Hello my dear xxx! I get so happy when I receive your letters!

I
am so happy to read them, like a little child!

Through every our
letter I feel that we become closer and closer to each other… I am
glad that I met you! It could only be better if we were actually
together in real life and not in letters.. Our age difference is not
important for me. My experience tells me that it's better to be with
mature and experienced man like you rather then with someone young and
immature! Younger men like to play games.. I am not after games, I
want only serious relationships.
xxx, I feel that you can be my special man. If you could be with me,
we could go for a date now I would be very happy! I want all our
dreams come true, I want and I believe that we will can be together.
Do you believe it too, xxx? If I let someone to enter my heart, it is
very serious.. I am not someone who falls in love easily. But with you
I am looking ahead and imagine our first meeting. I imagine how you
take my hand and my heart starts to beat faster. How do you imagine
our first meeting?..
xxx, through our letters I understood that we are looking exactly for
the same thing. We both want to love and be loved. But now I have so
many problems here, the situation here, in the east of Ukraine is very
difficult.. our government has no control over this region. They
stopped paying pensions to my retired parents, they keep saying that
soon everything will be back on track, but it doesn’t happen...

You
know that I am paying for our letters, but unfortunately I cannot
continue doing so.
xxx, I saved some money for translation of our correspondence, but
now everything here becomes more and more expensive. I am the only
person in our family who works, so I need to support my parents as
well as myself.. I just can’t do it any longer. I would never ask you
for help if I could do it on my own..
xxx, I hope you forgive for asking you for help, but I did it only
because I believe in our future. I believe that if we keep our
correspondence, we will organize our meeting and you will never regret
about your decision! I honestly feel so confused about this situation,
but I feel that we become close enough to each other and that’s why I
telling you my problem. ;((
xxx, I got serious interest in you and I hope that you can understand
my situation, I just don’t want to lose a chance to create a family
with you.. if you feel the same about me, then I ask you for your
support.
I will wait for you answer…
Yours Lana.