it and soon the day of our
long-awaited  meeting  will  come! So today first of all I went to the
passport  and visa department to consult what steps I need to take, so
that I come to you. It turns out that everything is not as simple as I
imagined.  But  I'm  ready  to  do  all necessary so that we meet. The
consultant  was  a very nice and friendly girl. I told her that I want
to  visit  Austria.  She  listened  to me and explained what I need in
detail.  So  here is a short list of documents I need to have in order
to come to you without any problem: - international passport - tourist
visa  (valid  for  90  days.  The  consultant told me that it would be
difficult  to  get  a  guest  visa.  So  the tourist visa is more real
option.)  - flight tickets (both ways) - medical insurance This is the
short  list  of what I need to do in order to visit you, honey. I need
to  prepare  many  different documents. I should start with getting an
international  passport.  This is also not a simple process. I need to
make  special photos. Also I need to have a proof of employment.I will
need  to  write  a  statement  for the issuance of a passport and many
other  documents. I didn’t want to overwhelm you with all the details.
I  just wanted to leave all this here so that I will not forget. Ohh I
remembered  that I also will need to book tickets. Then I will need to
collect  the  documents  for  getting  a visa. It seems I will need to
collect  many  different  documents,  coz  getting  the  visa  is very
difficult  process.  That’s  why I was advised to use a travel agency.
The  travel agency can help me with everything: to find flight tickets
at the best price. But the most important is that they will help me to
fill  out  all the necessary documents correctly. It seems like I will
save much time and efforts. She also added that their service cost not
so  much.  I  think  I can afford it. The consultant advised me a good
travel agency, which has been working in the tourism market for a long
time and has a very good reputation. Therefore, I have already visited
that  agency.  I  could not wait any more. Austria, I just want to see
you  as  soon  as possible. Every day all I can think about is you and
our  meeting.  I will use every free minute to speed up the process of
preparing  documents  so  that  I  ca fly to you by the first possible
flight)).  I  can  not  wait  to hug and kiss you! I want to feel your
breath.  I  want  to hear your heart beating. That’s why I did my best
today  to  find  out  about  everything.  I  liked being in the travel
agency.  There  are  very  sympathetic  and  nice  people. They have a
professional  approach. I talked to a very nice girl. She explained me
everything   in   detail.   They   calculated  the  cost  of  tickets,
international  passport,  visa.  So  the  total  amount for my trip is
43.590  rubles  (  620  Euro). This amount is calculated the following
way:  an  international passport costs 60 Euro; both ways tickets will
cost  me  380  Euro;  visa,  consular  fee,  medical insurance, agency
services, various paid inquiries and documents, photos - all this will
cost 180 Euro. Honey, I’ve just briefly described what should be done.
I  told  the  travel  agent that I need time to think. That’s why I am
here  and  write  you.  I  need  your opinion. I want you read all the
details  carefully and let me know what you think! Just know that I am
very  serious in my willingness to come to you. I am ready to meet you
and  ready  to  start preparing all the documents for the trip. Please
write me back and let me know that you’re also serious and really want
me  to come. This is a very serious step and we need to think about it
very  carefully.  I  thought a lot about us and really want to be with
you!  Please  write  what you think so I know whether I need to sign a
contract with the agency or not. If we decide to go ahead, I will need
to  make  a  prepayment  (50)  so  that  they can start working. After
signing  the  contract the international passport will be ready within
10  working  days.  When  the passport is ready I will need to pay the
rest  50.  This  way  my  visa  will be approved without any problems.
Austria,  I  saved  money a little bit, so I have enough money to make
the  prepayment.  I also hope I have some money for the second part of
payment. I do not want to bother you with this money troubles, because
I  decided to come to you. I think I will be able to pay for myself. I
will try to find the missing amount and pay for everything. You do not
need  to  think  about it. No worries, ok? All you need to do is to be
ready  to meet me in airport))! I hope I did not miss anything and did
write  all  the  details.  Honey, today my email is very long. It is a
pity I need to go now. I will wait for your answer. I am ready to sign
the agreement with the agency, just let me know that you don’t mind. I
would  love  to be with you as soon as possible! I want to fall asleep
and  wake  up  with  you.  I  want to give you my tenderness and care!
Austria,  let's make our dream come true! I believe in it. I am sure I
am  strong  enough  to organize the trip! I am looking forward to your
email. Million kisses to you! Have a nice day! Irina

Hello  my  dear xxx! I have a break so I have a chance to write you.
Thanks  for  your  previous email! I like to read your emails. Always.
This  is  very interesting and exciting. Thank you for taking the time
to  respond to my emails! Especially now I need your support and care!
Every  day  makes  our meeting closer. Anyway I need your emails every
day. It is so important for me. Your emails, each of them warm my soul
and  make  me happy. I love your emails. Each email makes us closer to
each  other. I am waiting for the day when we will be so close to each
other  like  never before. We will be able to talk non stop. I will be
able to look at your eyes. Nothing will keep us apart from hugging and
kissing. We can give tenderness, care and love to each other ... It is
so  sweet,  isn’t it?... xxx, I'm overwhelmed with emotions! It is a
pity  though  that  you  don’t  see  me now. It is rather difficult to
convey  all  the  feelings  I have now in my email. I feel like I have
wings.  What a pity that I can not wave the wings and fly to you right
now(  If  we  want  to  put our hearts together, we have to do so many
things. My feelings to you give me the strength to move forward and do
all  the  necessary  to  come  to  you  asap. This morning I took some
documents  to  the  travel  agency. I made photos for an international
passport.  Dear  xxx, everything is going well. I do everything that
my  travel agent asks me to do. Today my agent asked me when exactly I
am  planning  to pay the rest 50 percent of the cost. I will give them
an  answer  when  I  come  next time. Because now I do not have enough
money  to  pay. I need 380 Euro . Tonight we are going to meet with my
colleagues  in a café. I will tell them about you and about my trip to
you. You remember I told you that I want to tell them about changes in
my  life.  My  best friend Ekaterina will come. I hope she can lent me
money.  We  have been friends for a very long time. We always help and
support  each  other  in  difficult  situations.  I  hope  she  has an
opportunity  to  help  me.  Over time, the debt will be repaid. xxx,
please  do  not  worry  about  anything.  I will try to cope with this
problem myself. Honey, today I asked my boss to give me the day off to
visit  my  parents. Perhaps tomorrow morning I will go to them. I want
to tell them that I am preparing documents and I want to fly to you in
the near future. I think they will be very happy for us! I'll tell you
later  about  their  reaction)).  I  am  planning  to go to them early
morning and come back home in the evening. So I can write you the same
day.  xxx,  please  continue writing me, when I arrive I will answer
you.  It is a pity I can not stay with parents for a couple of days. I
have  to  work  and prepare documents. I want everything to go well to
make our meeting real. I believe that everything will be all right and
soon  we will be together! This will be the most beautiful time in our
life,  honey.  I  thank the fate for giving us the opportunity to meet
each  other.  Unfortunately, not everyone can find their find love. We
got  the  opportunity and I'm very happy! Despite the long distance we
are  together! You are always in my mind and heart! I am sure troubles
with  my trip develop our relations. But I know that any troubles just
make  our  feeling  stronger.  The  meeting will give us unforgettable
emotions.  My darling, I do everything to be together. I do everything
from  my  heart. This all sake for you! I'm looking forward to the day
when our hearts will put together! When we meet, we will be able to do
everything  we  dreamed  about.  Thank  you for making our dreams come
true.  I  found a man with whom I want to be the rest of my life. This
is the greatest joy in the life of every girl. xxx, when we meet you
will  see  how happy I am! Thank you for everything! Unfortunately, my
break is over. Today I will send you my photos with my mom and my best
friend   Ekaterina.  You  can  even  see  my  children's  photos  from
Ekaterina,  so  you  understand  that our friendship has been going on
since  childhood. Hope you like my photos today !! Please write to me,
and when I come from my parents, I will immediately answer you. Have a
nice day my dear! I kiss you million times! Your Irina

Hello dear  xxx ! Thank you for your letter! I am very pleased to read it, and I am glad that you agreed to help me so that we could meet with you soon. Dear  xxx , I understand that you need a copy of my passport. I made a copy. I hope this helps you to send your help. This is the best news for me now that you agreed to help me. For us, the main thing is to trust each other and support in difficult situations. It is very hard for me to love you and be far away from you. Your letters and your care make my mood better and give faith in our future happiness !!! I loved you very much and I do not need anyone except you. You are the best, caring and attractive man. I want to connect my life with you and live in joy and happiness! I am ready for anything for our happiness and love. I look forward to meeting you so that we can spend time together. We can fall asleep and wake up together, we can enjoy each other and make our day better and happier. I love you  xxx , and I want to spend my life with you! I will take care of you, and support you in everything. Now we need to solve the problem of payment of tickets, as I said, really wanted to do everything myself, but unfortunately I did not succeed. But you are ready to help me, and this act is very important for us now, if everything happens, it will be a big step forward to our meeting. Dear  xxx , I also have other questions. The fact is that I have never come across such cases and therefore I don’t know how you can help me. Dear  xxx , do you know how you can send me money? If you know, write me everything in detail. OK? I really hope that you know and write everything to me in detail. Yesterday I was very worried when my friend could not help me. I did not know what to do, so I had to ask for your help! You, as a man, understood everything, and immediately offered me help! ”I am very grateful to you! Your act is a real man! You deserve only happiness and love! I really want to, when I'm alone at home, so that you are there, and I can snuggle up to you and kiss. We would kiss tenderly, and fall asleep together! This is my dream and soon our dreams will become a happy reality !!! And a lot of it all thanks to you! You are the best and good man. I always thank fate for having found each other and now are happy. You are very caring !!! I love you very much  xxx ! I look forward to our meeting. Gently kiss you and wait for your answer. I really hope that I will see your answer soon. I wish you a good mood !!! Your Irina

Hello my dear xxx! I haven’t received your letter again, I’m starting to worry a lot. I hope you are well ? How're you? How's your mood ? I want to tell you that I really miss you, and I constantly think about you as well about our meeting. I hope that today you will be able to answer my letter to me. I am writing this letter, and I don’t know where to start because I’m so worried. I do not know how to convey to you everything that I feel. Thoughts are confused, as I constantly think of you. I want to tell you that today I slept badly again constantly thinking about you about our meeting. At the moment I have a lot of thoughts in my head and it's impossible to convey everything. I ask myself a question about what you think, how you imagine our first meeting. Personally, I constantly think only about meeting with you, how we will spend our beautiful days. I also want to tell you, my dear, that you are always in my mind and in my understanding, I will always be true to you since I loved you very much only xxx! I think about how much it turns out I can love you. I think that this happiness is actually very fragile. Sometimes you want to read your thoughts, read all thoughts and calm down, having learned that you feel the same. No, I do not doubt you and I hope that your love for me is mutual, I just can not believe that this is happening to me. I love everything in you, just everything. I just can not live without you, I miss you so much, my dear. You are very far away, you are without me, I am without you - and from this you can go crazy. Not a minute goes by without me thinking about you. How to cope with this, how to calm the heart, which is just torn apart from melancholy ??? I cry in the evenings because I can't cope with this pain. It seems to me that this separation will end soon and already quite the other day we will be together. How to explain my condition to you - I don’t even know because I miss you very much. I hope that our love will never end, and I hope that we will overcome and will be together, you will hug me, kiss me. I will always be only yours and only for you I am ready for anything. I love you so much xxx! What I am writing to you now is not just words, but words from the bottom of my heart with all my love for you. You are the most beautiful man and I am glad that we have found each other. I really hope that very soon I will fly to you and you will meet me at the airport and I will rush into your arms. We will be the happiest on earth. I want to hug you and kiss you soon! You're the best man ever! And I am very proud of our relationship! I love you xxx! Today I will wait for your answer and ask you to answer me. I am very worried when you are silent. Wishing you a good day and mood! Sweet kiss! Your Irina