Hello my dear xxx!!!!
Even the most hard to believe that I can write to you again. How long,
I think I wrote to you and waiting for your response letters.
Sometimes I think that that's the way it should be, as natural as
breathing air ... but at the same time so difficult, it's hard to wait
and not be able to feel that we are close, that only reach out ... and
it will be warm, tender .
How were your days and how are you? Something interesting happened to
you?? I am interested in every thing concerning you... I am interested
in your everyday life...In every moment, and ....
I wanted to ask you a question- how long you are lonely and why?
Simply I I do not understand why such a man as you are alone? How long
are you looking in the Internet and did you meet somebody already?
you are interested to know more about my work? I hope so.
Well when i gratuated college i was 22 years old, i was taken to work
the in boarding school as a teacher, as you
already understood it is such kind of school where kids study and live
at one time. i is for that kids who can't live with their parents-or
their parents are refused of parents rights or many of them have no
parents at all. In my form there are 15 kids, they are 7-8 years old,
they are very great children:) I teach them Russian language and
literature. Even they are great kids but all of them have no enough of
parents love, care and tendernes as the majority of parents were
refused because of drugs, home violence, alcohol and so on..it is all
terrible and i can't understand how grown people(mothers and fathers)
can harm their own kids..as kids they are happiness, flowers of our
life. I don't understand why and what for?You know every month when I
get my paycheck, I'm buying for my students some sweets, cake ..... We
are having a sweet table...Oh if you could see the joy and happiness
on their angel faces! Well, seems it is all about my work. I hope it
is not too much boring?)
Please tell me more about your job and if you like it and what is your
schedule?
I always dreamed of having children, and i hope one day i will have a
2 children boy and a girl . I do not care who will be the first - a
boy or a girl)))) You know, once a month when I get my wages, i buy my
pupils candy or fruit. You cannot even imagine how they enjoy it.
Their eyes shine like the rays of the sun, and my heart is filled with
joy.
Tell me please how do you spend your free time? do you have many
friends? Do you like to rest being in nature? Tell me please as more
as its possible about you) i want to know everything)
As for me i have no many friends i have just only one to whom i can
trust we studied with her in college. Also i have one little friend, a
girlfriend-she is my pupil:)))
I want to tell you another thing, today me called my mom, I told her
about you, I said I met a wonderful man! My mom was very happy for me!
I love my mother because she is the only thing I have left, and now I
have even you! And now I live and breathe the hope that everything
will be fine. What do you think?
my dear, you know, I'm afraid of this letter, I am afraid my
frankness, because so little time was given to us to know each other.
I know there is nothing more for us when we are close, but no we do
not hurt more than we do. You - my weak spot and I do not know how to
protect him. Hope to hear from you soon… Your Irina