Hello my love xxx!!!
I am very glad to receive your letter. Your letters, give to me to
confidence of development of our relations. And I would like to write
to you letters in increasing frequency. But most of all I wait our
meeting. I wait for day when I can see you, embrace, feel your gentle
kisses, and at last make love to you! Yes, I really want all it!!! We
very for a long time waited, and there has come the moment when it is
possible to start to take the first step. I speak about a step to our
real further future, a new life in which we shall be only you and I!!!
I want to tell to you, my loved xxx, that I have made all
documents to receive the passport for travel abroad already very soon.
As I began to do documents for the visa. I very for a long time waited
for the moment when I can tell to you it. And once again I want to
repeat to you that at me is money that I could make - the passport,
the visa, to buy tickets aboard the plane!!! To you, my love xxx,
is not necessary to spend your money! I have money to arrive to you
independently. I saved money long time, and now I have enough to
arrive to you. I knew, that it will be important! And I at all did not
want to take money from the man (at you, my love xxx) with which I
shall build relations. The meeting can change all my life, and your
life as. I am right??? I am sure for 100 percent, that our feelings
only become stronger, when we shall be together!!! But to check up it
- I do not want to play in due course. I want to check up our
relations in a real life!!!
Yes … I speak about money with you now as in the last relations to me
have broken heart because of money. It has taken place approximately
1,5 year ago. It was very hurt me, and I long time could not live a
normal life! I did not touch a computer all this time as was afraid,
that it can repeat again. I did not want to speak about it to you as
it was in the past, and it is very hurt to me to recollect it. But I
do not want, that between us there were secrets about which we would
not know. I want to ask at once your pardon that I did not speak you
about it earlier. I simply did not want to recollect it. But you, my
love xxx, became very native person for me. And I want that you
knew about me absolutely all!!! So I have decided to tell to you about
it!!! Listen … 1,5 year ago, I corresponded with the man from USA. All
was good, and we reflected on a real life together, and even thought
of a marriage. But during that moment I had no money to travel! But
the man insisted, that I have arrived to him. I have told, that I have
no money to arrive in USA. My unique variant was such, that I have
been compelled to ask at him money. And after that … I was in a shock,
the truth! I did not receive long time of the letter. I felt
humiliating, like I was thrown in the trash! For the fifth day to me
there comes the letter from which to me it became very bad. It was the
shocking letter!!! All these days which I did not receive the letter
from it the man, I thought, that with him something happened. I
thought, that at him any problems, and he cannot write to me the
letter. But when I have read that letter which I waited for 5 days I
could not keep some tear which flew from my eyes. The content letters
was very short. The man started to say that all the time I lied to him
that I just wanted his money. And at the end of the letter he has
named me - "scammer". I very for a long time cried, and could not
understand - why he so have acted with me. I never lied him. I always
spoke only the truth! I till now do not understand, why he have thrown
me. But I have understood, that at it the man the most important in a
life is his money. And I him was completely not necessary. That the
man at all did not love me. He loved only itself, and the money!!! My
heart has been broken, and I wanted to die. But my parents have
supported me in a difficult situation. I could calm down, and started
a life all over again. Therefore for me it was very difficult to use a
computer again! I have decided to live only a real life any time. But
all in a life varies … and I am glad to that has decided to try again
to find the happiness here on the Internet! I hope, that at me at last
it has turned out to make it! I ask you, my love xxx to promise to
me - that you never will throw me, and will love me all life!!! I do
not want, that to me again have broken heart. I for some time have
ceased to trust in true love. But after I have met you the feeling
which name LOVE, has returned to me!!! I am grateful to you for it. I
love you xxx!!!!
Today I spoke the Internet of agency with managers, and learned
concerning trip abroad! I have learned that I have opportunity to
receive the "working" visa in your country. I write to you through
tourist the Internet agency which gives such opportunity. More
precisely to me simply will help to collect all documents! The agency
works not the first year, and many girls have left abroad through this
agency. Agency through people in Austria will find to me work, and
will send me there as the working person. After arrival to you, my
love xxx, we shall get acquainted closer. If we shall dare to be
together, we shall collect all documents to do for me the visa of
"bride"!!! And as soon as we shall make all these documents I can
remain with you for ever. I think, that it is very good idea! What do
you think, my love xxx???? If all will go, as is planned, we with
you very soon shall together!!! It is my most treasured dream!!! I
shall give you all my love!!! It will be the best time in my life, our
life!!! What do you think of it???
I know you want to learn, what I think of sex? I had no sex very much
for a long time. But I shall do for you, my love xxx, everything,
that you want in bed!!! I think, that the woman should do all for
beloved men. I really like to bring pleasure to the man. But for me
the most important that I liked "partner". If I shall not love the man
I shall not be engaged in sex with him never. For this reason I had no
sex very much for a long time, because I whom did not love. And
consequently I prefer to name sex - « make love »!!! I send you today
a photo which shows all beauty of my body. I hope, what I do not
frighten off you the frankness?????? I while shall stop on it. I shall
wait, that you will answer. I love you!!!
P.S. And still … I really do not want to wait. Now I am happy, the
truth! I am grateful to you for these feelings! And I want to be same
happy all life. And I understand, that you - a source of my happiness!
I want to be with you!!!!!!!
Your Olga.
Hello xxx.
SURPRISE... Madly not pleasant, the truth! I was sure that I shall
receive your reciprocal letter today! BUT... my email empty! How are
you? I hope, that at you all is good, the truth. BUT I again worry! I
have written to you the letter to Friday... I shall wait the answer
to it AGAIN!:
Hello my love xxx!!!
I am very glad to receive your letter. Your letters, give to me to
confidence of development of our relations. [...]
frighten off you the frankness?????? I while shall stop on it. I shall
wait, that you will answer. I love you!!!
P.S. And still … I really do not want to wait. Now I am happy, the
truth! I am grateful to you for these feelings! And I want to be same
happy all life. And I understand, that you - a source of my happiness!
I want to be with you!!!!!!!
Your Olga.