xxx, I do not know where to start. I promised you that I would come to you , and that all of our dreams become a reality.
YES, I want to be with you , and I want to make all our dreams come true.
But how to do it now ... I'm sorry, I do not know ...
As I told you, I went to a travel agency . And found out about my possible trip to you , and what documents I need .
On the one hand I 'm very happy that everything turned out not as difficult as I thought.
On the other hand I am very upset.
To all my expenses for the trip (all required documents for visa + insurance + tickets to both sides). Very expensive for me. the entire trip worth 100,000 Russian rubles.
Of course , I assumed that a trip to you is not cheap. But when I found out how much expensive! I was in shock. I never expected to hear such prices .
I thought it was expensive. I even went to other travel agents , there to ask the price of the trip . But I was told the same prices.
I decided to check it out on the internet, and there is the same no change . The only difference in the price of tickets, but it changes every day , as I found out .
I thought I could do everything myself with no problems ...
I'm sorry that I gave us false hope to see you soon . It looks like my gift that I wanted do you for the new year , do not get ...
I am sending this letter to you , and I will wait for a response. If my cost to you will also be expensive. I understand it, you can be sure .
After all, sometimes we have to deny themselves in many ways . As if we did not want this . In any case, we will be good friends .
In this situation, I really powerless. I understand that it is a shame for me. I do not want to lose the chance for us to meet . But to do anything for our meeting , I can not now .
My salary is only 20,000 Russian rubles per month. Maybe now you understand that it is simply impossible for me to pay for the trip yourself .
I did not doubt that if I see you in really will be all fine between us. And if I can look into your eyes I see all the splendor of your eyes .
Then I just smile , then I 'll understand everything at once , all your feelings and love for me . Yes , just look!
And if I see all of your actions , which would have shown concern for me or courtship . It is necessary for me to know and see in you!
You really interesting person and I want to talk to you xxx.
It would be lovely to meet, but I realize that money is needed for a meeting .
Sooner or later we will be with you would be faced with this question.
Can I count on your help ?
Since I am not able to afford these costs.
Polina