Good morning my dear man. I am send to you from A local russian dating agency. I for the 1st time try to find man in such way so I decided to try. My name is Svetlana and I am a 34 years old a lonesome Russian women. I would like to find a good man from USA 4 serious relations, someone of my age or who older then I am. I am romantic, opened and very sincere in a relationship. I am looking for the right guy for me. At first just a friendship, then we'll see where this goes, perhaps Long term relationship. Dont answer me if you are not single or you got this by accident. Svetusha.

Hi xxx!
How your day? I hope you are glad to receive my letter because when
I have received your letter I really was glad. Many thanks. At once I want
to tell to you about my opportunities to write letters to you. I write
letters on my job because I have no the personal computer. The computer is
in an accounting department. Lady who works with a computer will allow me
to use a computer in my interests sometimes. It depends not from me,
unfortunately. I work from Monday till Friday. It is Russian standard.
Therefore I will not be able to write you and to receive your letters
Saturday and on Sunday. But sometimes I work Saturday and even Sunday.
In fact any pain hasn't schedules(smile). Therefore, maybe I will be
able to write letters in the Saturday (as today).
You have written such a big letter (smile). But all the same I am very
glad. Hope you will tell more about yourself, like I do it, OK?
Thank you for your pictures. It is a fine pictures. You are a strong
and handsome man. I very much like this pictures.
Well, I will tell you more about my interests. I like various
types of music. I like to listen to classical music. I like Dire Straits.
I like very much Sting. But my favorite is Pink Floyd. They are not similar
to anybody. It is a great band. I like Queen, Madonna and many others. I like
Russian musicians but likely you do not know them. Have you ever heard
of Gorky Park? They are Russians who sang in America. OK, movie!
I like works of such Russian directors as Konchalovsky, Mikhalkov. My
favorite movies are "The Barber of Siberia" and "Burnt by the Sun".
It's masterpieces of the Russian cinema. The American movie in Russia
is considered like the greatest. I like American movies very much.
I like various films. I like dramas: Mystic River, American Beauty,
21 gramme, A Perfect World, One Flew Over Cuckoos Nest, The Shawshank
Redemption; fantasy: K-PAX, Star Wars, Sin City, the Lord of the Rings,
Dragonfly, melodramas: Love Actually, Scent Of a Woman, Forrest Gump,
Cast Away, The Notebook, I am Sam; sports movies: Raging Bull, Cinderella
Man; thrillers: Seven, Fight club, and many others, such as Godfather,
Deadman, Once upon a time in America, Family man, The Insider, Erin Brockovich,
Brave Heart, the Sixth Sense, Rainman, Groundhog Day. I like very much
movies Quentin Tarantino: Reservoir Dogs, Pulp Fiction, Kill Bill.
My favorite actors - Bruce Willis, Al Pacino, Robert De Niro, Kevin
Costner, Samuel L. Jackson, Uma Thurman, Tom Hanks, Kevin Spacey,
Morgan Freeman, Denzel Washington, Jack Nicholson, Clint Eastwood.
My hobby, if it's possible to tell so - the English language. I have
loved English long ago, when I studied at school. In Russia the program
of training necessarily includes foreign language, as a rule - English,
German or French. I have entered in group of the English language and I
am happy that I made it. I like this language very much. After school,
I continued studying English at the university. I like this language. I
have been studying English language for 18 years. I want to know this
language perfectly. Of course I speak English. I only hope that you
would love my Russian accent that I have without any doubts. I know
that now I admit mistakes, but I hope you won't angry. But my biggest
predilection that will be with me during all my life is the knitting!
My mom has taught me to knit in the childhood, and now I knit sweaters,
jackets and waistcoats for myself and for my friends. I like to knit
very much, and I like woolen clothes very much. Basically all warm sweaters
that I have, I have made by my own hands. I do not know if in your country
the knitting is popular, but here it is very popular. What else to
tell about me? I have no children and I was never married, though of course
I was in relationship and even thought that it will lead me to the happy
future. But now I haven't anything except of bad and painful memoirs.
xxx, how you would describe your character? I never tried to
describe features of my character to somebody. I live with a smile on my
face and with hope in my heart. I think I can consider myself an optimist.
And maybe it has helped me to dare to write you. I saw a great deal in
my life, and for 34 years I have passed through a lot of vital tests.
And I know that I do not need many things to be happy. All I need is a
man, friend, soul-mate, love. And my life has led me to the fact that
now I seeks it in such way. And I do not think it is bad. How do you
think? I live honestly, and it brings pleasure to me. I know that
happiness not requires many things. Likely the main thing that does not
suffice me now is love. People without love cannot be happy. And I
speak not only about love between a man and a woman, but also about
love to a family for example. I have no family anymore and it really
oppresses me. I always recollect my family. xxx, you meet your
family often? I very much want to return that time when I had family.
Are you looking for the soul mate or just a friend? What are you looking
for in a soulmate, xxx, if you are looking for? I hope to receive
your letter soon. Sincerely and with the best regards.

Hi, xxx!
Very busy week, but I'm glad to work today because I can write to you!
Now I have found free time and very glad. Thank you for your letter.
My last letter was sad. That's why today I will try not to write
about sad things. How there were your day? Now I am smiling and have a
good mood, because today we found out that in two days into Shahty
will be coming big exhibition of rare breeds of cats and dogs. It is great
news because at this exhibition there will be the best representatives of
rare breeds, collected from all of Russia. Everybody wants to visit this
exhibition because it will last only for several days. I like animals very
much. Can you imagine that I never was in a zoo? It is my dream. Have you
ever been in zoo? We have here several small menageries, but I dream to
see giraffes and rhinoceroses, hippopotamuses and bears. I never saw
tigers and elephants in real life. Have you ever seen a tiger or a bear?
The biggest animal I saw in my life is a horse. I like horses very much
and think that these are the most beautiful animals in the planet.
As matter of fact I have always dreamt to have some pets.
Unfortunately a horse hardly would be placed in my apartment (smile).
I dreamt to have cat or dog. But when I think that a little puppy will
wait for me home, alone, I feel pity. That's why I don't have pets.
What else to tell about myself? I always very much get tired on
work. And though my work is not heavy physical work but like any
doctor, I am in constant concentration and an internal moral strenuousness,
because the health of people depends on my attention. I am always
waiting weekends with impatience. Weekends are the only one possibility
for me to get a rest and to get new forces. Weekends I spend variously.
Sometimes I want simply to rest in my apartment. I live alone in my
apartment. I have the one-room apartment with a toilet and kitchen.
I like my apartment - small and cozy. On weekends I always clean
apartment properly. I like purity. And though I always try to keep
clean my apartment, all the same, always in the weekends I find what
work to make in an apartment. But when I want really to relax I listen
to music or read books. I like to read books especially historical
novels about ancient Russia or other countries. I like to spend time
with my friends. I have two best lady friends. When we meet, the
air is filling with laughter. We like to walk and to talk; we go to
cinema and walk in the park. If you want I can tell you about my friends.
I like very much to spend time in nature in the open air. I like the sea.
I live not very far away from the sea, but should tell that I have been
there very seldom. I like woods, mountains, lakes and the rivers more.
Camping in Russia is very popular. I adore to go to the forest and to
live in a tent though now I have such opportunity seldom. I like to
look at night illumination and cars headlights. I like very much to
look at the stars. In August our sky abound with stars. It is
incredible beautifully. I like to cook on the fire. There is nothing
more wonderful than when the fragrances of forest, mountain rivers and
smoke mix together in the air. I am romantic undoubtedly. I really like
to cook. I know that I do it well, because I started cooking from childhood.
My mother taught me many things including cooking. She said: "Lady who
can cook well doesn't have disadvantages and demerits, because tasty
food is a way to the man's heart (smile). May be she was right. We have
In Russia many national dishes, such as an okroshka, uha, borsch,
golubtsy, pelmeni. I am not sure if you know such dishes. These are
Russian national dishes. Also I like Italian food (pizza, spaghetti),
I like sea foods. Once I even tried sushi. What dishes do you prefer
xxx? Looking back at your life would you like to change something?
I have to finish. I hope my letter was not stodgy and uninteresting.
I will wait for your letter with impatience. I wish you peace and
kindness. Svetlana.

Hi xxx!
At once I want to tell that Elena sends you her greetings. I was in
hospital and we have spent her birthday very well. I wanted to bake a
small cake, but it has turned out on the contrary. The cake was huge. It
weighed two kg. When I have brought it to hospital, we have divided this
into set of pieces; and all doctors and some patients that were in this
small branch are drank tea and ate a pie together with us and everyone was
glad and happy. I have brought a lot of balloons. She was very glad and
grateful to me. The day is wonderful today and the weather is good. The
sun is shining all the day. To add to all this I have got your letter and
my happiness doesn't have limits. So what about your weather? May be today
after work I will take a walk. I like to walk along the street and to
breathe the fresh air, especially when the weather is warm, even in the
winter. As a matter of fact I don't want to go home. At home is very
boringly and lonesomely. Sometimes I don't notice it, but sometimes when
I come home with good mood, I want to talk very much, to share thoughts with
anybody, to have fun. But my apartment is empty and I have to be in full
loneliness. And my good mood disappears. I simply sit down into the armchair
and look at the window. And when the silence deafens me, when I hear movement
of my eyelashes, at that moment the hoop of loneliness compresses my heart.
I can listen to music or read a book. I can go to my friends. But in some
moment I understand that I just deceive myself. In fact I want a beloved
person to be near me, with whom I could spend evenings, to meet morning,
to talk about yesterday and to dream about tomorrow day. I want to walk
and to feel a strong man arm holds me. I don't want to cook meals only
for myself. I want somebody to appreciate it. But I think enough about it.
Hi xxx, again. I began writing the letter in the morning.
Now already 5 p.m. Can you imagine? Today was heavy working day. My working
day comes to an end soon. But, one employee has brought here her small son,
and she has asked me to look after him because she should leave urgently
for some hours. The boy knows me very well. He already some times remained
with me and spent time. As our clinic works till 10 pm, we can be here
up to the end of work day. His mom works in our clinic only a few months and
she has no friends or relatives here. That's why I already some times helped
her. Her son is amusing boy. He told to me that tomorrow he with mom should
go to dentist to treat his ill tooth. I asked him: What do you dream about?
He answered that he dreams to become a grownup because grownups don't have
problems with teeth. It was so funny. I often recollect childhood.
I always dreamed to become a grown up as soon as possible. As every child
I completely believed that grownups don't have problems at all. I dreamt
in the childhood and I dream now. Of course, the world of dreams is an
illusive world. We live in a real life, so we should not sink into the
world of dreams and phantasies for a long time. When a dream becomes
obsession, it can bring only pain and disappointment. Our dreams
come true not always. It happens that you use all energy, all aspiration
to make dream come true. But irrespective of how strenuously you try, not
everything in this life depend on us. When the dream for a long time does
not come true, dream ceases to be the star, that was for you a lighthouse
in the ocean of the life. But anyway, I think that it is impossible to live
without dreams and hopes. When there is a dream, the life is filled with
sense. Our dreams force us to think, analyze, choose and come to a
conclusion. The Faith and Hope are eternal satellites of our lifes. And
regardless of what waits you at the end, we remember joy of the victories
better, than disappointment and pain of the defeats. Don't you agree?
I'm surprised that I write all this to you. I have never had a man, with whom
I felt conveniently in sharing my thoughts. But now I have found you, and
I am very glad. Can I ask some small questions? Do you like
to sleep, or get up early in the morning? Do you like to kiss? (smile)
Are you a good kisser? (smile) Do you like when your friends come to your home
or you prefer to go to friends. I adore when Elena or Irina come to my
apartment. What clothes do you like to see in a lady? I will wait for your
letter with impatience.

Hi my dear friend xxx!!!
I am very glad that you have written. Many thanks. You have again
raised my mood and have placed a happy smile into my face.
I do not take naked a pictures, it is indecent for me.
By the way xxx, today I went to job being absolutely confident that
your letter waits for me. Earlier I always went with thought that you
probably yet have not written, but today for the first time I went with
thought that your letter already waits for me. I went along the street
with the smile on my face. I could not hide my smile. People that went
past of me looked back and looked at me. Here already many employees know
that I have found such a wonderful friend, and nobody is surprised that my
friend lives in other country. Everybody only are glad. Nobody here is
surprised if the woman searches for not Russian man. I think the cultural
distinction is a wonderful thing. I don't understand Russian men and their
culture of dialogue with woman. They are not able to appreciate woman's
feelings, her fidelity, love. They do not appreciate sincerity and
aspiration of woman to do for a man absolutely everything. The only thing
she need - the warmth and caress, which she wants to get from a man. It is
the problem of Russian men. Russian lady does everything for a man but
doesn't get anything from him. All what she needs is at least a couple of
tender words and gentle touching of his arms. Really it is so difficult?
Really it is difficult to present for your lady a romantic evening and a
supper with candles? In Russia as a rule such gift give lady to man, but
not man to lady. You say that I am beautiful. In Russia I am not
considered like a beautiful lady. I am usual and simple woman with usual
appearance. Russian men, practically all of them, usually show disrespect
to ladies. They consider that woman only have to work, to cook, to wash
cloths and entertain a man when he wants. For Russian man to offend a
woman is a usual thing. I like to cook and to wash cloths but sometimes I
would like to receive simple caress, love and attention. I don't want to
offend all men. Of course there are good men in Russia, but there are few
of them. Men very often say dirty words (not normative lexicon) when they
talk with lady and consider that there is nothing bad in it. I want to
tell you about my ex-boyfriend. I feel that you will understand me. I had
boyfriend. We had good time together. He was kind. But he liked to drink.
When he got drunk he became an absolutely other person. He talked with me
by bad and dirty words. The time passed and his love to alcohol became a
habit. He became another person - rude and evil, even when did not drink.
He has found the big interest in beating of me. He began to beat me very
often and cruelly. He often knocked me in my face by fist and even kicked
me by foot when I already was on a floor. And every time when I being on a
floor looked in to his eyes, and with tears in my eyes asked him - WHY? -
he just responded that any man is a King and a place of any woman - under
foot of a true man. But the next day he smiled and talked with me as if
nothing had happened. In public he was very delicate, polite. All people
considered that he is a true gentleman. But when he found oneself at home,
everything was on the contrary. I very much was afraid of him and I have
left him. My soul was wounded very much. After this I couldn't make myself
get acquainted with another man. I don't trust Russian men. I am afraid to
give my love, but back to get roughness instead of love. I have told to
you about it because I want you to know that I open to you my soul. And I
want you to know about my ex-relationship with my ex-boyfriend. I feel
that I can tell to you about this because I feel that you have very kind
heart. By the way, today Elena leaves hospital! And though she will spend
some more days at home, all the same it is much better than in hospital.
If you have disagreements with lady, can you apply roughness?
Are you able to transform quarrel into the peace, pleasure and a smile?
I have to finish. With all my kindness and tenderness.

Hi my dear xxx!
Today is a fine day. Already in the morning I knew that I today
I will get an opportunity to write to you. And all the rest become
unimportant for me. Today I really haven't opportunity to write much.
But I have enough time to tell to you that I thought of you and
waited when I will get opportunity to write you.
And I have time to tell the main thing. I do not know why, but today
I have woken up earlier than usually. I could not fall asleep again.
I simply sat near window and looked at the sky. Suddenly, a small birdie
appeared on my window. It was very beautiful birdie. This birdie looked
at me, and started to twitter. It was so unusually and beautifully. It was
a beautiful song. I looked at this small birdie and thought, that you
xxx now somewhere far away; maybe you sleep and see me in your
sleep-dream. And I so wanted you to see this small birdie and to hear her
delightful song. And I have whispered: "Fly off, my little birdie,
fly to my friend xxx, and tell to him that one girl, that is so far away,
thinks of him and sends to him this song. And at this moment the birdie
has flinched and flew away as if this birdie has heard my words!
And I have thought, if today you xxx will see a small birdie
singing beautiful song, - be sure that it is my birdie I sent to you!
Now I have to go. I send you my kiss. Your Svetlana.

Hi xxx! Your letter means so much for me. Thank you. I so waited
your letter and so wanted to find out what you will tell me.
xxx, today I write to you with special worry but as well with
pleasure and hope. I really hope that everything that I will tell you
today will make you happy. Last time when I wrote you my honest letter
I had the big sadness in my heart, and even though I tried to not show it,
I think you have noticed it. xxx, I was sad because the boss informed
me that approximately in three weeks the accounting department will be closed
for full re-equipment and repair. And when he have told me it, I thought
my heart will stop, because when it will take place, I will not be able
to communicate with you during several months! And it has brought infinite
sadness into my heart. But after my boss informed me about close of accounting
department, the accounting department informed me that approximately in
three weeks I will get my vacation! When I thought that I can lose you for
some months, inside my soul I at once have felt that I can't simply accept
it. And I have felt that together with sadness in my heart has appeared
an other feeling - feeling of confidence, desire to make new steps instead
of simply waiting for something. I have understood that our relations are
important for me much more than I thought. And it so wonderfully. I had no
vacation for two years. And now I will have vacation. But a thoughts that
I will not be able to communicate with you, to receive your letters and
to write mine,- all these thoughts has brought a pain to me, pain that
I can't endure. I talked with Elena and she has asked me what I think to do.
And when she has asked me it, I have understood that inside my soul I already
know the answer to this question. And I have told that I do not want to spend
such a long-awaited vacation in loneliness. I can't accept a thought that
I will not talk to you xxx during of month or two. And I have told
that I want to meet you xxx! I have told her that I want to spend
my vacation with you xxx! I can come to you, and we can spend time
together if you want. And first I was afraid that if I will tell you
about it in the letter, you will write me that you do not want to see me
or can not meet me. And it would hurt my heart. But Elena have told, that
you xxx and I are such a good friends, our relations are built on
sincerity, therefore xxx will be happy to spend time with me. And I
really think that it would be delightfully. So, what you will say, xxx,
if I will offer you a meeting? Would you be happy to see me and to spend
with me several days? I cannot imagine at all how it would be wonderful.
You would show me your life, we would learn each other in a real life.
We would look into the eyes of each other, we could hold our hands, tell
each other silly stories, laugh and tease each other, watch the stars in the
night sky and have romantic evening, go to the movie or we could simply sit
on a bench in the park, and who knows what else we could do together...
I would be happy to do all this together with you, instead of again
be lonely without you and our friendship. I simply want to meet you.
I already knew and I have been told earlier, but I have found out
again all I need to do to come to you. I already have the passport. And
I will avoid usual procedure of visa's approval. Being the doctor, I can
ask the visa on behalf of our Ministry of Health, because if the applicant
have good official support from official bodies, if the applicant have
official recommendations and directions to various sorts of conference,
seminars, - it will relieve of necessity to wait for some months the
decision of the commission, and will remove all problems connected with
necessity to prove that the purpose of travel is not emigration. Being the
doctor I will have support and guarantees from Ministry of Health of
Russian Federation, and it is certainly the best guarantor. Of course
I must visit improbable quantity of the departments, to collect improbable
quantity of documents, to find as many as possibly of other official legal
persons, institutions and people for support; to get petitions. But if
I will quickly collect all necessary documents, I will get the visa in one
or two weeks! So I have filed an application for the visa, xxx, with
happiness and with hope that you will be happy to spend some days with me!
I do not ask you about anything. I will use my monetary savings and I will
make everything by self. It is my vacation and I will not be a burden.
Would you be happy to spend some days with me soon, xxx? Anyway, we
must meet. It is possible to wait eternally. But I believe that I will get
my vacation not accidentally; and I believe that the accounting department will be
closed at the same time not accidentally as well. It is not coincidence!
It is time to make a choice, to make the decision, to take new step. Maybe
such opportunity will not be repeated again. I so long waited my vacation
and I want my vacation to be especial. What can be better than a meeting of
two friends? The first meeting. It is simply delightful and I thank destiny
that I have got such an opportunity,- an opportunity to meet my dear friend,
the opportunity to learn each other in real life, the opportunity to enjoy
time which we can spend together. And I believe that it can become the
beginning of something new in our lifes and in our relations. And I am really
happy to get a vacation because it is time which I can spend in any way I want,
and I want to spend this vacation with you xxx! So what will you tell?
Would you like to spend time with me? Would you be glad to meet me?
Would you be happy to have the first meeting at your airport?
I will wait for your answer with pleasure.
Your sincere Svetlana.

Hi my xxx!
Thank you for your letter. You became the most dazzling moment of my day!
How I wish you saw how Elena is happy that we will meet! She is sure that
our meeting will make us happy. It is simply impossible to talk to her
now! (Smile). She has now only one theme for conversation - you xxx!
She constantly asks about you, asks - what I will do together with you,
she asks - what I will do at the airport, she asks - what I will cook
for you. She asks how I am going to impress you, to intrigue! She even asks
how I will tempt you! (Smile). She say that I do everything correctly and
I should not be afraid of anything at all. To conquer the road can only one
who goes on this road. Elena is very glad that I have found you, and she sends
you her friendly greetings and a wishes of happy expectation of me! (Smile).
I will plan to be with you for two weeks and if you will wish me
to stay longer, I will be happy to stay with you! Is it ok with you?
And if we will feel that we belong together as man and woman then I think it
will be a fine moment for both of us. On our planet will appear one more
couple, happy couple whose hearts will be united in a single whole.
xxx, please, don't be angry with me if I cannot write you much now.
I hope you understand that I even after my working day in clinic must do
too much for our meeting. Today I will go to Ministry of Health. I think
this is one of the most important deals for me right now. Today I will give
them the all my medical documents and tomorrow I will probably get all
documents and forms of petitions which I must fill out as soon as possible.
Then I will go to Army Garrison where were working my parents. They must
collect for me all the information about my parents, about history of the
death of my father and mother. I must have data about work of my parents
not only in this Army Garrison, but also in all others Garrisons where
my parents worked during all life. To make it extremely difficultly,
if to take into account that my parents worked in Army Garrisons in various
points of our huge country. But I am sure that I will get the information
because here many officers who remember my father, and I hope they will be
glad to help me. xxx, today I feel that I start to worry more
than I even could imagine. I am very glad that I do all this. And I
think of our meeting every minute. The meeting at the airport...
I don't think that many people on our planet have an opportunity to enjoy
such a delightful moment - the moment of the first meeting at the airport.
It is so beautiful. I feel that it will be very touching moment for
each of us. I never travelled so far away. And I worry very much.
But I imagine us together and it calms me down. I see us together, I see us
walking in the park; I see us speaking about serious and about silly things,
or playing cards or a checkers (and the one who lose will execute any desire
of the winner (smile)), I see wonderful dinners at home and outside!
I see you sitting on a sofa with a juicy peach in your hand and I see me
dancing in front of you beautiful dance, or maybe even erotic dance (smile),
how about Belly dance? (Smile). I do it stunningly!(Smile).
I see us swimming; I see us on a roof of a house, watching the full moon;
I see us fighting by pillows; I see us in the evening at home, with
romantic light of candles; I see us cooking together Russian pelmenies
and pizza (smile); I see me in your embraces. All this waits for us
in the near future; and I enjoy, anticipating this delightful time together!
Do you feel the same, xxx? xxx, would you like to give me massage
of my back? I would like to give you massage! But I must warn you, that
if you want to give me massage, you should not touch my ribs!(Smile)
The reason - I the most ticklish woman in Russia(smile). xxx,
I madly am afraid of titillation! If someone tickles my foot or ribs,
I begin to laugh loudly, to kick and to scratch, to squeal and to jump!
Therefore if you will give me massage and you will tickle me, you will
feel like a cowboy on a wild undomesticated mare on the rodeo! (Smile).
By the way, xxx, are you ticklish? Do you snore? (Forgive me for
this question. Do not answer, if you do not want. Maybe one day I will
find out all this all the same! (Smile). Will you sing serenades for me?
I would be happy if you would sing serenades and songs for me! I would
remunerate you by kisses! (Smile). xxx, I should finish the letter.
I must do much so that you had an opportunity to give me massage and to
get the massage from me! (Smile). Please, write me because now I need you
and your letters very very strongly, because I worry so much.
Your Svetlana.