Hi my darling xxx! I am happy, to receive your new
letter. After your last letters, I understood that you belong to
to me with full gravity. It very much pleased me because I
constantly I was afraid to think of it. The distance between us is huge, and to us
it is difficult to transfer all our thoughts and especially feelings. My darling
xxx, now I feel that I not one in the world, and somewhere away is
man. The man who thinks of me and wants to be closer to me. You
you knows that I long time was lonely, and even now, except you at
me there is no man. I don't look for new contact with men here or in
the Internet, I was always a one-woman man, and I needed only one
the person for happiness. Now I have you, but distance between us
very much kills me. I many times thought of that once we
met or just met at least for a moment. I want that at
we were chance to embrace each other and to kiss. Unless it isn't fine?
You dreamed of it at least once?
Today at work, I spoke with the chief concerning mine
holidays. We have at work very tough vacation schedule and it is possible
it is normal to have a rest all time in a year. My holiday will continue 6
weeks, and it are always not enough. My holiday will begin July 24!) But
all the same, I always miss during the holiday because I
it is always lonely and I have no purposes where I could have a rest or
to spend time of my holiday. My darling xxx, I thought of it much
holiday also I reflected on that, we could organize our meeting or
no. I don't know whether you will be able to take a vacation also in the nearest future
or just to allocate some time from the work. All this I can't
to predict. But I want to tell you that I dream of our meeting and
I want to develop our relationship further. You represents if we
organized our meeting, we would become the happiest people on
to the earth?!!! I never traveled to other country and even not
I thought of it. But right now, thanks to our communication, at
me there was a purpose in life, It is possible to tell the most important dream. I want
to see your world, I want to feel you closer and to fall in love with yours
culture. My darling xxx what you think of our meeting? I could
to try to travel to you? but all problem is in what wash
the holiday will be already soon, and it is our only chance.
xxx, I will be glad if you leave me the name of the
the nearest airport that I could have an idea where at least
I will have to travel for a meeting with you. I think that this
information is useful to me for a travel to you. My darling xxx,
also it is important for me that you treated it sincerely and honestly.
If you can't or you doesn't want to see me, you have to tell me about
it directly! I won't swear or be upset because I
I understand you in everything and I never want to press on you or especially
to impose our meeting. My darling xxx, I ask you seriously
to think of our meeting, probably we really should try
to organize our meeting and to embody all our dreams in reality. Wash
darling xxx, I ask you to answer me sincerely that I could
to understand all your thoughts. I will look forward your letter and,
probably, it will be very important letter because even now mine
heart fights more than ever earlier. Marianna