Hi xxx! How are you? How is your weather? I hope to everything is
allright with you. I want to tell you little bit about my last
relations. so perhaps you know me better. When I studied at university
at the first year, I acquainted with the young man. It was my first
love as I thought at that time. We met him more than a year. He was an
intelligent, handsome guy. I was in love with him. But I completely
couldn't trust in him. My aunt taught me to be accurater with men, not
to hurry to trust them. I with him often walked after study. He came
to us on a visit. Once he has come to us on a visit when wasn't at
home my aunt. And then he has begun to stick to me, and has raped me.
I very much cried. It wasn't pleasant to me. Before this moment this
point, I had intimate relations with nobody, I was virgin. After that
we have stopped the relations. I don't want to see him. When aunt and
uncle have come home, they have seen me in tears and in blood. They
wanted to report in police, but I have persuaded not to do it. I
didn't want that everybody will know about it all. After that day, I
have begun to hate men. I cried several days, didn't go to study. Now
all this in the past. I hope nevermore to meeting such person. After
that case, from men I communicated only with the uncle. He always
supported me, he was to me as the friend. He was very good. I want to
find the same man as he. He smoked often, it wasn't pleasant to me at
first. But then I have got used to it. I don't smoke, and I don't want
that the people surrounding me smoked near me. You won't find such
people who don't drink in Russia. Everybody at least little bit, but
drink in the companies. I can sometimes drink wine or champagne too. I
am able to afford myself to drink a little only on holidays. you have
addictions? It is time for me to finish the letter, I will look
forward to your answer, yours Tatyana!