Hello my dear xxx.
I read your letter. I'm very pleased that you want to send help. Now I
will go to a travel agency and find out how you can send help. If you
knew how much it means to me our meeting . I prepared a lot , I did a
lot of things for us to be together . But I was faced with an obstacle
. The clinic has not paid me in time -earned money , so I do not could
buy the ticket in your country. In a crisis clinic often linger earned
money. Doctors began to pay less money. But I'm still hoping that I
can come to overpower and you. From my mother I inherited jewels . I
was hoping for that can take advantage of the cost of these products.
when mom I leave these things , she said that they should be useful to
me in difficult times. She said if they attack the difficulties I I
can sell these things . But when I did not think I would live to such
times . Or when I did not think I would sell valuables that are left
from my mom . But when I became understand that you can not rely on
the clinic , I began to hope for precious things. I thought that the
cost of these things to be missed to come to you. But their overall
value to the small amount of money. I strongly upset. Owners of
pawnshops enjoy the fact that under the conditions crisis, people will
give up their precious things. Hence they have offer very little money
for gold. Hurt me. I am sorry to tears , because I did everything to
our meeting place. I or when not asked you to help me. I was hoping
for own forces . But my hopes were destroyed . I had to ask you for
help. but you misunderstood me. You began to think badly of me . you
become think that they need money for my own needs . I am writing you
this letter and weep with resentment . Keyboard flooded with tears. No
one can help me . I was all alone . I was able to overpower payments
for visa . I paid for the ticket to Moscow , paying for accommodation
in Moscow when was at the interview , paying for consular fees, for
state taxes . Able to pay the money for the ticket , but I did not
have some 412 usd. I did not want to ask you about these money. I did
not want to be humiliated in front of you , but I could not find other
way . I wanted to believe in our meeting . I wanted implement our
plans . I wanted us to be happy . I still I hope that a miracle will
take place and we can meet . Your Alina.