hi my friend xxx. I am very happy. That you have again lifted my mood and have placed a happy smile in my person. I am very happy.
Yesterday I have visited Elena in hospital. I have told to it Greetings from you, I hope you not against it? Elena also sends you greetings.
She to me to tell that, tomorrow it to write out from hospital. I am very happy, that she has recovered it there will be already houses.
Today I have gone for the work which is absolutely assured, that you will write to me today. I went along the street and smiled. I could not hide my smile.
People who have passed close to me, looked back at me. The lady in Russia smile seldom because the life is filled by various problems,
Cares, difficulties and obstacles. All it prevails over a small amount of the well-beings, which ladies has in her life.
In Russia of the lady costs on the same step as the man already during long time. It can make the same work, that the man.
Very often in Russia of the lady does work of the man - heavy physical work. In 19th century one Russian poet has written about the Russian woman:
"The Russian woman can enter the burning house, and it can stop the scared horse running to it".
The unique thing which it lacks, is simple heat and tenderness which she wishes to receive from the man.
It is a problem of the Russian men. The Russian lady does all for the man, but does not receive anything from it. Everything what it requires - at least,
Some sensitive words and a gentle contact of his hands. It really is so difficult? It is really difficult to present your lady romantic evening and a supper with candles?
In Russia, as a rule, such gift gives the lady for the man, but not men for the lady. When the woman bears heavy bags in the street,
No man will help it, it only will reject the sight and will go further. For this reason the Russian lady never feels happy in its heart.
You say, that I am beautiful. In Russia me do not consider like the beautiful lady. The Russian men, actually all from them, usually consider the lady disrespectfully.
They believe, that the woman only should work, prepare and entertain the man when he wants. For the Russian man it is a usual thing to offend the woman.
I like to prepare and erase, but sometimes I would like to receive simple tenderness, love and attention. I do not wish to offend all men.
Certainly, there are good men in Russia, but there are few of them. Men often speak dirty words (not the standard dictionary),
When speak from the lady and believe, that in it there is nothing badly. I had the friend. We had good time together. It was kind.
But he liked to drink. When it got drunk, it became absolutely other person. He spoke with me with bad and dirty words.
Time has passed, and its love to alcohol became a habit. It became other person - rough and malicious.
Took the big interest in beating me, often struck and beat me hands, and next day he has smiled and spoke with me,
As though nothing happens. I have started to be afraid of it, and I have left it. My soul has been wounded very much.
After that I could not force to get acquainted me with other man. Now I do not trust the Russian men.
I am afraid to give my love, but to receive instead roughness. If you have disagreements from the lady, you can apply roughness?
You capable to transform quarrel in the world, pleasure and a smile?
Yours Anastasiya.