Hi again xxx! I am happy to receive your new letter.I feel so much
joy to read your words every day!!!
I noticed that i begin to fell something special to you and I don't
know how to explain it.. maybe it is love? Or maybe i hurry up time? I
don't know... Anyway...I began to miss you and i see that i thinking
of you more during a day!I realize that I trust you, i fell that you
are that man, who can be my second half, and i can share with you
everything.. my joy and my sorrow...
I wish we could be happy couple and spend great life together...You
are dear to me man and i just have to tell you not very good news
about something that happened to me today... I hope you will
understand me right. As you know I am nurse and tonight my hospital
was destroyed by bomb. Soldiers accidentally hit it! A lot of patients
had to be evacuated! A lot of them were died under ruins of
building...It was horrible news for me! I thought that I will not stay
alive and never be able to be with you! I need your support so so much
now(((
These thoughts tore my soul! And now I left without work because this
war! To restore the hospital need a lot of time. I do not know what to
do next! I am very upset and I don't even know how my life will be
next.... I very want to come to you and be safe near you...I have
nothing now... and can you imagine that i even can't buy normal food
today...And I can't help my mom now, she is old woman and I worry
about her, i am not willing even to help her to survive..
I am so lonely here..I don't have anyone to share my lonelines
with.Almost all my friends left the town,left me...Only hard
conditions can show us who for real..How can i trust people after
that???My friends told me that i am vry dear to them,but they left me
anyway...You are the only one,who did't leave me..I am so sure that
you never leave me in hard situation and always be here for me...I can
even doubt in myself,but never doubt in you
> What I never understand in the war - why do the soldiers even go
> along? how can you shoot at unarmed people?
they not thinking about peoples
> your English - how well do you speak English ..? Do you write the
> letters in English just like that, or with a translator?
You are sure you read my letters??I explain about my english in second
letter
> do you have a telephone connection? would you like to talk to me?
+380664673988
I am sorry, maybe i upset you now, i didn't want to do that.. but you
are closest person i have and i just wanted to share it with
you...Anyway, i wish you great day and I wish you thinking about me.
Kiss you Vika
Hier hat sie jetzt aus Versehen schon Bilder gesendet, die sie erst am nächsten Tag machen kann
(ich hab überhaupt nicht gerafft, warum Sie blaue Flecke hat).
Das Beinebild hatte also einen Sinn - unverletze Beine zeigen.