ave you read this message?

Hello my dearest xxx,

I have good news, very well for me and for you! I wanted to call to
you and to explain all by phone. But I am afraid, that you become
angry on me and will refuse to help me, therefore I have decided to
write to you.

Today in the morning I have come to travel agency where to me informed
good news. I have got the visa. Now it is necessary for me to buy the
ticket to you and to go in Moscow behind the visa and to wait day of
my start. I'm immensely happy. I will be able to see you in person!!!
Dear I it is very good to speak in English you to not worry for us. I
addressed the company which sells tickets for plans. I asked them how,
as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to
you I would be able to go to Tegel on the September, 15th, and how
much it would cost. They said that the ticket would cost 1173 euro. I
asked them to find a cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for
me. But as it turned out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket
so quickly, the date is too early. Tickets must be reserved long
beforehand. I asked them to offer me other variants of the flight. We
found the most suitable one. The flight is on September, 18th. The
ticket costs 285 euro I asked the to reserve the ticket for me. But
they refused to do it having said that they had a lot of clients. They
cannot reserve my ticket without advance money. I was imploring them.
But it did not work. They said that they would help me with great
pleasure but they couldn't. The rules are so. I was in a panic, I was
so disappointed. Then I asked them if I could give just a part of the
money. But they did not agree again.

I asked them for a long time saying that my fiance xxx is waiting
for me. If I asked them a little bit longer I would burst out of
crying. Maybe God heard my prayers, and the service worked agreed to
reserve the ticket on my conditions. But I have too little time to
pay, for the ticket. They said if I did not day the rest of the ticket
price, I would loose the money I'd already given to them. I was angry,
but they explained that it would be very difficult to sell the ticket
for the plane which is flying. They would have to lower the price. I
agreed. They told me to pay 813 euro. But it was too much for me,
because I had only 225 euro. I asked to wait for me during 12 hours. I
went out of the room. Marina met me at the door. I told her
everything. She understood everything and advised me to pawn our
treasures to a pawnshop. It was very difficult for me to agree to do
it. I did not want to burden Marina. But at the same time I want to
meet you. We pawned the treasures, I got 90 euro and I paid the part
of the ticket price 315 euro. It was my last money, it was for the
plane by which I'm going to come to you. It was very difficult for me
to tell you this story. I have done all what I could. I have paid for
the visa. I have paid for the part of the ticket. But this was not
enough. The money was not enough. I did not want to burden you. I
wanted to come to you with nobody's help. I thought my money would be
enough. But I failed. Now I feel guilty myself. I did not manage to do
all myself for our meeting. I thought nothing would prevent me from
meeting you. But I must pay the rest of the money for the ticket It's
just 498 euro. I must pay it till the September, 18th. Otherwise I
will loose the money I have paid and i will loose the chance to see
you. And our treasures will be sold by the pawnshop. Now I feel guilty
that I could not do what i promised to come to you with my own money.
I always do what I promise. I feel at ease now, I'm ashamed of asking
you to help me. Unfortunately the clinic did not pay me the money I'd
earned. I really hoped to get this money. But I'll get the money from
the clinic in a month or two. Because it's very typical for Russia to
hold up the payments of salary. I asked the clinic to give me my money
earlier, but they refused to do it. Now the clinic does not have the
money necessary for me. Our clinic depends on the budget, it did not
get money for a longtime. I think it's because of the financial crisis
and terrorist acts. I must say to you that I will not be able to meet
you because I will not be able to pay the whole sum of money myself.

Of course I realize that I should not ask you to give me the money.
But at the time I cannot just that I will not come to you. I have done
too much to organize our meeting. If I refuse to meet you it will mean
that everything was in vain. It's terrible for me to refuse to come to
you, I have done all what I could. Now I want you to help me and I
think there is nothing horrible if I ask you to help me. Of course I
realize that may be you have no feelings to me and may be you're not
interested in our meeting. I understand that the sum of money is too
big. I know it and that's why it's more difficult for me to ask it
from you. But at the same time any person can find himself in my
conditions. And now there is only one thing which I can do. I just
must say that I will never come to you. But I do not want to say so,
because I want to meet you. That's why I must be honest, I need your
help. Of course I understand that I must not do it. But I'm an honest
person. I'm ashamed of asking you to help me, but life is a difficult
thing, everything can happen. Of course it's up to you to decide if
you want to help me or not. It's bad, but not fatal. I will loose my
money. It's bad but not mortal either. 390 euro which I have paid for
the visa and 315 euro which I have paid for the ticket are too much
for me. But I'm not sorry for what I have done for our meeting. In
fact money is just paper, our treasures are just metal details. That's
why I was the first who decided to meet each other. But I do not want
all my efforts to be spent in vain. If you really want to meet me, if
you can help me to organize our meeting please send me the money till
the morning of the September, 18th. Please forgive me my words. I say
so because I'm in despair. Now when just one step can connect us, I'm
afraid. I need you, I want to be with you, I need you help, believe
me, I'm honest with you. I did not manage to estimate my forces. And
all my efforts spent in vain. I understand that the sum of money is
too big for you. I did not want to ask you. I can do everything
myself. My loneliness made me strong. I had always been living with my
own efforts I always relied on myself. I asked somebody to help me
very seldom, but now I ask you to help me. I will give you all the
money back as soon as I'm able. Maybe I made you offended. But I need
you. I do not know if my letter you disappointed. But I have written
you an honest letter. I'm looking forward to you answer. I hope for
you. I ask you to not worry. I send data of my flight:

Moscow, Sheremetyevo International → Berlin, Tegel 18.09.2017

Reis: 427
Boeing 737-300
Class: economy
Flight: 18.09.2017 04:50
Moscow Sheremetyevo International (E)
Arrivals: 18.09.2017 08:40
Berlin
Tegel
→ Transplant →
Moscow, Sheremetyevo International → Riga, Riga 18.09.2017
Reis: 427
Boeing 737-300
Class: economy
Flight: 18.09.2017 04:50
Moscow Sheremetyevo International (E)
Arrivals: 18.09.2017 06:35
Riga Riga
Riga, Riga → Berlin, Tegel 18.09.2017
Reis: 211
Boeing 737-500
Class: economy
Flight: 18.09.2017 08:00
Riga Riga
Arrivals: 18.09.2017 08:40
Berlin Tegel

Natalya.

Hello my darling xxx,

Darling xxx, today I have read your letter. I have understood your
thoughts. I wish to explain you some things. You should understand,
that I have passed through much that my visa has been approved. I have
overcome many barriers. I have achieved visa approval. Now there was
one step. I need to pay 498 euro and our meeting will be real.

I understand that you speak that wish to arrive in Russia. I do not
think that it is good idea. I think that it to do it is not necessary,
because we with you so will spend many money to have to pay in 2 times
more. And then back and I with you together - count the, my darling,
what big expenses for tickets. But if I go itself to you, it in 2
times will be cheaper! And here when we with you will start to live
together, I will get a job, we together will earn and we will arrive
together on a visit to my girlfriends in Russia!!!

You should understand me. I have made all that was in my forces. I as
tried to go to the friends. But all my attempts to find money were
vain. Only my girlfriend Marina has agreed to sell the gold for the
sake of our meeting. And I am immensely grateful to it for it. I know,
that she very much worries about me, and our relations. Now all hope
only on you my love xxx. To me any more to whom to address for the
help. I know, you never will leave me. I trust you. I know, you the
real man. And you will find a way to help me. There was only 1
variant, it is your help. You understand me?

I when was not outside of Russia. I wished to meet you, wished to
develop our relations, our love, wished to study culture, traditions
which exist in your country, I wished to visit historical places,
locks. You understand me? I hope, that you understand. I hope, that
you will help. All hope only on you my love xxx. I hope, that you
will find a way to help our meeting. If you help, we can meet each
other. I promise, that you will not regret that helped our meeting. I
will make all that we were happy. I promise you it!!!!!!

I hope, that soon we will meet and with laughter we will recollect our last letters. I wait your answer.

Yours Natalya.

Have you read this message?

Hello my xxx,

How is the weather at you? I hope that at you all well and you had
remarkable time. You should understand, that our destiny depends on
you. xxx, I very much want to you on a visit. I really want to
develop our relations, our love. You mean for me much. If you can help
our meeting, you never will regret about it. Please, do not do to me
painfully. All depends on you. All depends on your help. You should
know, that you can change our destiny. It depends on you. You
understand? 498 euro is so much money what can solve destiny of two
people??? Or money for you means more than our love, our relations. I
hope, that you estimate our relations. I hope, that you be able make
our meeting a reality.

At us in a city young couples walk on park. They embrace, kiss. I too
very much would like to feel your kisses, and your caresses. My
girlfriend Marina asked me that I sent you the big and ardent regards,
and also the strongest embraces. Accept and from me my most sincere
wishes, my most sincere and passionate air kisses, and also my hottest
and ardent embraces. You would like to feel my passionate kisses, and
my passionate embraces from my loving heart? I dream of feeling your
passionate kisses and hot embraces. And now my time has come to an
end, and it is time to me to leave. I leave with thoughts on you, my
love. Remember that I love you, my charm. I will wait for your
letters, my love.

Yours Natalya.

Hello my dear xxx,

My favourite xxxm very happy to write to you today. If you
want. Certainly you can arrive to me on a visit in Russia. I will be
very glad to see you.

Darling xxx, at me a small problem. I wish to ask your help. Today I
wished to receive the salary from my work. I have gone for the work to
receive my wages. But the bookkeeper has told to me, I cannot receive
the payment of work as there was no financing from the municipal
budget and payments will not be. Such practice is extended in Russia.
When detain the salary without any concrete explanations, but with
promises to make payment. I very much was upset. You also have such
pauses of a payment? I always thought, that I the independent woman
who always solves problems independently.

I feel very awkwardly, but I should ask your help. My favourite, I
really hope, that you can understand my situation correctly, and
accept it with understanding of my awkward position. What do you
think? You can help me? The most favourite xxx, can send you to me
315 euro? I do not have any money to live. There is no finance what to
pay apartment and to buy meal. As I do not have money what to pay the
Internet of cafe and to write you the letter. I really hope for your
understanding.

Natalya …