Hello my fine xxx!!!
Today weather cold here.
The sun very seldom appears between clouds, but your letters for me as bright beams of the sun in this grey world!
Your letter has warmed my heart. xxx, I am very happy and happy to receive news from you today!
Your letters always force me to feel much better.
I wish to tell to you, that you very fine and are remarkable the man. For me you the unique man with whom I wish to build my destiny.
I love to you more and more with each new your letter. I do not know our future, but I think, that sometimes people do not use possibility which are given to them by destiny.
I think, that all people have possibility to build the future, Our life really is sometimes very unfair, and every day we should that that to choose, that that to lose...
I do not wish to lose you, I wish to be with you as my heart prompts to me, that only with you I on the present will be happy. And you also will be happy with me. I am now really very happy!!!
Yesterday, before to go to a bed, I thought of you when I have undressed, and have laid down in a bed, I thought of you when I have closed eyes, I have seen your person and when I have woken up, I thought of you!!! At me than feeling was never stronger and more passionate than now!!! Every second, and each section of my body I think of you!!! Every day you more and more occupy my thoughts. You have similar sensations? For me I am very important to know how much is dear to you, and that you feel, when read my letters!!!
I think of you constantly. When I slept, I had again a dream, and you were final the protagonist of my dream!
All night long you were before my eyes. I felt you, touched you. This dream was so real, that even now it seems to me that I sleep, and my dream is there was a real life! I am now very serious, I even having pinched myself some times that "will wake up" and to be again with you.
Now I certainly understand, that it was only a dream!!! I wish to tell to you, that I really feel very strong and serious feeling to you.
And I wish to inform, that we should meet each other. You, also as well as aspire to embrace me! Our meeting will be very important in our lives.
You agree with me? I have insuperable desire to meet you in a real life!!!
I believe, that it can be possible! It is a real thing!
To me yesterday there has arrived my mum. I am always happy and very much I rejoice to the moments when I can see mum.
She lives far from a city, and I can sometimes see her when she arrives to me or when I can visit her.
I very much love my mum!
We as usually during long time went on an evening city, I like to go in the evening after work on a city.
We spoke about our friends and the acquaintance very much.
And, naturally, we spoke about me and about my private life.
And as you most the loved one for me though I nevertheless did not meet you, we spoke about you.
I talked to my mum and the daddy about our mutual relations. I have told him that I wish to visit you. I asked them for suggestions, and they have told to me, that it is very good idea to meet you at you!
My mum with small excitement spoke about forthcoming travel, but she very much loves me, and has wished me and you the big good luck.
It is very good when parents bless children, and I am very happy, because you have very much liked my parent.
My mum asked me that I have transferred you her best regards.
I consulted on friends how it is better to travel to other country, but all who travelled speak me that travel very expensive pleasure
I very much hope that at me it to turn out to find enough money, and I can buy the cheap ticket as if I will not have not enough money I cannot arrive to you.
My mum very much worried and at first even has refused flatly to release me to you.
But, I know, that is obliged to visit you because I cannot live if I will not meet you and nobody can hold me now here.
Even one day spent with you, will be for me paradise pleasure!
Road xxx, I very modest and obedient daughter, but sometimes I - am unshakable in decisions.
Possibly this character trait has been transferred me from my father. Also could persuade mum, and she even encourages me now.
I will travel to you soon as I love you, and I cannot remain more in loneliness.
I know, that you the fine man and the best person living on this part of our planet are YOU!!!
And you have won my heart, and now I only yours. In your hands the most expensive and valuable, that I have - my soul!!!
And you have won my heart as I cannot sleep now in general - I think of you constantly.
My soul to aspire to you, she already with you, and only my body here because it is incapable to overcome distance dividing us... In difference from my soul!
I am not capable to understand, that occurs to me now only about you my dreams, and of a meeting in real!
I know, we will be together!!!
Tomorrow, as soon as I will clear up, is final if I can fall asleep, I will go that Tomorrow I will learn more about forthcoming travel, and I will write in more details about it!
I the optimist, and I hope that we can meet you next month.
And it is possible even earlier, if I is capable to find enough money!!
I believe, that our meeting will help us to learn us better and much more close!
I am assured, that I wish to meet you xxx. I feel, that you became more closer to me.
And I wish to tell to you three words of love. But, I can while only to write in the letter I LOVE YOU!!!
I trust that will be very fast day when I can say these words, and I can hear your words, looking in your eyes!!!
You should understand, that I wish to tell now! For last two days I set of times represented our first meeting
I really wish to see you, to speak with you, gently to hold your hands and to look in your eyes.
This letter very sincerely is possible, but I hope that you will understand everything, that I wish to tell!
A little it is difficult to me to find replacement of Russian words which I wish to tell to you, but I know that you perfectly understand me, and feel my mood in it an instant while I write these lines! Very perfectly when two loving hearts Become uniform and indestructible!
My soul always is opened also you likely has noticed that I am often very frank, but I cannot differently though me other really to have to pay expensively for my frankness …
I always speak truly and I do not love, when people lie. I hate it! And you like me, because you also are very fair and frank with me!
xxx, I think, that we have real chance to try to be closer!
I think, that we should try to use this chance. Probably it is our destiny!
I will look forward your answer, you should know, that I think only of you now!
I wish to tell to you xxx, you be my love, I believe, that you and I will speak more frankly about our feelings.
I wish to tell to you about everything, that is in my heart and in my head now.
I do not know, how write it in words, but I try to explain it to you now, and I hope, that you can understand me
Today here - the cold wind, also would not be desirable to leave the house on street at all, and only thoughts on you warm me, I feel, that you - my favourite.
My heart wins faster when I dream of our meeting in the future.
Last night I had dream of us. It was the remarkable dream. We were together and spoke much.
I do not remember, where we were, but it was not important for me.
I was very silent, and I even heard as you breathe! It was the happiest instant in my life, it was so real...
Then we have arrived to the house, we had dinner with candles.
Then we have arrived to a bedroom, but it was the final moment which I remember.
To that-that I have woken up, I was so happy, and my heart knocked very often.
I have understood, that it was only the dream, but it was so real...
I think, that this dream has the important value for me. Probably it is a sign?
I do not know. But I really know, that I love you xxx all my heart!
I really would like that this dream which I saw, would be real sometime! You would like it xxx?
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! I WISH TO TELL TO YOU ABOUT IT PERSONALLY,
I WISH TO SEE YOUR PERSON AND TO SEE YOUR EYES IN THE LIFE AND I WISH TO TELL TO YOU: I LOVE YOU!
My your heart xxx, I speak it to you, to that-that I love you!!!!!!!
I speak to you about my feelings, and I am assured, that you should know about it!!!
I never could even think of that that I will so is enamoured in you, but I am very very happy that we are familiar with you!!!
I think, that we should meet, I know how to make it. I will think and I will find out about it,
I think of you as about the unique man with whom there is my future. Without you my life … cannot proceed. Only with you!!!
I know, that we should meet and be with each other. I love you xxx, please do not forget it feel fire of my heart, and I think, that we should use this chance,
If you feel too most as I!!!
I wish to tell to you xxx, please ask your heart, what it feels? What speaks you your heart?
Also give me the answer. I will look forward your answer.
If you are enamoured also, it is very perfectly!!! I understand, that you can reject me, but I love you anyhow.
You the unique man of whom I can think!!! Yes, I love you xxx, and force of my love is boundless!
I thank the God, that I have written to you and have found the perfect man,
I searched for you all life xxx.
I am very raised and boundless is happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Always yours Maria!!!