Hello xxx, another day , when I have a wonderful mood . And all thanks to you. Because when I see your letter in my mail, I immediately had a smile on face. And I want to sit comfortably, and begin to read what you wrote to me .
I am glad that we are every day , to know each other more and more . And perhaps , our future is in our hands . And if we try to ensure that we want to do , we will carry out our plans. My goal at the moment is to find love. Love to have a family . Have a man who will love me . Who will enjoy every day that will spend time with me . And I hope that I can meet a man . And perhaps this man are you? Who knows . All time will tell, and our acquaintance .
In this letter I want to tell you about my relationship . Why am I alone? Why I'm looking for a man not in Russia. Why such a beautiful girl like me do not have a man ? These questions , I also interested . And I will give you the answers to them.
I had 2 serious attitudes. Yes to me 33 year, and for all these 33 years, at me were only 2 men. The first attitudes at me last 4 years. As a result, I the man has left me. I do not know in what the reason. Also that did not suffice mine to the man. Because all was fine. But I the man, has solved, that it will be better he one.
He so to me also has told, that him have offered work in other country. And he does not wish to take me itself. And to continue attitudes with me. For me it was impact. For me it was a shock. Because we lived 4 years of a shower in soul. And as a result, I have remained one.
I long could not find to myself the man. Because was afraid, again to remain with the broken heart. As a result, I have met the man. All was fine. We have lived together 4,5 years. It were happy days and years of my life.
But in one day, I was called by my girlfriend. Also has told, that saw mine the man with other woman. I did not trust in it. Because did not wish to trust.
As a result, I have come home, and the beloved has seen that mine, has changed to me. In our apartment. In our bed. You can present yourself it.
I had tears. I have told nothing. I was simply developed, and have left. I have not taken myself any things. I wished to take nothing from this apartment. I thought that we will have a wedding. Because all was so perfectly. But, as a result I remain again with the broken heart.
I long time, could not understand, that did not suffice mine to the man. What? Sex? Sex was fine. I am assured. Because I love sex. As any other girl. Because sex prolongs a life. Sex cheers up. As a result that the man which to me has changed, searched to me. Came home to my mum, and was sorry, in a lap. Spoke that was drunk. Spoke that such never will be.
I have not opened a door. Also has told through a door that I do not wish to know it the man. Here such I had attitudes. And disappointments. Tears.
Now I 1,5 years one. Without the man. Without caress. Without attitudes. I do not wish to remain again with the broken heart. Also has decided to try to find second half by means of the Internet. I do not know that from this can it will turn out. Because it for the first time, when I use the Internet to find the man. But I hope, that I can find the man. And all at me will be good. And perhaps I have already found the man)). And it you??)) nobody knows.
xxx I shall return to your letter. And first of all forgive that did not write to you. I did not have an Internet. I do not want that you thought, as if I am not interested in you. I shall always write to you. Simply happens such, that I do not have time to write the letter. Because I can come from work tired and to me will be wanted only one. It to attempt and lay down to sleep. For this reason, if I do not write to you one day, it does not mean that I have forgotten you. It means that I shall write to you tomorrow. Well? You interest me. And I shall write to you. I shall try to write to you every day. Because I want it.
Tell to me why you have decided to search for the girl by means of the Internet? And why from Russia? Really in your country, there are no girls? It is interesting to me.
I do not know what to add to this letter. Simply all these memoirs, have spoiled to me mood. And I have told to you about it because I do not wish anything from you to hide. You like me. And I would like that between us, attitudes have turned out. I hope that my intuition has not brought me. When I have written to you.
I shall wait for your answer.
Good day to you.