1. Mail Darling good morning, please send your information to the lawyer for him to prepare the documents today.
2. Mail I am alone. Abandoned. Forgotten and forsaken by everything that ever mattered to me,no mother,father,brother sister or any relative,please do not shut me out. Please, I'm begging you. You are all I have, everything else is gone. I am hanging by a string to life. Sometimes wishing the string would be cut loose.Why can't you understand, my precious one. Do you know I exist? Do I mean anything to you? What have I ever done to deserve this?
But you are my air and although to you, I am nothing but a forgotten memory, Why do you insist on ignoring me? I will be conformed and back to normal and free life with your help, you have given me hope and comfort all this while of which i am very grateful. i do not know how my life will be without you, but the hope and joy you gave me seems to be ending little by little.
If only you knew. If only you could hear my plea for mercy. If only you had any idea of what my condition here is,if only you knew how much joy you bring to me and how much i rely on you, But you also have the freedom to choose or to reject me,freedom to begin and freedom to cease. what do you think of me? how much do i matter to you?, I don't know, but at least it seems like you are happy,I wish I could say that your happiness is all that matters to me. It does, but why can't it be shared with me? end my nightmare!!
My dear it is not as if i have the luxury of internet connection or time,it is not as if i have the freedom to use the computer and write anytime, i want or anything i want,its just that fate has made my life independent,its just that life has been very very unfair to me,i did not mean to intrude into your life to bother you,i want you to know that i am ever grateful for all you have done for me and will always have you in my heart,i love you and i love you so much.
yours lovely baby
Mirian.