hello! thank you for you answer on my message on gayromeo.
And this is my private e-mail address for your information!
sorry, that I didn't write at once - I have not had access to the
internet last hours. But today you could rise my mood, which is good
If you have any questions I am happy to answer them for you!


Yaroslav

Hi dear Xxxx! How are you today? At first I want to say, that I was
shoked to know about Chris and Basti, I really regret for these tragic
cases. You know, we have to stay strong and hold the image of our
loved persons in our memories forever!
Xxxx, I know, that you long ago use the English, but probably, I make
many mistakes? But I hope, that you understand my English? Please,
write me about it in the next message!Ok?
Today I have excellent mood because you have answered on my message
again. you know, what about my notebook, I'm not good in computers,
but master said to me, that it is necessary to change some parts, so
I'm looking forward, when it'll be done, that not miss your messages
Xxxx, it is very interesting to correspond with you through the
internet because I never did it earlier.
Dear Xxxx, thank you for your frankness, for me the main thing in the
person  -  his  soul  and  his  private  world  and  I have understood
everything, that you wrote in your messages! You know, I fell that our
aspirations and character traits coincide. I imagine our relation - it
is the ideal relationship between the two men! It is a pity that in
Russia this will not happen for a long time. Probably, you know from
the news, what is happening here with gays, when we want to declare
our rights - the latest example was in Moscow recently... This is
the country, where such as we cannot even go along the street, having
taken each other for hands. Everyone here considers that he has the
right to offend you, or even to beat, only that you are the gay...
Again, I don't want to talk about this bad things. You know, Xxxx,
that I'm an optimist It'll better, if I tell you that, I am very
glad, that I have opportunity to communicate with you and nothing can
spoil my mood, because I have met you now
You know, I had bad experience before with my exboyfriend and don't
want ever to repeat such thing. I'll tell you about later and you'll
understand, that I need that things too, that you want from partner.
Well, Xxxx, what I can tell about myself? You told much about
yourself, and I'll try to tell about me more too, that you have full
picture of me. I'd received high education on speciality of economic
here at the local university and currently I work on organization of
production process. It is really good work. I like it because I like
to communicate with people. I ensure the delivery of different
beverages to some clubs and shops also look after, that all our
products has always been the on place at our customers. I like to hold
myself in the form. I think that it is a pledge of youth, beauty and
health. I think, that you are agree with me? Also I do not smoke and I
drink alcohol seldom.
Dear Xxxx, I want to know about you as much as possible. It makes me
close to you. And I'll help you to know more about me. Don't afraid to
ask me any question, but please, don't forget - I don't like boorish
things, therefore I hope you will be correct with me!
Write me how are you there. In spite of anything, I would like, that
you would have sent me some of your photos I would like to see them.
As for me I am sending my photos now again. They were made recently in
one club, where we deliver beverages. In fact, that time when I really
liked go to dance has passed, probably I grown up Now I prefer
friendly company, the game of pool, a glass of wine and just quiet
conversation

well, I will wait for your next message.
embrace you, Yaroslav

good day, dear Xxxx! or it'll be more correct for you good morning
I'm well here and glad to receive all your messages! thanks for your
good respond about my English! I taught the English in university, we
had a fine teacher, the real expert on this language. And thank you
for photos, there are some hot and I don't mind, that you sent them,
on the contrary, I'm glad received them! And I promise, that I'll send
you my other photos soon, simply while I haven't them in a digital
kind!
My dear Xxxx, I was upset to learn about your disease, I'm sad that
it's such a dangerous and threatens to your life... I looked in the
internet and little understood about this, I hope that you'll take
care of yourself and avoid the bad end! please, promise me that you
will do everything in time and monitor your health!
Xxxx, sorry, that didn't answer completely on your previous
questions and didn't tell much about myself, but it is not ignoring,
just still it's a bit difficult for me to cover all, that I want to
write you well, my likes and dislikes: I like optimists, I don't
like people, who complain, but do nothing to change the situation. I
don't like liars and boors also. I prefer to speak true and don't hide
anything from people and I prefer to say everything at once,
regardless which would be the true! I believe that all people can
achieve by themselves, and the main thing is to have a desire! I like
nature very much and sometimes I just want to get out of the city,
just to take a walk in the woods. But at the same time, I don't like
to be alone for a long time, I always need in communication, and
another one of my hobbies in winter is skiing, but unfortunately, this
winter the snow was not much here, but I don't lose hope and I look
forward to this at next winter
Xxxx, I did not know, that you are so romantic! I mean your
readiness to take a train and go to me You know, I always thought
about the visit not only Germany, but also all the world : -) I always
wished to go somewhere from Russia, I would like to meet my second
half, to love and be love by him, not paying attention where we live,
and what distance would divide us. But I will leave the country only
when I will love and well know my man. And only when it'll appear that
we are created for one another - I'll be ready not only to visit, but
also move finally! We know each other while very little, allow us to
communicate and we'll see what will happen then!
Xxxx, I like your relation towards me, and I promise, that I'll answer
meet you as well! You are really different from those people, whom I
had conversation with before. In my previous messages, I promised to
tell a little more about myself. well, I rent the apartment, not in
the center of St.-Petersburg, but it's good area too. I live alone. I
don't have my family. When I was child, my parents died in a car
accident and I was brought up by my aunt (mom's sister), and when I
started to study at the university in St. Petersburg - I decided to
stay in this city, because we with aunt lived in another city. So, I'm
still here and I like it very much. I also have my cousin, my aunt's
daughter, now she is here too, she study at university also, she lives
at her university hostel, but she often comes to me - so I miss
rarely. She is funny and cheerful girl, she unique, who knows that I'm
gay, and I freely feel near with her. Aunt sometimes visit us, and we
sometimes go to her, but she doesn't know that I'm gay, because she
has strict education, and I am afraid that she will perceive this
truth the hard... Xxxx, I hope, you understand now, how it difficult
to be gay here at Russia... So I still wonder how I was able to get
acquainted with my ex-boyfriend. He also hid his orientation. I didn't
have any relation with men for a long time, because I was afraid, that
my orientation could be opened by everyone. But, when I came to
St.-Petersburg, my life changed - big city, more opened people and at
last I had got acquainted with my exboyfriend. It was about 6 years
ago absolutely casually, he was older me on 7 years, we started to
meet, had begun relations, then we had sex, and I had finally
understood, who am I and what's necessary for me in life, by way of
love and relationship. I was very happy with him. I loved him and was
pleased to spend days together with him. We were happy with him till
last year. I already dreamed of eternal life together. But Destiny
took place, which completely change all my life. Every day he was more
difficult for finding out all. I find out, that he begin to accept
narcotic. Then he began to combined all this with alcohol. And all my
plans and dreams failed... We began don't understand each other. he
began to behave badly to me, to avoid me. His love was only a drug and
drink. I tried to help him, but he did not listen me. first time he
even was success to take of money from me for this purpose. He could
force to ask me money from my cousin for various reasons. Then I yet
didn't know the truth. And when I found out all - I was simply in a
shock! Many nights I cried and thought, and I decided, that all this
not for me. I do not want more such moments in my life. I do not want
more go on risk and break my life. I only want to be happy and live as
a normal human. Our with cousin very good girlfriend half a year ago
got acquainted with very good man in the Internet. They liked one
other very much, and in 5 months she went to him. Then they married
and now live very happily. Soon they wait for the child. It's so
pretty!
After that I decided to act also. And I meet you And we write to
each other. And I like you very much. I wait for understanding man to
live happily, but without love and understanding it will make
difficultly. Once again I want to test such feeling as love. I hope
for it very much. The love is most fine feeling on this Planet. My
feelings to you are very fair and true. Therefore I write you. I
think, that you understand my words. And I want to know your opinion
about this, dear Xxxx.
I hope you'll write me soon and I'll wait for your next message with
impatience!

kiss you, Yaroslav

hello Xxxx, thank you for kind words and your care, it's pleasant for
me very much. Unfortunately, I was unable to open your photo file, the
program asked me something, but I didn't understand it and couldn't
see your photo... everything is ok, but currently I feel extremely
lonely. When I am looking on my friends and coworkers who have their
own boyfriends already I feel sad that I haven't it. Of course I am
communicating with you and I glad that I met you but we can write
messages for years and never see each other. Many are telling, that it
is unable to build relations using internet. But I don't want such.
Because I don't trust, that I will meet here man who will be so kind,
understanding, careful as you. Maybe I should not write message right
now because I feel sad and my words is resulting sad also. But I don't
see anything good right now..

Good day, my Xxxx! I am happy, that you replyed to my last message!
I thought that you will not write me more! I am glad, that you did the
other way, thanks for your persistence! After I wrote you my last
message I was in the upset feelings, I cried all the night long. I did
not want to lose you and regretted, that I hurted you with my words...
I don't know, what there was with me?! or I was such after my illness
or my feeling of loneliness, because that I don't have a permanent
connection with you. The matter is that I was ill some last days. Here
some days was terrible weather: here was a rain and was cold,probably,
I have frozen, when went home after work, I had a heat, the head and a
throat hurted very much. But now I feel well, only sometimes I have
giddiness. By the way, I know from news, that in Europe are floods,
what is situation with your area? I hope, that it'll nor concern you
there, because I'll worry much!
Xxxx, understand, I am very sentimental man, I do not wish to play
with our feelings, therefore I should write you those words. But then
I had understood, that I should not refuse you in dialogue, because I
do not want to lose you: you are very gentle and careful man, I want
very much, that you were with me together! Please, do not perceive
those my words seriously, now I understand how close I was to break of
our relations and I want, that it has not happened! I want and I will
have dialogue with you! In Russia we have a saying: " From destiny you
will not escape! ", I think, that destiny have given us chance to get
acquainted and we will do all that soon to be together and to be happy
together! It will be very good for our future! THANK YOU!
Xxxx, you have opened my eyes to reality, and this gave me a lot of
powers to try to realize our dream! And if you are seriously about
your invitation to you and help with travel, I would follow your
option and try to get away from things and come to you! probably it
will be the best variant for us, if we'll meet in Germany, but not
here. You know, I couldn't ever organize it by myself, unfortunately,
and this circumstance, probably, also reflected on my last bad
condition... I could visit today my cousin's boyfriend and I'll found
out all information, that will be nessary for this trip!
My dear, before I finish this message I want to say one more important
thing also. It's about my phone. I want very much to hear your voice
and to talk with you too, so I giving you my cell phone number. May be
until I couldn't have constant access to the internet - and this will
be an opportunity to communicate over the phone, that not to lose each
other..I'll wait for your tel number too and mine is +79371164601. My
dear, the most comfortable time for me - evening in my time (the best
is about after 8 p.m.), and remember about the time difference between
us, it's 2 hours. Simply I don't want, when I am at work, that someone
to hear, that I speak on English. Some of them understand English, but
you know, that I hide my orientation, and I don't want, that they
started asking me any unpleasant questions..
Now I have to continue my work, but when I'll be free - I'll write you
more and will inform about the situation here! take care, my dear!

Kiss you too, your Yaroslav

hello again, Xxxx! how are you? I'm fine here, the day started well
and probably will come to an end as well!
My dear, you know - I'm bad in remembering dates too, so I always have
to write them and some other information to my pocket-book
What about our phone conversation - everything was good, yesterday I
already was free from my work and was walking in park near with my
home, when you called me! After from our dialogue I still feel myself
as a child before Christmas This is as sense of some holiday! I'm
so glad that we will meet soon and at last be together! I as you dream
about our first meeting - our first kiss and hugs! So I again want to
talk with you soon!
Don't know will I have today again opportunity to get internet access,
becasue in half an hour we with colleagues going to the suburb's
division, but I'll back to the city tommorow. So if you'll call me
today, you have to know, that near with me could be another persons,
so please, remeber, that I couldn't talk much today, that they didn't
hear anything, ok?
My dear, today I was at my cousin's boyfriend at travel agency and all
found out. The news joyful, but at the same time the circumstances may
bring some experiences. Today I talked with my boss about my vacation
and the only time, when he is ready to let me go on vacation - it's
only end of June till end of July ( about 1 month), because in the
summer we have a lot of work and the peak will be in the height of
summer. So with these dates I went to the travel agency. My cousin's
boyfriend said, that at end of this week they'll complete to collect
group of tourists to Cologne and Bonn. And if till this weekend I'll
have time to conclude with them the contract - in 14 days I'll receive
the visa (probably, you're wrong, because for all russian citizens in
all cases the visa to Germany is necessary), and then on June, 19th or
20th I already could departure and I could arrive to you! It will be
the best gift for us I understand that you can be busy at these
time, but if it suit to your schedule, we'll have to hurry with the
answer!
My cousin's boyfriend can hold for me the place in that group, but
only until this Friday. I explained to my cousin's boyfriend, that I
don't have all amount to pay for the trip immediately, but he said
that he could bring me to the list of registered tourists tomorrow,
but with one condition, if I could pay for a trip till this Friday.
The matter is that on Friday he will submit report on this tourist
sector to their superior body, and therefore in spite of the excellent
relations between us, there no will be anything he could do for me any
more without payment.
My trip to Cologne costs about 870 US dollars, that includes, as I
wrote earlier, all services of agency, the round-trip ticket, the help
at registration of the passport for travel abroad, the insurance, the
visa. I'll get the usual tourist visa, so there will not need any
invitation from you, and visa has a validity of 3 month (90 days). And
I would like all my vacation time to spend with you, but if I'll
bother you - I'll leave at any time
Therefore now I have to ask your help to solve this problem. Xxxx,
if you still colud help with my travel - it should be made till this
Friday. My dear, I hope my request does not put you in heavy position,
but now it is a unique opportunity to carry out our plans more
quickly! If we'll not do it up to the end of working time on Friday -
we'll waste time! I can't even imagine, that again it'll be necessary
to coordinate our schedules, choose free time, although everything
almost was already done. and again, wait for a few weeks or months
again... I don't want it! Please, let's not allow it! moreover such
cheap prices will over on next week and it will be more expensive,
because it was connecting with bad weather (I mean floods), and now
when it is not dangerous there, they'll raise their prices.
What about of the payment - I found out about it too. They accept cash
and transfers too. But they have a limitation on the accept of
payments. This can be done only by authorized clients. This means,
that only clients have signed the contract with them, could make a
payment or also only the legal representative of their client could
make a payment on the basis of a notarized power of attorney. He said,
that it is a requirement of the law, and a violation of this rule can
lead to big trouble for him, and it may reach even up to his
dismissal. This made me so bad, I again began to worry, that all may
not go according to our plan. The only thing that cousin's boyfriend
could making for me, as if I have already paid for all. But this
situation will not be long, because on Friday they must be accountable
all payments and it will be seen that there is underpayment from me.
But after travel agency I was at the bank and find out how I can
receive money from you and then to pay to the travel agency. But
because I don't have bank account for foreign currency (and it could
occupy a lot of time for its creation), money it's possible to send
through any money transfer system, they are "western union",
"moneygramm" or "unistream". They say, it is safe and easy and I could
pick up it already within 20 minutes after sending of money. So, it
will suit for our situation and will help us to be in time till
Friday!
Xxxx, when you'll send money - you should know only next information
about the receiver: country - Russia, city - Saint-Petersburg, the
first name - Yaroslav, last name - Ivchenkov. For the reception of
this money I need to know next exact information from you: the amount
of money, your full name (I already know it ), your full address
and post code (it's known too) and control number - they named it
mtcn. After sending of money, you should tell me this information.
Also, they said me, that if the city of sending will differ from
sender's addresses I should have this information too!
when I'll receive information - I at once will go to pick up the money
and pay to travel agency, that to not waste time and to be in time as
we planned! My dear, I hope, that you could make it in remained time
and without mistakes in data, if there will appear some questions or
there will be problems - please, call me at once and we'll decide it!!
well, now I have to go, my colleagues, probably, got tired of waiting
for me

kisssssss you! always your Yaroslav

hello my dear Xxxx! I was waiting for your message, and they are
here now. You know - I miss you here... I so missed you for this time.
I again have a business trip to the suburbs's towns, where we have our
customers too. I left the city on yesterday morning and still here. We
haven't here constant internet access, so I couldn't write you before
and only recently get it, so I have to write all very quickly, because
I don't know, when next time I'll have chance to write again!
Xxxx, I'm so glad to know that people around you see the changes in
youself, because the everyone tellls me the same thing here too!
Maybe when a person is happy, it is evident for everyone!
My dear, about important - my documents had been filed and it remains
only to wait for the official result, when all will be known
precisely, I will give you all the information and we will know
everything about details!
Xxxx, I hope you're not angry now at me because of my silence. At
last, I was very glad to receive your messages. I thank you for your
tender messages, I like that you wrote to me. I love you too, Xxxx,
and I miss you very much, I really wait with impatience of the day,
when we'll be able to see each other in person and do everything, that
we want! And I want to write this right now, I can't hold it! Xxxx,
only when I started to communicate with you, I started to feel, how
the curtain around of me rises. The world for me became brighter.
Owing to you I understand, that not all in this world is so bad. It is
pleasant for me, that you are not such, as all. You interest not only
sex, but also creation of relations. In you I see that man I could
become happy with and I could share the happiness with you! Xxxx,
now I can tell with confidence, that I have fallen in love with you, I
like your calmness, your smile, your words which you address to me...
I do not have words completely to describe, that I now feel to you: I
think about you constantly, I love you and I would like be with you
very much, dear Xxxx!!
My dear Xxxx, I hope you'll forgive me for my silence. But you know
- it's not because of my guilty... with this message, I'm sending you
one photo, I made it before my business trip. I used the iphone of my
cousin. I hope you'll like it - it's not very good quality, but the
main thing - I did this to make you pleased
well, for last - about your another question - you know, at night,
when I sleep, I like make it without any clothes on me So, I think
you'll like it!
unfortunately, I already must to leave now and I'll wait with
impatience next our communication!

with love, your Yaroslav

kissssssssssssssss you!!