Hello again my dear x:)hope you are not angry with me that i call
you dear?)))how are you doing?) something new? as for me i am ok, just
another working day is passing by and uff i am really tired after
preparation to all the lessons...but in general i am ok, smiling to a
new day and of course to your new letter)
I would like to tell you a story that I have become a witness one day
some years ago... I was walking in the park to breath fresh air and I
was thinking about my future and family life but my attention was
attracted by an old couple, they were really old and it was possible
to see easily by their appearance: they were walking in the park and
talking to each other they have lived for the whole life together and
they were still interesting for each other and he was helping her each
time road was not very good taking her hand and he did it with a such
love and care, tenderness and warmth that all of it was going from
deep of his heart and it is very clear that they were a real family
and they were real lovers for each other and not only they were
everything for each other and they had bad times that they have spent
together and they were treating each other so nice and it impressed me
very much and from that evening I have understood that I want the same
for me and for my future family. As I saw deep love in eyes of both of
these old people and they have taught me so much and it was a sign for
me, an answer to my questions that was never said and this answer went
directly to my heart and stayed there giving me a hope and a great
wish to be with my special man together as this old couple and to have
such deep real love and to reach this paradise as
that old couple have reached! Now I hope you have got to know me a
little bit better and when we will meet you will see me real and we
will talk as old friends and then if we are lucky we will stay
together and will get married)do you agree with me?)
I'd like tell you everything that happens in my life, to ask you for
advice..share my secret thoughts...You know I dream about you and our
future meeting...Sometimes I feel so lonely !!!It even seems that
there are no people in the whole world!!!Only you save me from
pessimistic thoughts. I feel that you are somewhere. Thank you that
you are in my life!!!! What do you do when you feel lonely ? Do you
know, what i like to do when i feel lonely? I like long walks through
the forest, where nobody can disturb and where i can concentrate on my
inner world..everyone need sometimes to be lonely, to have peace and
quiet... or i can make myself comfortable in a chair and listen to
Enigma with closed eyes...and picture something beautiful to myself..
picturing my future, my man and family. its all the Little things in
Life that make it worth living. Look from across the room, that tells,
the one you love, Hey, I love you so much! The simple touch, given at
the right time means so much. Its a feeling of tenderness, and Love.
To be waken in the Morning with a Light Tender Kiss and hear the
wonderful words I love you, and knowing in your Heart that they are
true and from the Heart, means so much. Its the effort of spending
time together. The Cuddling, the playful Kisses, and the little things
that mean the most. .. in such a way can spend much time

You
know,sweetheart, everyone wants to love and be loved but the problem
is that someone is hard to find. A good looking person may not be that
good inside although it can be. I do meet a lot of people at work but
very superficial because people wear 'masks' to protect themselves. We
do not have to wear masks in our friendship. You can share anything or
everything with me. and I'll be glad for you are as open and frank
with me, as i am!
I have to finish now..as i seems too much philosophical today)Have a