Good morning my beloved husband Xxxxxxx
Today I really had kind in the morning because when I have woken up that in my E-mail me expected
a some new the message from my loved guy and it is really invaluable!
Now I have had an opportunity to read all your new letters, to look photos and video.
All this occupied from me set of time but I still have an opportunity to write to you good
the message before my Internet will come to an end.
My husband your news really were delightful when you have told that you have earned 200 € for
the last 2 days and all of you will receive still the salary at the end of this month.
So our meeting it is valid can become a reality completely soon and I think that already
probably to the middle of March I shall arrive to your country.
Or it is possible earlier.
In many respects it will depend on you my love.
My kitten I see that to you is necessary to work much to save financial assets for ours
meetings but than more difficultly the way to a victory is especially sweet taste to a victory.
I think that you agree with me in this question.
And is valid we already the set of obstacles in our way and my intuition overcame prompts
to me that we shall be soon a success!
Xxxxxxx in your the message you have written that you are the silly ugly guy and it is unpleasant
to me to hear it.
Why you have written these words?
I am not consent with you.
You are not the silly ugly guy.
Really you think that I can love the silly ugly guy?
I think that I have good taste and I can give my love only to the wonderful guy which
deserves it.
My angel before I shall finish my message I want to tell that probably in the following
weekend I cannot have access to the Internet so tomorrow I want to have a chat with you.
For me will be convenient to arrive in Skype in the evening approximately at 21:00 my time.
This time is convenient for you that we could have On-line conversation?
Now I shall finish this message because my time is limited.
I love you my wonderful guy and I want that you remembered it always!
Your sun Naty. 



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Good morning my loved husband Xxxxxxx.
I again here to write the new warm message for my delightful guy
I have just finished reading your new letters and viewing of photos and video.
I did not look a closing ceremony of Olympiad but now I see that it was valid very much beautifully.
4-5 years ago when we with friends learned that in 2014 we shall have Winter Olympic games in
Sochi that we dreamed to go there all our company to observe it.
Then we were young, free and carefree.
But have passed years and we did not go there because now many my friends have family, work,
children and it is a lot of cares. 
And certainly to me it is sad from it because our big joint dream did not take place and now it
cannot ever take place.
But I should not long because now I have other priorities and now in my life have appeared
the wonderful guy from Germany which loves me all heart
Even the most difficult minutes of my life these ideas allow me to find forces and patience.
And in couple of weeks I shall already appear in your strong embraces and I ask you to not let out
me from your hands some minutes until then while I shall not realize that all this occurs in
realities and it not dream.
My angel today I want tell to you that tomorrow I will to have last day access to the Internet
and in Thursday it will be switched - off because I should pay for it but I shall receive my salary
only on Saturday or on Monday.
So as soon as I to pay for it I at once I shall write to you the new message.
I only ask you to not worry if you will not receive from me messages during several days.
My prince now my time of a dinner comes to an end also I should come back in university.
I hope that you had successful and safe trip to the house of your father and you will soon have
opportunity to write to me again!
I love only you my gentle fluffy kitten and I shall not allow any other girl to take away you from
my life!!!!
So now you should forget about all other girls on our Earth
Naty.



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Good morning my loved husband Xxxxxxx.
I am happy to get again access to the Internet and to have an opportunity to receive all your new
delightful messages which you have written during my absence.
I missed you my angel all last days!
I hope that you already have come back home after working trip to Monday and to these minutes you
be in your bed and have rest.
And in some hours you will wake up also you will receive the new message from yours darling wife
I have received the salary only yesterday and in the evening after the ending of the working day
I have paid for my Internet but I have got access to the Internet only this morning so I write
to you this message before I shall go for work.
All of you yet have not for me any news concerning your financial help?
I think that in your following the message you can tell to me something new.
And also now I can know that you will to send me 500 € so as soon as I can receive it
that I shall have an opportunity to buy tickets and to fly to Berlin.
I do not want to remain in Russia longer, I hurry to appear in your gentle hands and to forget
about all problems which met on our way for the last 8 months...
I shall take into account your opinion and I promise you that I shall ask the daddy to go in bank
with me that to receive your financial help and also we shall go together in the airport to buy
to me tickets aboard the plane.
So I shall be in safety and you should not worry about it my kitten
And I promise that I shall try to buy tickets in airport Tegel and I hope that I shall be a success
in it. 
I love you and only you my wonderful and remarkable guy and I am happy that we have the common
interests and priorities.
We equally look at a life and we have the common values and dreams.
Now I am compelled to finish this message because my working day will soon begin.
I should hurry up
I wish you wonderful and good afternoon.
Only your unique Natalya.



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I want to see you in my bed today  

Good evening my dear angel Xxxxxxx.
How are you today my love?
My working day is finished also I just has come back home so after a spelling to you of it
messages I shall have a supper and after that I shall have to sleep.
From your letter I see that your financial resources reached Russia and now I can receive it.
I am not sure that during holidays I can to find working office Western Union but nevertheless
tomorrow in the morning I shall try to search for it.
I have 3 free from work of day and we with parents have made the decision to visit the grandmother.
Tomorrow we shall go in village and we shall come back home on Monday.
It is a pity to me to speak about it but on Sunday we cannot have On-line conversation.
But already in the beginning to the next week I shall start to prepare for a finishing stage on
a way to our meeting.
My dear I really do not know that I did if you had not opportunity to help me with
arrival in your country.
Probably I would surrender already several months ago because my opportunities are limited and
without your support I could not trust in the happy future.
But you are for me a beam of the sun in the cloudy sky, you is similar to a drink of cold water in
hot day. 
When I think of you that I find forces to struggle with daily difficulties and to overcome all
barriers which appear on our way.
I adore only you my delightful kitten Xxxxxxx and every day in my heart becomes
it is more than love to you!
I love you and only you my future husband and in some days I shall already fall asleep and wake up
in your embraces.
I shall write to you again when I shall come back home also I shall inform to you as soon as I shall
receive yours financial resources.
Your beloved bride Natalya.



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You will see me on Monday  

Hello my beloved guy Xxxxxxx.
How are you my sweet love?
Today in the morning I was included in travel agency to order tickets aboard the plane for flight in
Germany and now I can inform you my full information:

March, 17, Monday.
Leaving flight: 18:25, St.Petersburg (airport Pulkovo 2)
Arriving flight: 17:45, Berlin (airport Tegel)
Type of the plane: Air Berlin AB8485; Airbus A320-100/200.

And me have told that with tickets all well and my plane will leave St.Petersburg but to me informed
others news which I at all did not like.
Me informed news concerning my flight in the Germany which I at all did not love.
Tourist agent told that when on Monday I shall make landing aboard the plane that I should have at
to itself additional 150 € to pay the tax.
I have decided to find out from my tourist agent why I need in this money and what tax I should to pay.
He has explained to me that I fly from St.Petersburg to airport Tegel and which I bought tickets
cost 200 euro and I have already paid money for these tickets.
But in cost of tickets 200 € enters into 2 sides only but also I should pay for gathering
the airport at a rate of 150 €.
I badly understand that it is gathering of the airport but it is the tax which should pay everyone
the person travelling to the Germany.
I was so is upset with this news Xxxxxxx
I only on Saturday have received your financial help and today I bought tickets for flight in yours country
as me now speak that I should have with myself 150 euro cash money to pay for gathering of the airport.
But I at all have not now additional money as all that I had have been spent for
travel to you my love.
Xxxxxxx I do not know that to me to do and I am compelled to ask again you about the help.
My love I ask you be not angry with me that I again ask you about it but I the first time travel for
limits of Russia and I do not know all rules.
You should not think that I not seriously concern to our meeting but only our laws constantly does
surprises which put us in difficult position.
I have asked 150 € all this in what I shall require for this purpose tour and my agent has
told to me YES. 
My prince I think that I upset you with this news and I ask you 1000 apologies but I not
knew about it before.
So my love I ask that you tried to send me this amount of monetary resources that
to help me.
If you can make it today that I ask that you have made it today as I have so a little time.
On Monday I should enter aboard the plane which to carry me into your warm embraces.
Thanks that you make all this for me my kitten.
Xxxxxxx when I hear your words that you think that I the wonderful girl that it for me as balm on soul.
To me it is boundless pleasantly to hear and I very much I want to arrive to you and to not disappoint you.
I hope that you will not hate me after that message and my awful news
I feel guilty to you but this last obstacle which has arisen between us.
I promise you it my angel.
With sincere love your loving girl Natalya.



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My angel I just have come back home.
Now I shall have a supper and after that I shall enter in Skype:-) 



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hi my dear Xxxxxxx.
I am glad to see your letters and new pics.
When I looked your new photos I only was set questions why your father buys so it is
a lot of foods?
I today looked through all letters and was surprised as much to write we already have written
each other!!!
If to combine these letters that the small book will turn out!!!!
Our happiness is in this small book. In it "book" feelings which I are test to you.
And your feelings too. 
Probably they not so are strong as mine but me of it quite enough.
All the same the anybody man did not love me so strongly as you. 
I to love you for it is even more. 
Today in the street very solar weather. 
I have changed clothes in spring clothes.
Though it is still cool in the morning. 
I present myself, that we might meet this spring together. 
It is a pity, that it has not taken place earlier.
Sometimes it seems to me, that we together walk on park where many trees.
Around paradise birds eulogizing our union sing. Birds and animals sing to us an aria of love. 
Around a marvellous smell of wood colors. It is spring. 
This time in love. 
I very much wanted to be in this marvellous spring time with you.
But unfortunately I not with you:-(((
From for it to me it is very sad. I did not trust earlier, that under the Internet it is possible 
to grow fond of the man. 
But it appeared probably. 
Separation from you forces me to suffer.
I did not feel such strong feeling earlier.
I do not know as to react to this feeling: to cry from separation from you, or to be pleased 
to our future happiness.
Mum and daddy to transfer you Hi!!! 
They to wish good luck you good luck at work.
In day of our meeting we will get acquainted with your native.
Then we will go to walk on your residence and you will tell to me as you for 
a long time waited for me.)) 
When in aerosweat I will see you, I will wave a pink scarf. 
So you will see me from is far. ok?
I will run up to you and I will embrace you. You will kiss me in lips. 
Probably I it will already allow.)
Every day we will not stay idle. 
We will learn each other. 
If you will be occupied with work I of you will wait and look your children's picture album. 
You allow?
In the future we will have happiness I do not want to think on the far future. 
But it seems to me, that I meet the old age with you. 
It is my destiny.
I very much wait your letter.
I love you!!!! 
Yours Naty.



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Hello my gentle kitten Xxxxxxx.
How are you today my angel?
My working day is finished also I has come back home to have a supper, to write to you the new
message and after that I shall go in hospital to mum.
Now there there is a daddy and I shall replace him that he had an opportunity for rest and to sleep.
My dear first of all I want to thank you for your understanding and tolerance.
I know as you it was hurt and difficult to read my last message but you understood my feelings and
you to not reproach me with my choice and an act.
Probably if you were on my place that you would act also?
My love it is very difficult for me last days and I do not know where to me to take forces and
patience that to cope with this difficulty.
Mum still is in reanimation and doctors cannot still tell something about her health.
They speak that she will live but it will be probable to remain for ever she the invalid
The drunk driver now is in police and he is expected by court in some weeks and it is probable he
it will be placed in prison.
I do not wish him evil but I think that he deserves punishment for this crime.
Because of him our meeting had not place this week and it destroys my heart and reason!
I regret that I have not opportunity to write to you of the message every day but also I do not want
to upset you and to cause you a pain our problems so it is probable in it there are positive sides 
that now you do not hear frequently my news.
Now I should go so I shall finish this message.
I love you my kitten and I shall love you up to the end of my days.
I ask you to trust my words.
Naty.



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