My dear, I am finally able to write to you. My computer broke. I cried
with grief, because I could not write to you. Please forgive me! Now I
am writing to you from an internet cafe. Please forgive me! I had a
very old computertherefore it broke. I really want to continue our
relationship. If you still want to do this, please write me soon!

Forever yours Elena.



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I am very grateful toyour letter for me. Now YOU in
my life. You my friend too. Can I think so? I very much would want think you my FRIEND.

I really want to know you, to speak with you, to take your hand and see your eyes.
Probably it is  very  sincere  now,  but  it is true, and I do not want to hide it.
I always speak true and I do not like, when people - lie. I hate it. I very much like
to dream. I am a dreamer.... I do not know good it is or bad. Since the childhood I
dreamed. My teacher somehow told to us: "You must forget about your dreams!" She has
told, that dreams do not bring happiness. She has told, that dreams bring only a pain
and disappointment. May be she was right. Actually dreams come true not always. It
happens, you have to do everything, all forces and all your aspiration to reach this
purpose.  But  frequently  it  is  not  enough. Not everything in this life depends on
us. Destiny! Her strong and invisible hands easily rearrange lives and hearts people.
And then dream stops to be a desirable star, when it is failed during long time. But
anyhow, I think, that impossible live, without dream and hope. When you have dream, our
lifes is filled with sense. Dreaming, life becomes more interesting and more various.
You start to think, analyze, choose and make decision. And each small victory, each
defeated obstacle on your way to dream, each following step to your dream brings great
pleasure. Your heart is filled with belief and hope. And you are inspired with thing,
which waits for you in the end. You remember pleasure of victories and the defeated
purposes better than a pain of losses and disappointments. For this reason I like to
dream, though my dreams comes true not so often as I want. I am surprised, that I write
to you all this.  , I never had the person with whom I could share my ideas. But
now I have found you, and I am very pleased. I don't judge people whence they - or
what color of skin they are. Sometime I would like to leave Russia. But only, I do not
know when? Nobody waits for me there. Your letters - a part of my life now. I very
much would want so think. And I estimate it very much. You became very important for
me. And to be frank, I am afraid to lose you. Forgive me for my frankness. If I
offended you anyhow, or caused inconveniences, forgive me please. Do not stop write me.
Write me every day, even if I cannot answer you every day. I will answer you anyway.
, your letters give me forces, and my day is filled with pleasure. I hope, that
you have not become angry. I will wait for your letter with impatience. And now I want
to ask you some questions:  Do you belive in love? Love at first sight? I'm waiting for
your letter.     Your Elena...