• 30. April
•
10:44
Charles Raphael
your right, it gets boring sometimes, but also it could be interesting and nice....
when you have interesting people around you, you just have to laugh and make the best out of your self....
anyway, am happy the kids are all ok....
i wish i could get her some gifts when i come over...
i dont know what she may like...
Anyway, hope your doing fine my love, i really wish we could make out time to spend together when i come over......
i know it wont be easy on you, but i would love to look into your eyes and tell you how i feel.....
kisses and have a lovely day....
daraufhin meine Antwort...
xxx
Hi, how are you? I don´t know how to begin... it´s absolutely NOT possible that we meet each other. I´m sorry if you got me wrong and maybe I built up false hopes ? ! You can deciede if you want to continue writing or, if you want to quit writing, I can also understand that. I don´t really know, what you´re looking for?! If you want a real date, a relatinship, or only sex, I´m the wrong one, sorry!!
Have a nice weekend, Tina
aber er schrieb weiter...
• 6. Mai
•
07:32
Charles Raphael
my dear, am so glad to always read your messages, it makes me smile...
Am so glad you have been there for the kids... Betty is 9 years old now...
would love you to meet her some day and wish you could spend some time with her....
we are in the Indian ocean now, approaching towards south east Asia...
my kisses to the kids and a bigger one to you...
and to answer your question, when i think about you half time through the day and feel a weird feeling in my stomach that barely never happens to me.... then i know how i feel about you....
kisses
• 7. Mai
•
06:01
Charles Raphael
hello love, how are you doing... my work is time consuming but i could make time for you... anything for you my love...
just give me time whenever your available, so i could make it happen....
Am sorry about your situation, but i wont give up on you and how i feel. Because, it is a feeling i crave for....
Whenever, your free... send me more pictures, because your smile blossoms my heart... want to see more about you and my Birthday is August 25th... Am 46...
Am happy you have butterflies just like me...
i haven't seen my daughter since Christmas and new year say since January...
i don't really stay on the ship much, maybe twice a year or once... but after my contract expires in December, i will be taking a desk job so i could get my daughter back and start a family...
wish i could steal a kiss on that beautiful lips and never stop....
• 9. Mai
•
13:00
Charles Raphael
Am sorry for the delay in response.. it is been extremely hectic of late... and i haven't been so free... but i think about you all the time and i wish you know that...
i know that your face fills up my chin
with smiles and your thoughts with my heart with gratitude...
all i wish is for my eyes to bestow your beauty and when i do...
my love dont say that work is just really frustrating of late...
i just wish you know i miss you and always will and forever want you in my arms... cant wait to kiss your beautiful lips and imagine what i will be do to you, when i hold you...
love and miss you
• 16. Mai
•
06:24
Charles Raphael
hello love am sorry for the delay... i have been busy.. with some issues on the ship. i know how you feel and i understand exactly what you mean, but you know our emotions and our thoughts are close to perfect for each other.
i just want to be able to fly down there, hold your hands and let you decide.
i want you to see me just over coffee and decide what you want to do...
i know your scared, and i feel you... but all i have for you is love and i wish you could see through my heart and understand that it beats at every thought of you.
i love you...
i love reading from you...
i love thinking about you, because your words touches my inner most self...
So i wont ever give up on you....
kisses
(Seine Telefonnr., eine englische? ...angeblich sein Handy auf dem Schiff)
Charles Raphael
+447937433132
Charles Raphael
rapheal_charles@yahoo.com
my mom died years ago and i never had siblings... it was just me and her.
i left Ireland when i was nine with my mom because of my abusive dad... i would love to meet your family and cousins. i cant imagine how beautiful and happy they will be looking....
While, i grew up in Atlanta, i moved to the UK for my work, that is why i live in Portsmouth now.
i cant imagine any other thing lately... just the thought of you....
i told my captain about you, but he said i was crazy to be in love with a German woman. his ex wife was German and they had lots of problems. i told him this one is different.
i dont really have friends, safe to say i have only one friend, Vargas, we grew up together in Atlanta. He is my only friend and he is a good guy.
My life has always been with my work. But i want more and i want give you more. i want to give my daughter more also.... i want to be a better father to all our kids and make them see reasons to love each other....
i cant imagine anything else, but just to say.....
i love you....and will always love you....
kisses
06:17
Charles Raphael
hello love... when i said i have one friend means i have one.
i have been around the world, met a whole lot of people and i still love my private life.. the people i work with call me weird... but i have my reasons... but i love meeting people..
xxx
So tell me more about your daughter ... how is she? What is she doing, why she is in Italy with her grand mom , what does she love ? or is it something you don't want to talk about?
•
07:28
Charles Raphael
she hates Italy
she is awesome
she likes singing and making people smile
she wants to make dressed when she grows older
she loves designing things
she has an imagination of an adult
she is like a 30 year old girl in a 9 year old skin
she wants to come home and stay with me
• 28. Mai
Charles Raphael
we are going to stop for a while.. to fix the ship
so we have to be here in Asia for some time... i hate this....
i really do
Charles Raphael
+60149360160
this is my local line here..... just got it
xxx
so did you reach Asia ?
Charles Raphael
yes
we are in malaysia now
Charles Raphael
alot
i was at the hospital this morning
not feeling so good
Charles Raphael
i wish this was happening in Australia.... because i have insurance that covers me in Australia...
not this place
Charles Raphael
it is a long story and i understand why they dont do it..... about my inlaws... they are crazy Italians... they wanted me and my ex to come and live in Italy before
what would i be doing there.....
cooking! or what!
Charles Raphael
they said i could open a restaurant... because they know am a good cook
yes, i am going to court in February to get her back...
once, i stop traveling i can easily get her back
it was because of my traveling that was the problem....
am trying to see what i could do...
because i have to pay them about 2275USD for just some test....
it is freaking expensive here and i dont have a choice
anyway...
i will try and figure things out
dont worry about me
i will be fine
Charlie will be fine.... that is what my mom always called me....
And you can always call me that...
xxx
Can't you wait with those test until you get to Australia ?Isn't the medical care better there?
Malaysia , I really don't know much about that but I would prefer Australia
I didn't come around like you did, you know... Florida and Texas was the furthest I ever got...
•
07:35
Charles Raphael
my love... i wish i could... my chest hurts badly and i have to do medicals again before i continue to Australia
i dont want to do it here...but i dont have a choice
i just have to...
Honey, if i dont get my friend... i dont know what to do...
anyway... am having faith.. and hope
•
07:37
xxx
Too bad ... So can't you call his family and ask them where he is?
His name was Vargas wasn't it?
Charles Raphael
am thinking
do you know how to use a western uniom
Charles Raphael
hahahaha
it is ok...
i will send you the name of the embassy staff that will help me to pick it up...
and his adress
Charles Raphael
you can send it to
FirstName: Muhammad Ridhuan Bin
LastName : Abu Samah
address: 185, Jalan Ampang, 50450, Kuala Lumpur, WP Kuala Lumpur, 55000
honey, you have to be careful with the name....
hello love that is the consultant that will pick it up for me....
his malaysian
•
06:10
xxx
What do you mean by careful
•
06:10
Charles Raphael
for me i thin k he has a funny name
it even confuses me
LOL
i think his name is too long
that is what i mean
•
06:11
xxx
For me it sounds like a terrorist lol
•
06:11
Charles Raphael
come on....
that is not fair....
every muslim is not a terrorist...
my boss is a muslim....
•
06:12
xxx
Haha...
•
06:12
Charles Raphael
and he is a Chinese Muslim...
anyway... hope you got it right
how are the kids
•
06:14
xxx
So I was right with Kuala Lumpur ...
•
06:14
Charles Raphael
have not heard your voice in a while and i miss it
yes...
Charles Raphael
OK... JUST SEND me the numbers when you do it....
xxx
Ok...
Why didn't you answer me yesterday?
•
06:25
Charles Raphael
i slept off early...
am sorry
was so tired and my headache was painful... so i took a sleeping pill
•
06:26
xxx
But you were online and that's why I wrote to you
•
06:26
Charles Raphael
what time....
Not sure i was...
•
06:27
xxx
Here it was about 9.30 pm
•
06:28
Charles Raphael
malaysian time or german time
•
06:28
xxx
German time
•
06:28
Charles Raphael
that should be about 4:30am here
hell no.....
Not possible
i was deep into sleep then
LOL
•
06:29
xxx
But who was it? I saw the green spot
•
06:29
Charles Raphael
do you know my headache was so bad i had to call my doctor.....
Ghost......hahaha
•
06:30
xxx
I'm feeling bad...
• 06:31
06:30
Charles Raphael
Not possible.... what is wrong with you....
Honey... dont say that
why would you say that
why would i share my woman with anyone
Ok
you know what... just forget it....
how would i share you
are you kidding me
xxx
No I never thought that
•
06:32
Charles Raphael
i dont like you to think that way....
•
06:32
xxx
I thought it could be a Facebook hacker
•
06:32
Charles Raphael
i trust you with my everything..
please dont say that again
No
please
Charles Raphael
babe,,, i have to go...
will check back in to know.... if you have the number....
Now i feel really bad
seriously
i do
11:13
Charles Raphael
you can send it in his name... the reason i asked you to send it is because i have my passport with the hospital... am actually in the hospital now... using there cafe
11:15
Charles Raphael
No...
waiting for the taxi
told him to come back by 5pm
but this is 5:16 already and he has not called me
•
11:16
xxx
But why can't you pick it up and what did they say in the hospital ?
Why do I have to be careful with his name? That scares me
•
11:17
Charles Raphael
just had to come and check my blood pressure and routine check
because he has a long name and it is confusing to me also
i am not used to those long and muslim names
i dont think you are used to it as well
Understand
•
11:19
xxx
No I'm not and to be honest I don't feel comfortable
•
11:19
Charles Raphael
Ok...
i understand
fine
just forget sending it
OK
it is OK
•
11:19
xxx
Why can't I send it to you?
Charles Raphael
you can.... but my passport is with the hospital... you know what... fine i will look for a British guy to pick it up... at least a name you are comfortable with..... or if you want you can forget about it... Am sorry i am stressing you... i never wanted to tell you about all this.... i feel bad already.... just you decide what you want to do...
Charles Raphael
so what do you want to do
on monday.... i will find out if i can get my passport so u can send it to me ok
•
11:33
xxx
So they don't give you the passport back... are they allowed to do that? Maybe you should tell your boss or embassy, I don't think it's legal....
•
11:33
Charles Raphael
Honey... dont worry about that
definitely i will have my passport soon
it is ok
i love the fact that you worry about me...
makes me feel ggo
good
05:23
Charles Raphael
Ok
not yet
still waiting to bring parts from china
but the engineers have arrived
•
05:24
xxx
From china?
•
05:25
Charles Raphael
yes... that is a partnering country and part investors
i hate it but i dont have a choice
05:29
xxx
Ok that's good... And can you send me pictures?
•
05:30
Charles Raphael
i wish i could... i will try..
my problem is the computers here
dont have a one so...
anyway... will see what i could do
anything for my darling
how is everything at home
06:12
Charles Raphael
i read your messages but that was the only way i could find... here is not where am used to... so please for my sake
use the western union
is the easiest way for them here to pick it up
i know you dont like it but... just do it for me... OK and i promise, i will make it up to you... Promise
!!!
Charles Raphael
i wish you werent....
i love you, Tina Rapheal
(!!!!!!das war vor der Namensänderung)
i love you so much
hahahaha
06:16
Charles Raphael
when you send it... just send me the number here... once i get back from the hospital i would be able to send it to him....
you still have all the information
Charles Raphael
you can also send it to ............Richard Buckland
Oh too bad ...
•
06:21
Charles Raphael
you know they are doing me a favor... so please, lest stick to the Union whatever its name is
•
06:21
xxx
I will see what I can do with western union
•
06:21
Charles Raphael
Thanks my love...
am counting on you...
so what else are you doing today
•
06:22
xxx
I will call there this morning to get more information
Today not much...
•
06:22
Charles Raphael
so use any of the names...
•
06:23
xxx
Ok
•
06:23
Charles Raphael
which ever one you use.... although the terrorist is easier.... because he is much younger to move around...
i love you
i have to go...
06:14
Charles Raphael
hello dear...
this is the information you requested for
Name: Charles Rapheal
Address: Address: 185, Jalan Ampang, 50450, Kuala Lumpur, WP Kuala Lumpur, 55000
whatever you decide....
love you...
kisses
•
06:15
xxx
Hello
•
06:16
Charles Raphael
how are you
•
06:16
xxx
But I asked for the hospital, this I have already...
I'm just a little bit tired but fine
And you?
Do you have your passport back?
•
06:18
Charles Raphael
not yet...
they wont release it to me... till am sure
anyway... babe...
am in a hurry
you decide what you want to do
•
06:19
xxx
Ok...
•
06:19
Charles Raphael
if you decide....
god bless....
•
06:20
xxx
So is that the hospital address ? But I don't understand that...
And now you're already offline
11:26
Charles Raphael
yes
am here
went to the wash room
•
11:27
xxx
Are you still on the ship or hotel?
•
11:27
Charles Raphael
am not in any
am at a hostel provided 4 us
•
11:29
xxx
In a hostel, really...? As an engineer they put you in a hostel? Puh that's a really bad company...
You can be happy your contract expires
•
11:30
Charles Raphael
it is a good one... it is not a public one...
it is owned by ran by old people what do you expect with chinese
So can't you please try to send me more pictures, now that you're staying at a hostel? I miss you so much and I want to see more from you, please...
Can't you really resist my smile and me ?
Please!!
•
11:42
Charles Raphael
Honey, i will try... i dont have a camera here... but i would try... i promise
Ok
what did u decide to do... about the money
are you sending it today or you decided not to
•
11:43
xxx
Ok that would fill my heart with joy
•
11:43
Charles Raphael
or do you still think am lying to you...
i wont be asking if i dont need it
i wont...
but as i said... is totally your decision to make
•
11:44
xxx
No but I thought we don't want to talk about that anymore.... I have no money, so I can't send some! Sorry... I have minus 290,-€ on my account...
•
11:45
Charles Raphael
ok
•
11:45
xxx
Remember it was Hannah's birthday and I bought too much
•
11:45
Charles Raphael
no problem....
i understand
•
11:45
xxx
I can only go up to minus 300
And my husband has to help me out again
I'm a woman!!!
So better you don't ask me anymore ok
Maybe you can get Vargas soon to help you
•
11:47
Charles Raphael
am sorry...
is ok....
•
11:48
xxx
Ok honey, everything will be fine!!!
•
11:49
Charles Raphael
i know....
•
11:49
xxx
And I'm sure the embassy will help you also so you can continue to Australia
•
11:50
Charles Raphael
i know...
•
11:50
xxx
The hospital you can pay later
•
11:50
Charles Raphael
dont worry bout me...
am fine....
•
11:51
xxx
I know... Everything will be fine, Charlie
•
11:51
Charles Raphael
is ok....
Charles Raphael
love u
have to go...
Ich glaube, er hat doch irgendwann bemerkt, dass ich alles weiss, keine Ahnung.
Und jetzt noch der Rest...
6. Juni
23:04
xxx
Why did you change your name? I´m confused now...
00:20
00:28
xxx
And you know, you can't study engineering at Portsmouth college...
10. Juni
12:10
Charles Raphael
how are you...
12:12
xxx
Fine and you
12:18
Charles Raphael
am ok... am doing fine
12:19
xxx
Did you cut my friendship, I can´t see you anymore as my friend?!
I just sent you a new request, hope it´s ok for you...
12:20
Charles Raphael
i did it before... when i was angry with you....
12:21
xxx
So what did you do the whole time? I´m sorry I didn´t write but I was just too busy this weekend
O.K. so I let you decide... you can answer it or not... it´s your choice
12:24
Charles Raphael
Am fine... have been busy with work and myself... but am fine...
12:25
xxx
So, the ship is probably fixed
12:25
Charles Raphael
not yet...
12:26
xxx
That takes really long... Doesn´t the australiens wait for the delivery? Can´t you continue with another ship?
12:28
Charles Raphael
Do you know the international regulations of abandoning a ship... only if your life is at risk.
anyway.. hope your fine...
have to go now...
miss seeing your pictures
kisses
12:29
xxx
You know what, I stopped the friendship request. I make it up to you... if you´re ready and you rally forgive me and I mean really and not only a little bit, then you can just send one to me, o.k.
Because I´m not stupid, I can feel, there´s still something between us
still love you, and I will always wait for you
12:31
Charles Raphael
your wrong........
12:32
xxx
How? So everything is like it was?
11. Juni
14:20
Charles Raphael
yes... just that am a bit busy now....
14:37
xxx
14:42
xxx
Me too, I'm very busy right now... holidays are over and she's back from her school trip, so today is fencing, tomorrow violin lesson and so on...
und das war´s, das war genau vor einer Woche (also am 11.6. hat er das letzte Mal geschrieben, ich konnte ihn irgendwie in keine Falle mehr locken, mal schauen... Ich habe ihm jetzt eine email geschrieben und daum gebeten, dass er mir dort zurück schreibt)
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