xxx today I write to you with special worry but as well with pleasure
and hope. I really hope that everything that I will tell you today will
make you happy. Last time when I wrote you my honest letter I had the big
sadness in my heart, and even though I tried not show it, I think you
have noticed it. xxx I was sad because the boss informed me that
approximately in two weeks the laboratory will be closed for full
re-equipment and repair. And when he told me it, I thought my heart
would stop, because when it takes place, I will not be able to
communicate with you again for months! And it has brought infinite sadness
into my heart. But after my boss informed me about close of the cabinet,
the accounting department informed me that approximately in two weeks I
will get my vacation! When I thought that I can lose you for some months,
inside my soul I at once have felt that I can't simply accept it.
And I have felt that together with sadness in my heart another feeling -
feeling of confidence has appeared, desire to make new steps instead of
simply waiting for something. I have understood that our relations are
important for me much more than I thought. And it is so wonderful.
But a thought that I will not be able to communicate with you, to receive
your letters and to write mine,- all these thoughts has brought a pain to me,
pain that I can't endure. I talked to Nataly and she asked me what I think
to do. And when she asked me it, I understood that inside my soul
I already know the answer to this question. And I told that I do not
want to spend such a vacation in loneliness. I can't accept a thought
that I will not talk to you during of month or two. And I told that
I want to meet you xxx! I told her that I want to spend my
vacation with you xxx! I can come to you, and we can spend time
together if you want. And first I was afraid that if I will tell you
about it in the letter, you will write me that you do not want to see me or
can not meet me. And it would hurt my heart. But Nataly said, that you
xxx and I are such good friends, our relations are built on sincerity,
therefore you will be happy to spend time with me. And I really think that
it would be delightful. So, what you will say xxx if I offer
you a meeting? Would you be happy to see me and to spend several days with me?
I cannot imagine at all how it would be wonderful. You would show me your
life, we would learn each other in a real life. We would look into the eyes
of each other, we could hold our hands, tell each other silly stories,
laugh and tease each other, watch the stars in the night sky and have
romantic evening, go to the movie or we could simply sit on a bench in the
park, and who knows what else we could do together... I would be happy to
do all this together with you, instead of again be lonely without you and
our friendship. I simply want to meet you.
I know all I need to do to come to your country. I have the passport.
But I must visit improbable quantity of the departments, to collect
improbable quantity of documents, for travel and probable work in your
country, find as many as possibly of other official legal people,
institutions and people for support; to get petitions. But if I
quickly collect all the necessary documents. I will get the all papers in two weeks!
And being the medical I will have support and guarantees from Ministry of
Health of the Russian Federation, and it is certainly the best guarantor.
If the applicant have official recommendations and directions to various
sorts of conference, seminars, - it will relieve of necessity to wait for
some weeks the decision of the commission. But as soon as I am in
your country, I shall have an opportunity to work, also there will be an
opportunity, at desire, to prolong the visa or even to receive citizenship,
If I want
... xxx with happiness and with hope that you
will be happy to spend some days with me! I do not ask you about anything.
I will make everything by myself. It is my vacation and I will not be a
burden. Would you be happy to spend some time with me soon, xxx?
Anyway, we must meet. It is possible to wait eternally. But I believe that
I will get my vacation not accidentally; and I believe that the laboratory
will be closed at the same time not accidentally as well. It is not
coincidence! It is time to make a choice, to make the decision, to take a new step.
Maybe such an opportunity will not be repeated again. What can be better than a
meeting of two friends? The first meeting. It is simply delightful and I
thank destiny that I have got such an opportunity, - an opportunity to meet
my dear friend, the opportunity to learn each other in real life, the
opportunity to enjoy time which we can spend together. And I believe that
it can become the beginning of something new in our lives and in our relations.
And I am really happy to get a vacation because it is the time which I can
spend in any way I want, and I want to spend this time with you xxx!
So what will you say? Would you like to spend time with me? Would you be
glad to meet me? Would you be happy to have the first meeting at your airport?
I will wait for your answer with pleasure.
With Love
Sincere Your Vilena.
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