I am very glad to see your reply today xxx. I confess that I
expected that you write! For a start, it's not bad to see your reply
and your interest to continue our communication and dating. I just
want you to know that I do not want to play with feelings and just
waste yours and mine time. It�s really bad when people plays with
feelings! And I hope you'll agree with me? It is not necessary to run
forward too fast. We must first get to know each other better! And let
me begin do it.
I was born and lived up to 5 years in Malaysia. But then, my parents
divorced, and my mother took me to her home, in the country where she
was born and lived before she met my father, it�s the country
Azerbaijan. I'll give you a web link to my country, you can visit the
web site of Wikipedia and make the request of the country Azerbaijan.
And there you can read about it yourself and learn more. I also
want you to understand from the beginning that Azerbaijan is absolute
independent country. It's NOT a Russia.
But then, when I was little girl it was very difficult to relocate for
me. I was need to study language, culture. But I tried, I did not have
friends at first, and all the time I spent with books. They have
become my friends. Just spending time with my mother and her parents,
my grandparents. They always took care of me. And I remember them.
They were very good people, but the time has come and they gone. I
miss them, but I understand that this is life, and it is difficult to
change something in it.
I want you to know also, that Azerbaijan is a country not so far gone
in the progress of electronics, as European or some other countries.
And we do not have free internet in the public access. Few people have
a home computer. And that is why I am writing you from internet cafe.
The development of the Internet is very limited in my country. Few
people use various social networks such as Face Book. The reason for
this is the religion of my country. This is Islam. And that�s why now
I can only write you a letters. But this does not mean that I�m going
to write only the letter and not do something other! I think that in
the future I will be able to call you by phone. To speak with you. And
as soon as I get a chance, I will tell you about it so you expect my
call. While I do not have and don�t need to have a cell phone or home
phone. And yet, if you are satisfied with the letters conversations,
in which we can learn more about each other, I'll be happy to
continue.
As for you, I receive your mail in the dating agency, which came to
our town together with internet cafe. This is a novelty for us, and
I'm one of the first people who decided to use their services. And
paying a little money, I received several e-mail addresses, including
yours. I chose, and now I see your answer. And you and I already have
a chat. I write you from different e-mail address, since first letter
you got from the e-mail, which gave me this dating agency. And today I
already use my personal e-mail and only I have access to it.
My name is Dilara, but my friends call me Dila, I live in a small
town Astara. This is a very small town. But I like to live in it! I
also have a job, and it is the doctor's assistant. Nurse - I taught
this in medical school. And I'm glad that I can provide myself in
everything. And not to depend on somebody. I was always been a good
student, and I can talk in other languages, such as English, German.
But I warn you right away that I often use a translator! To speak and
understand a lot easier than to read and write words. And it may have
got a problem with the translation of my letter. And I hope that you
can understand all of what I'm trying to say.
My birthday is July 19, 1986. And as you have already understood I�m
now 30 years old. You know, age is just a years, the numbers. And I am
very worried that for you it can be a problem in our communication.
But I hasten to reassure you. Suppose we have an age difference! But
believe me, for me the years that does not mean anything, no matter
how old you are. The main thing for me is that you be a good man, and
even if we just be friends, anyway, I would be very nice to have good
friends who will always be able to help me, advise, and support
morally in the difficult life moments. That in turn I will be the same
good friend. But my main aim is to find my soul mate, the person whom
I love and who love me. I want one man till the end of my life.
And now I'm alone. Yes, I'm lonely, and believe it is very difficult
to find the right person with whom you will not only be loved, but
also be a true friend. From which you will not have secrets. And you
will always appreciate it not for its beauty, but for his heart and
soul. God gave me good looks, but could not find for me a man who
might be next to me yet. And who would love not only my face and body,
but me totally ! My soul, my heart, my thoughts. And as the last hope
I decided to write you, a man whom I did not even see in real. And
maybe I'll find the one I need. And let he not be from my country. The
main thing is that we both will be happy.
At this point I think that I finish my letter. I also send you one of
my current photo. And I'll be very pleased to wait for yours letter
and new pictures! And I ask you not to send me a large size photos,
because the Internet is not very fast here, and I will need a lot of
time, so I can open it. So I hope you will write me soon. Not just
two, three lines. And of course tell me what you do, where you live,
and much more. See you. Dila.