Very sorry! My health not good today! How is your mood? What's new
there? Everything is well here and I have a great mood. It is pleasant
to know, that the person to whom my destiny is not indifferent, the
person it is important to them to know, that with me exists, that I
do! Probably, you to me do not feel anything. And I live your letters,
I do not live more precisely, I exist, because a life for me now too
loud word. Many do not understand me. Ask, what I have found in you?!
Well, and you simply like me. It is interesting to me with you. In my
life I saw a little and felt care of. Simply all who could care of me,
have been very engaged in by the affairs, and I at all was not
necessary to the rests. It was necessary to do without care, I even
felt a little lost when received from you such kind letters! I on the
present did not know what to do! I have very much become puzzled and
was frightened a little. Anybody, never concerned me so well, as you!
And I am very grateful to you for it! You are from me for thousand
kilometres, and is closer than you for me there are no people. Sadly,
that so happens on light, and it is joyful, that miracles in this
world happen not only in books! My angel the keeper has not forgotten
me as it seemed to me earlier, the kindness you have woken in me other
person - better, more kindly and more happily former! So it would be
desirable to tell these words to you personally, but silly, mere words
will not explain to the full my relation to you. My eyes when I will
look in your eyes will more clearly tell to you be not upset, if this
my letter little bit sad seemed to you, I will not forgive to myself
if I will spoil to you mood. Simply understand my condition. Round me
there were people, but I was lonely in a shower, and now I have a
person to whom I am not afraid to prove to be such what I am. Huge to
you for these thanks! I am absolutely free! If there will be
questions, necessarily write, I with pleasure will answer them! I
would send you the kiss, but the technics is not has reached such
level
. But nevertheless I wish to give you the most pleasant now,
that I can give. My photo, and I hope that it to give for you weight
emotion and a pleasant positive. ALSO, I WANT ASK! I CANT TAKE
VACATIONS IN OCTOBER! CAN WE MEET THIS TIME???? i CAN TAKE 2 WEEK FIRST!
IF, YOU WANT I CAN VISIT YOU OR ME! wAIT YOU LETTER! Gulnara.