Re: To SASHA Hello my dear xxx. How is all going there for you dear? I hope that you Are fine my dear.
I am very sorry for your feet, that they are swollen, can it be fixed somehow I hope???
I am so sorrty that you do not have a family. Really, this is very sad… I d not know what to say except that you need to create your own family. May be with me?? I nhope that you are serious for your search here and you are not going to p;lay games. I really do not have time to waste!!
Thank you very mich for yoiur compliments to me dear.
My first love was a real fairy tale. We got to know each other when we were
younger and we fell in love. We walked together, enjoyed this life, supported
each other no matter what. I could call him in the middle of the night and tell
him that i missed him. He would tell me the same. He would never shout at me for
some reason. But one day he betrayed me. I thought that there was a
part of me that died. I did not want to eat, to sleep. I even did not want to
live. I did not go to the university, i skipped my work...I was staying in my
room all days long, staring at something on the wall. As they say, time
cures...I did not forget him, no! But I realized that life must go on.
After that time i dated with some men but they were looking only at my face and
at my figure and they never cared what I had inside. When I wanted to talk to
them, they did not listen to me. It was really offensive. After some time I met
a man, with whom we could talk for hours. It made me really happy! He was very
romantic and he gave me flowers nearly every day and he was a perfect gentleman.
But later on he became aggressive and if he was in a bad mood, he could shout at
me and once he even hit me. Then I knew that he betrayed me with other girls and
it was very hard for me , because despite of all the bad things we had, I valued
what we had and i hoped that it would be possible to correct everything... But
after some time, during which i was thinking a lot, i realized that it was not
possible to improve anything and i proposed him to part. He was furious when i
said it and he started to accuse me and said that i probably had found someone
else. It was not true of course and it was him, who found someone else... He
left and then he came to me being drunk, shouted and said me rude words... Well,
it happened several times but then i told him then if he does not stop, I would
call the police... I suffered for a long time, but once i woke up in the morning
and looked at the world in another light
So dear this is my story. I hope that you enjoyed my letter. I am waiting for your reply.
Sasha