I want to tell xxx that it took a while to write and ponder this letter, because I wanted to say only the right things to You.
I did not mean to offend or upset you anyway, and it really worried me that saying something wrong could do it.
I never did this in my life, a relationship halfway across the world, and I could have a lot to learn how to go, but I'm more than willing to learn,
what it takes to succeed, if it is your desire too. I believe in God, and I believe that I was put through trials,
to prepare me to meet a man with whom I will spend the rest of my life love,
it is better to evaluate it, respect it. I hope that my words and letters are not boring to You,
but they are much more than simple words, they are my thoughts and feelings, and I refer them to You. I hope I do not talk nonsense with my words.
When I talk about You and I think about You, it does not matter to me that anyone else thinks. I want to say that you are very beautiful for me.
I mean, I find that you are not only attractive as a man, I also talk about beauty that is within you, the beauty of your inner world.
I want to reduce the essence of my entire letter to just one thought.
I would not know if I could clearly explain all my thoughts and feelings that go beyond me now, or not.
I want to say that I feel, we become very good friends, and maybe more. But you also have to solve it for yourself.
That's the way I feel. I will look forward to your reply with impatience. With tenderness, Ekaterina