Hello my xxx! I'm very glad to receive your letter again.
I am sincerely pleased that again I have the opportunity to write to you.
Today I saw my mother in my dream, I must tell you about my mother, because,
When I talk about it - I'm talking about my family. This is indeed so,
Because I have never seen my grandfather and grandmother, and I do not have brothers or sisters.
I was the only child in the family, and my family consisted of two people - my mother and me.
I do not know anything about my father. When I was 16, our neighbor started to live with my mother.
I called him Uncle Sasha. Everything was fine, but then he left his mother for another woman and moved to another city.
I also do not want to remember him now. Now you will understand why. I really feel much proud,
When I'm talking about my mother, because she was a very good woman. But along with this, every time memories
My tears are inflicting on my mother, and I can not keep them. My mother died when I was 19 years old. Two years before her
My mom's death is damaged in a traffic accident. She was standing on the street, and she was a collision with a car.
Probably the driver was strongly drunk because the witnesses said the car was moving in a zigzag and suddenly
Appeared on the sidewalk. As a result of the collision, my mother was paralyzed. She spent three years in a wheelchair.
I took care of her, I did everything that was in my power to make a life,
For which she was doomed from this moment - easy and joyful.
I spent a little time with my friends and virtually all my free time I spent with my mother.
I was crazy happy when my mother smiled, because she was smiling very rarely. She was ashamed of her helplessness.
Every time I went home after school, I looked at the window and every time my mother met me. She was looking through
Window and smiled. This happens always. She met me every day and never forgot. That's why I was worried
Immediately when 11 years ago I looked at the window and did not see my mother there. I realized that something is wrong.
I'll rush home with tears in my eyes. When I opened the door, I realized that I was left alone.
As usual, my mother sat in her chair with a smile. But she was dead.
I remember how I held out my hand and touched her pulse. It was dark in my eyes, and my legs did not obey me.
I could not stand. I thought I was going crazy. I felt that I was fainting and lying on the floor.
I could not calm down. I could not imagine that I would live without my mother. This was the person for whom I lived.
Everything I did, I did for her. She was such a good mother. She taught me everything I can do in this life.
My mother dreamed of lifting me up as an honest and decent lady. I was the only child,
And my mother gave me infinite love. And I tried to do everything to be a worthy daughter,
Be worthy of her love. And I hope that I became such a lady, because my mother wanted to see me.
Now I appreciate the difficulties of that time in a different way. Difficulties train character.
I lived without help and support, I went through various difficulties that I do not want to talk about.
But I left these difficulties trough and I remember that, I feel that I did everything right.
My mother always told me that you need to look at the difficulties with a smile that does not mention,
There is a cry of despair in my throat and there are tears in my eyes. You have to be strong and proud - because my mother was.
Forgive me, that I told you about it in such detail. But I'm talking about my mother rarely. But when I talk about it,
I can not do this in the words of a couple. I loved her very much, and that's why I told you little things about her.
Forgive me. I decided to share my memories with you as a friend, because I did not talk about it with anyone in the
A long time flow. Forgive me that my letter is sad, big and uninteresting. Just when I start
Talk about my mother, I can not stop. But I promise not to write such letters anymore.
Is it really important for you - a person's nationality if this person is the object of your sympathy? What makes you happy?
I want to say that I want to have a person near, more than just a friend. I want a serious relationship.
I have to finish. Sincerely with best wishes. Victoriya
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