Dear xxx,
I love reading your emails. I like you and really want to believe we
have a future together and I hope, we can do it!!! The only problem I
see right now is that I think about you all the time, and I love how
it makes me feel, it just makes it difficult to concentrate on work
and studying... but I love it and I have no desire to get you out of
my head!)))
In this letter I’d like to tell you what's important for me in a
relationship. Closeness is very important for me, closeness and total
commitment. I'm a person that wants to be close together with my love.
I want to share our inner worlds as well. I want that we know
everything about each other: dreams, wishes, longings. I want to reach
life goals together with my love. I want us to trust each other
without thinking, to know my love is always open and honest with me,
there is no lie, no bad feeling between us. He will not betray me as I
will not change him. For me it's important to understand each other,
to have the tolerance, to accept each other the way we are and not to
try to change him or her. Even if both are very close, there is
freedom needed, so both can breath, develop their own personality.
When we meet each other (I hope, we can do it soon), I want to see in
your eyes what you feel about me, what your thoughts are... You see,
harmony is what I want to reach. Harmony is very important for me. You
know, for me love is sharing feelings, happiness, problems, dreams,
supporting each other, understanding, being confident with your
partner, tolerant and respectful. Good communication and great sex are
very important to keep the fire of love burning high!!! Do you agree
with me?
xxx, I want to be your best friend and I want you to be my best
friend too. I want to trust you in every situation and I would always
cherish your trust in me. I think you can imagine how much I want us
to be together because I have been doing a lot of imagining about us
lately ))) I want to feel every part of your body, I want to get lost
looking into your eyes, to see your smile, to hear your voice, your
laugh and hear you ....., I want to smell you, to taste you. I feel I
have to hold back my feelings because of the newness of our
relationship, but I don't want to, I just want to fall in love with
you. I think it's strange that I miss you so much even though I
haven't met you yet.
Of course, I want to know about your previous relations and your love
story, which probably was unsuccessful if you are still in search.
Now I would also like to tell you a bit about my previous relations. I
had not many boyfriends. I had only one. We were together for 3 years.
I loved him very much, but he had broken up with me at the last moment
before we were going to marry. He found another woman and was cheating
me . Also I realized that he liked to drink alcohol more than
anything, like a lot of men here do this. I do not like it, when
people drink so much as my ex did! Thanks God, I have no harmful
habits!
I need to close for now, dear, and I will go about my usual business
this evening. I will visit my sister and play with my little nephews,
will prepare for the test at the university and may be watch a nice
movie. And spend a lot of time daydreaming about you...and us.

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I wish you a nice day and happy dreams as well.
Your Tatiana.