Hi my dearest xxx!

I have more recently left embassy and at once have decided to write to
you. I write to you the letter and I smile. I'm so glad! If I could, I
would speak with you for a long time . But unfortunately now it is
impossible. But I am confident, that our meeting will take place also
we shall speak in person. xxx, I want to tell to you about the
commission in Moscow. I hope to you it interestingly!!! Tomorrow I
shall already write to you from native city. I shall arrive to Ukhta
most likely tomorrow in the evening. I can probably have the visa.
Because I tried for it much. I worry, you should understand it. I
never thought that the commission will ask such unusual questions.
They asked about my sexual life, they asked about children, about
work, about patriotism, about my attitude to ?????????, about my
conversance and awareness of events which happened in the world and in
????????, about my religion and belief. I have told about all my life
in detail. I spoke about verything fairly how it's really. To me have
told that my answers are unexpected and as a rule applicants don't
answer such questions so directly and openly. They haven't got used to
hear such answers, but they said that to hear sincere and truthful
answers is much more pleasant than words which come not from heart and
reason. Children from the orphanages also have made the big impression
and rendered the big influence on the commission. To me have told that
I the first lady who have such support from children - orphans. Now I
should wait the decision. I hope, that my visa will be ready within
the next few days. The representative of embassy at once informs about
it to travel agency. After that I shall buy the ticket in your
country. After I shall buy the ticket I shall inform date of the
start. Now I agree with expression: "Expectation of death is worse
than the death" I can't concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I
can't work. They have told that the decision will be accepted in
several days. I so worry. I so want that this small dream was come
true. I simply want to see my lovely friend. I think the God will help
me. I simply want to meet you. I already see us together and I sink in
dreams. I want to construct with you the ship to float under sails in
boundless ocean. I want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a
sundown. We will float on our ship and our love will illuminate our
way. We will look at night at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon
to the sun. If there will be a storm, our love will protect us. If
there will be a calm, our love will be a wind. Our love will be a
beacon for us. We will be floating at ocean of love and oblivion and
nothing can separate us. We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the
small ship, but very strong. Because we will make our ship from
belief, hope and love. It's impossible to wait, when your dream will
fall to you from the sky. It's necessary to go to the dream. It's
necessary to clear and build the road itself. If in heart there is a
belief and dream, if in heart there is a love and hope, it is
necessary to achieve the dream by all means. I always go to the dream.
I don't sit on a place. In my life there were very few light moments.
On this I try to make everything that my dreams have come true. I
understand that now it's only dreams. But these dreams brighten my
life. I hope that yours also. Nothing will keep me to arrive to you
xxx!!!

With tenderness your Valentina.

Hello my dear xxx

Dear xxx I any more did not receive from you the letter 3 days. I
have arrived home to Ukhta. xxx you have written till now to me.
Tell the reason why within these days you have not written till now me
the letter. I have passed successfully interview in Moscow and I would
like to share the emotions with you from this trip. xxx write to
me. I very much worry. When I do not receive from you letters. I look
forward to hearing from you. Your love Valentina

Greetings my the most expensive xxx!

This morning I have arrived to travel agency where to me informed
Good news. Now it is necessary for me to buy the ticket to you and
Enter into Moscow behind the visa and to wait day of my beginning. I
Very happy. I be able see you personally!!! Dear I it
Very good to speak in English you not to worry for us. I have addressed
The company which sells tickets for plans. I have asked them as, concerning me have
Explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to you, I would be
Capable to go to Tegel on October 25, 1st, and how many it would cost.
They have told, that the ticket will cost 1320 EURO. I have asked, that they have found a
Cheaper ticket because the price is too high for me. But as it turned
I would not be to have in a condition cheaper ticket so quickly, date
Is too early. Tickets should be kept long in advance. I have asked them
To offer me other variants of flight. We have found the most suitable
One. Flight, on October 29. The ticket costs 780 euro. I
Asked to reserve the ticket for me. But they have refused to make it
Having told, that they had many clients. They cannot reserve mine
The ticket without the advanced money. I asked them. But it has not made
Work. They have told, that they will help me with the great pleasure, but to it
Could not. Rules so. I was in a panic, I have been so disappointed.
Then I have asked mif which I could give only parts of money. But they
Disagreed again. I asked them during long time speaking that mine
The groom xxx waits for me. If I have asked them little bit longer I
It would be broken off from shout. Probably the God has heard my prays, and service
The working has agreed to reserve the ticket for my conditions. But I have also
It is a little time to pay, for the ticket. They have told, whether I have made day
Rest of the price for the ticket, I would release money to which I have already given
Them. I was angry, but they have explained, that it will be very difficult
To sell the ticket for the plane which flies. They would have to
Lower the price. I have agreed. They have told to me to pay 356 EURO. But it was
It is too much for me because I had only 226 euro. I have asked to wait for me
Within 11 hours. I left a room. Natalya has met me at doors. I
Told its all. She has understood all and advised to me to pawn
Our treasures to a pawnshop. xxx, it was very difficult for me to
Agree to make it. I did not want to burden Natalya. But at the same time I
Wish to meet you, xxx very much. We have put in pawn treasures, I have reached 130
EURO and I have paid a part of the price for the ticket 356 EURO. It was my last
Money, it was for the plane which I am going to arrive to you. It was
Very difficult for me to tell to you this history. I have made all that I
Could. I have paid for the visa. I have paid for a part
The ticket. But it was insufficiently. Money was insufficiently. I have not made
Wish to burden you. I wished to arrive to you with any help. I
The thought my money would be enough. But I have failed. Now I feel guilty
muself. It was not possible to me to make all directly for sew meetings. I thought
Nothing would interfere with that I have met you. But I should pay other part
Money for the ticket It - only 424 EURO. I should pay it to 1
From on October 25. Otherwise I will release money which I have paid, and I will release
chace to see you. And our treasures will be sold by a pawnshop.
Now I feel guilty, that I could not make that I promised to arrive to you
With my own money. I always do that I promise. I feel easy now, I
Ashamed of to ask, that you have helped me. Unfortunately the clinic did not pay
Money I have earned me. I really hoped to receive this money. It would be
Will solve all problems. But I will receive money from clinic in a
Month or two. As it is very typical for Russia to support
Salary payments. I have asked, that the clinic has given me my money earlier,
But thay has refused to make it. Now the clinic does not have money
Necessary for me. Our clinic depends on the budget, it did not reach
Money during long time. I think, that these problems because of war in Syria, and Europe of sanctions against
Russia. Possibly I should tell to you, that I be able not meet you
Because I be able not pay the whole sum of money independently. From
I understand a course, that I should not ask, that you have given me money. But
When I cannot only, that I will not come to you. I have made also
Very to organise our meeting. If I refuse to meet you it will mean
That all was in voun. Awfully for me to refuse to arrive in
You, I have made everything, that I could. Now I want, that you have helped me and me
Think, that there is nothing horable if I ask that you have helped me. Certainly I
Understand what to be you have no feelings to me, and to be you not
Interested at our meeting. I understand, that a sum of money also
The big. I know itand for this reason, for me it is more difficult to ask it from
You. But at the same time any person can appear in mine
Conditions. And now there is only one thing which I can make. I only
Should tell, that I will never come to you. But I do not wish to tell so,
Because I wish to meet you. For this reason I should be fair, I require yours
The help. Certainly I understand, that I should not make it. But I - fair
The person. I am ashamed of to ask, that you have helped me, but a life - difficult
The thing, all can happen. Certainly to you to decide to solve if
You wish to help me or not. It is bad, but not fatal. I will release mine
Money. It is bad, but is not mortal also. 360 EURO for which I have paid
The visa, to consular gathering 131 EURO and for the state Taxes 90 EURO,
For the ticket to Moscow and backs 220 EURO, for hotel in a city
Moscow 110 EURO, and 36 EURO for which I have paid for the ticket,
It is too much for me. But I do not regret, for what I have made for ours
Meeting. Actually money is only paper, our treasures are only metal
Details. For this reason I was the first who has decided to meet each other.
But I do not want, that all my efforts have been spent in vain. If you it is valid
Wish to meet me if you can help to organise to me our meeting please
Send me money till the morning from on October 25, 1st. Please forgive to me
My words. I speak so because I am in despair. Now, when only one step can
Connect us, I am afraid. I require you, I wish to be with you, I require you
Help, trust me, I am fair with you. It was not possible to me to estimate mine
Forces. And all my efforts spent in vain. I understand that the sum
Money is too big for you. I did not wish to ask you. I can make
All is direct. My loneliness has made me strong. I always was
Living with my own efforts I always relied on me. I have asked someone
To help me very much cellcom, but now I ask, that you have helped me. I will give to you
All money back, as soon as I in a condition. Probably I have made, you offended. But
I require you. I do not know if my satisfaction of the letter you or
The disappointed. But I have written you the fair letter. I look
Send you the answer. I hope for you. I ask, that you did not worry. I send
Data of my flight.

Victory
13:25 VKO Vnukovo Oct 29, Mon
14:10 TXL Tegel Oct 29, Mon
2h 45m

With love, yours Valentina.

Hello my love xxx , For me was strange not to receive from you the letter.
Till this moment, I received from you every day letters. As soon as it was
necessary to me will address to you for the help for payment of tickets.
You were gone, at all not having written one letter. My love xxx , tell
to me the reason. Why you have not written till now to me??? Yesterday
I sat all the day and waited for your letter. Please to answer my letter,
as soon as possible. I will look forward to hearing from you. Your love Valentina

You must understand xxx, I can not solve the problem myself. I can
not wait a month for a salary from the clinic. You must understand
xxx, that at that time I will not need your help !!!! but!!!! I
can not come to you, because my holidays will be over by then !!!!! Do
you understand this ???? Understand xxx that it's been a long
time. I'm now full of expenses. We need to make decisions with our
meeting. Understand xxx that I'm not 16 years old to constantly
wait for your letters. Understand xxx, Only our meeting can give
us 100% of emotions. We are adults. We need to decide something now.
We need to solve the problem with tickets as soon as possible. Do you
know how much I did for our meeting ????? I spent all my energy and
money on organizing the trip. I think that you will not leave your
beloved woman in trouble ???? Understand xxx that I spent all the
money !!!!!! On the organization of the trip to you !!!!! Be a man
write to me. Tell me what's going on ???? You said that you will seek
solutions to this problem, but from you there is still no news. Why?
If you can not help our meeting, then I will have to go to a travel
agency and cancel a reserved ticket. Do you want this result ?? I ask
you to write me 3 letters a day. This will be enough to seek a way out
of this situation. I'm waiting for your answer. Please xxx, do not
ignore me !!!!! Your love Valentina

Hi my lovely xxx,

I’m writing this letter of support with great will to be near you and
help you and take care and to be useful for you. Yesterday I have
written to you the data and have made a passport copy! You have
written till now nothing! Understand that I very strongly worry! You
have obtained my data?? Understand that it is necessary for us to
hurry! You know that my start already 29 numbers. xxx I want to take
part in your life and to bring real use.I understand that my warm
letters help you mentally but I’m ready and I have a great will to
help and support you and the most important love you in reality being
near you. xxx,I’m going crazy knowing that you are in need of my love
and help but at the same time to be near you and simply hug you kiss
you and cheer you up.It’s very hard to realize it.That’s why my
beloved xxx,I can’t live and think differently because I feel great
importance and responsibility about you. Please respond me as soon as
possible! Your loving,Valentina

My lovely xxx! I have not received till now from you the letter!! My
tears drip on the cold keyboard!! Please respond me as soon as
possible!! What's happened?? Tell you has sent the help?? Where I need
to go to take away your help?? Or you sent nothing?? I went to bank
there have told that probably it Western Union!! There have told that
there is no such transfer or it is other system!! Please respond me as
soon as possible!.

My lovely xxx ! I have read your letter! I think you do not read my
letters or you simply laugh over me!! I wrote you many letters!! I
asked as you have sent the help!! Where I should receive money?? I
went to bank to me have told that there is no such transfer!! Write to
me that occurs!!! Please respond me as soon as possible. I wait your
letter in cafe as soon as possible