Hello my dear xxx !
I am very glad that you did write me a letter back, even though I said "goodbye" to you in my past letter. Despite my optimism, I sometimes feel very sad. With work, nothing comes out at the moment. Mostly men work in taxis in Russia, so they turned me down in several places. In one place they first said that they would take me to work, but then my car did not suit them. He turned out to be old for them. I also left my resume in one store for the vacancy of the seller. They said they would call me back. I'm waiting and it tires me ... every day I feel very sad about it. But I never despair, because I am a strong girl.I am very grateful for your support and for offering help. Sorry, but I used to solve my problems myself. I will try to find a job to pay for the room, accommodation and save money for coming to you. I wonder what our meeting will be like. I like you very much and I like your approach to women, that you only communicate with me, because I communicate only with you now and I really want to come to you and feel the warmth of your hands, see your smile and just want to hug you so sincerely. My friend left, I spent her. I felt so lonely in my heart .. I remembered moments when my grandmother was alive. When she was gone, my friend was my only support. But now I have no one left. Nothing holds me in this city. Therefore, I decided to come to you. I hope my life will change. To begin with, of course, I have to find a job. My savings are not enough for all expenses with a flight to another country. I am inconvenient to accept financial assistance, simply because I do not have this habit. Because I am a very strong and independent girl. DO NOT OFFER ME YOUR HELP - THIS IS HARMFUL FOR ME. I DO NOT NEED YOUR MONEY AND DO NOT NEED HELP FROM YOU. I hope you understand!I will try hard to earn money for coming to you. I will make every effort for this and will do so to be able to come to you as soon as possible. Are you happy about it?There are so many corrupt women in our country who have sex with men just for money. I AM NOT LIKE THIS. I AM INDEPENDENT. I myself make money, and I will come to you myself. SO WHAT ELSE PLEASE DO NOT OFER ME YOUR FINANCIAL AID. THIS WILL BE A BIG INSULTING TO ME, AND I WILL THINK WHAT YOU BUY ME, BUT I AM NOT A WOMAN OF EASY VIRTUE ... I HOPE THAT YOU UNDERSTOOD.Are you waiting for me??? Are you ready for my arrival soon? I hope that you no longer write to anyone except me, no other woman! This is true? I really want to see you. Do you want?I each imagine how our meeting will be, I think about you all my time, I don’t have anyone here, I’m all alone, I really want to come, and I will come to you without fail, only I will solve my problems.Every day I will try to make our meeting take place as soon as possible. I miss you and your romantic letters, do you love me? Do you like me?) I think so)
I send you some more of my new photos, I hope that you will be glad to see them, and will often admire them I open them on a telephone or on a computer) Well, how are you my photos?Tell me what you think about all this? Are you glad that I will come to you soon? I am very happy about this, because I really want to see you and feel your warmth and love.I also want to see more love in your letters and see more feelings in each line of your letter. I miss you all the time and think constantly and write only to you.I only have you, and I treasure it very much. I have no one at all. There is only us, and our love for each other, I dream to see you very soon, and I will do everything for this.As soon as I receive news about my work, I will write to you. I had to sell my laptop to solve some issues. I use a computer in the nearest Internet cafe. I will try to answer you as soon as possible. The Internet is not far from my home, so I will try to write to you every day and share news about my successes regarding work. So don't lose me. I'm near)
All I ran for an interview for work, I will write to you as soon as possible, so that you will be aware of my news regarding work. I think about you and miss you all the time.I hope that you are very happy to see my letter, and I am very glad to see my great desire to be with you soon, to see you in reality. Looking forward to the answer. I hope you are not tired of my letter. Have a good time!
I hug and kiss you xxx .
Your Maria: *