My love xxx I hope, what you already could return to a usual condition, after my last letter, and again I smile? As I have today remarkable mood. I want, that you had sober thoughts and understanding of this my letter as it is very important. I understand, that that imagination which I wrote you in my last letter is could have strong impression on you. And I wish to say, that it not only my imagination. All about what I dream and I write you, I am ready to make in a real life.
My love you can see itself all my thoughts, all my dreams and desires. I not to hide something that from you and even any feelings if I write you all it. I want, that you also could understand me completely, to see and to know, that I absolutely sincere with you. And I not to have any themes, which forbidden. And by means of my last letter, I wished to show to you. But in too it is a high time, I do not want, that our correspondence turned to conversations, only about sex and imaginations on this theme. Therefore I very much hope for your understanding in it. As I have already told in my last letter, sex is an interesting theme. But it is better to do it, than to speak about it and to speak it is necessary personally alone with each other. I think, that you will agree in it with me.
At me here all is good. All goes without changes. In the near future I wish to meet again my girlfriend. Now I am ready to answer a question which then has forced me to worry. I think, that she will be very glad for me. I think, that it will be very interesting meeting and is possible she also will tell to me something new of a life.
Also my love, in one of last letters I said to you that to me is necessary to think of the further steps to development of our relations is better. Because it really is very serious. I understand, that my future life depends on it. Therefore I needed enough time to think of it. I tried to weigh various variants, and now I will write to you in detail about these my reasonings.
I have started to think with the most basic things. And whether the meeting is necessary in the near future for us? Or it is better to leave all how it goes now and easier to go down stream events? Or to write letters but if we want it. And also if we speak so seriously about us, I think we could make some steps. I could make it. I did not think long of this question. And I have decided, that it is really necessary. Now our relations are in the highest and gentle condition. Now we to have the brightest, the most positive both warm feelings and emotions. And it really delivers me a lot of pleasure, pleasure and a positive. But I understand, that it is necessary for developing further. Because if it is all to leave at that level which we have now - these feelings can die away. It can turn to usual routine. And as a result we and remain good friends on correspondence. I do not want so!! Likely, it too good result. But I do not want it. I want, that our relations had developments in a reality, in the near future. Therefore I am accurate for me have answered a question, that our meeting in the real world, is very necessary. If we to have it is fast, then we can check up our feelings. We can see each other, talk, embrace, kiss and spend together all possible time. And it will be the best way to have definitive conclusions concerning our further future. I do not wish to spend my life for correspondence in the Internet throughout long months or years. I do not know, than it will end and whether there will be many regrets about spent time. Therefore I wish to live now and in the real world to feel, try and make the decision. And you? Probably you think differently?
After I could answer itself for me the basic question. I began to think of possible variants of our meeting. Back I said some letters to you, that my country is not the best place for tourists. And it is not safe at all. And all it is very serious. I would not wish to be guilty that something happens with you, or you had problems. Or it will not occur, never but I am afraid. Then I never can forgive me. But I only the weak girl, and I cannot protect you if you arrive here. Therefore I began to think of that I could arrive to you, in your country. That you could protect me, we each other from loneliness. Though both of us very strong. I will not hide, this variant is pleasant to me much more. I would like to see a life in your country, your house, to get acquainted with your relatives. Because if all will be good during my arrival I am ready to change a place of my residence and to live with you in your country. And now in my head I already to have a definite answer on this question. I thought that I will leave in this country, my parents, the girlfriend. And I am ready to make this serious step for the future happy life. I assured, that my parents will support me in it, also as well as my girlfriend. It is my life, I make the decision and I bear responsibility for it. Therefore now it is necessary to make only my arrival to you, to understand, whether I can live with you the rest of my life. And after that it will be possible to talk about moving, wedding and similar things.
I think, that you understand me in this plan, but these are my thoughts.
To organise my arrival to you. I plan to go to the city of Belgrad and it is our capital, to find there good travel agency and to learn all necessary details. But at first I wish to receive your exact answer. I wish to know, whether you are ready to meet me in your country soon? Whether you are ready to this serious step and whether you understand all consequences which will be after that. Please I ask give me a definite answer. And after that I will do all necessary researches. If your answer is positive then I hope, that in the following letter you will inform me the international airport nearest to you. And already after that I will go to travel agency.
On it I will finish my letter to you. And with the big impatience to wait your answer.
I love you very much.
My Embraces and all my gentle kisses. Yours Rosilya