Hi my sweet dear xxxx, I'm sorry honey for such long my reply, but as you know I'm finishing my studding and soon we'll start to pass my final exams..I hardly can find time to breath
But I promise dear, that will do my best not to make you wait for my letter so long next time.
Millions of thanks to you for your letter, dear. And you know, I really started missing you. When I am sending you my letter, I am always thinking about your next one. I am always waiting for your letter and photo so impatiently that want to receive it as soon as possible, to be able to come and open it and to find out what is written there. I feel that I need to hear from you every day, to feel your such special warmth in letters. And you know dear, I have all your letters printed and from time to time reread them...ohh Gosh I feel being 15th y.o. girl with all this romantic stuff and children smile at my face, when I remember you:) Thanks that you don't make me wait for your response too long.
And dear, I so much appreciate your honesty with me and that you don't want to hide anything and ready to share even very personal things of your life. I believe that the relations without honesty will come to the end very very quickly. As it happened with my past relations. I was in love before..just 2 years ago I fell in love with one man here in Ukraine.. He was elder me for 10 years. Actually I prefer men, who's elder, because they're more life experienced, wiser and serious with goals and purposes, than the most part of young men of my age. It's like to choose between good, old wine and jin with toniс
Our relations have been continued for more then 1 year. I wanted to stay with him forever and to build family with him because I loved him so much... but the time showed that I was mistaken about him the same much as love, course he played with me, lying and cheating me. Now i understand that he needed me only like a beautiful Barby-doll, young, naive girl, who's in love with him like a crazy. It so much flattered his ambitions. But I believed that he loved me and his feelings were the same deep and real as mine. Since, we parted for few months, I hadn't any relations with any man, because it was hard for me to believe in true love of somebody and I was so much afraid to go through deep pain and disappointments again. But it's in the past already, but I still feel, that it's difficult for me to live without strong shoulder of man, not to have the moral support.
I don't want to talk in the bad way about this person. I loved him in the past. Actually I try not to judge people and to think of them and speak negatively. And my friends say that it's what makes me a very comfortable person, course can always come to me, when feel hard and I listen to them and always can find what to say to warm and to encourage, without any negative. And yes, i really try to be in such way, course nobody is perfect, that is why I don't ask and wait a lot from people. The only thing I ask is that a person should be themself and also truthful. xxxx, pelase, be sure, that my intentions are serious. I don't like to waste my time on people that don't know what they want out of life at least when it comes to a relationship. I have a feeling that I can be happy with such person as you, it seems to me that you are the man, whom it is so easy to fall in love with, and I am sure that any a woman near you will be happy, because you know how to make your woman happy. I see it...
kiss you dear, your Nastya
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