My love It was a great letter and I am very happy that You wrote me
the truth. I understand all that You wrote to me. Yes, I understand
all of your concerns. You are right that you need to be afraid, and I
don't know what I can do to convince You to not doubt me. But You
would seem to me that to do as your heart says. Yes, I understand all
that You say to me. But You know, I told You that I was once deceived
by a bad man both, I was really traumatized me also know, that this
such, I know that this pain is not going away immediately, it would be
a pain for a long time. But even more than this is us every day for
problems, wait. And not when You don't know what might happen next,
how in the world trouble from bad and evil men? All of us may suffer
from them and who knows what can happen. But tell me, how to live, if
every day to be afraid of then something? For what then to live? But
if that there are people who live happily ever after. There are people
who have already found half of it, and they are happy, but this
happiness has not arrived to them just. Those people who are happy,
feel the pain of failures, because no everything good in life is very
pity that we do not live in a fairy tale. But not watching all that
the world is full of bad, not observing that this is a large number of
lying and envy, deception and violence, there is love and happiness,
is, what, to what to aspire, forgot all that was bad behind. Yes there
are bad people, but also good. I have felt the pain of defeat, and now
I want a happy life. Do You want it? I love You more lives. I need to
try to trust people because it is impossible to live life to one I
understand that to You it is very difficult to send money to someone
You have not to time did not see, but I ask you to understand me, I
would give everything in me is for that what to arrive to You and to
see You but I can't. I spoke with my parents, and my mom wanted to
borrow money, but not who has this amount from her friend. I ask to
understand me correctly to me - not necessary money, and the jewels
aren't necessary, I'm looking for love, I'm looking for You. We can
not earn so much money that to pay our money to satisfy only that, to
live here and You can forged it is, I have parents, and they are so
young, their health is not of the type it was earlier. I know that to
live it, many diseases begin soon worse because their age and telling
me to do then? I don't know what I can tell You still. I just want You
I love You, and I want to love You always. But I can't do this just
because You don't trust me. In the hope that You will try to
understand me.