My dear xxx, so glad to get your letter and to know more and more about you. I'm glad to hear that you are happy because I'm going to come to your country. I think that we have a lot of things in common and the main is that we are looking for the same here, that we are serious and honest. I can tell you that i have never tried to collect men and that's why i had only one serious relation...Probably God wants that we know a few persons mistaken before to know the correct one, in order that when finally we know the correct person, we can be grateful like for this gift. xxx, when the happiness door is closed, other one is opened, but often we look so much at the closed door, which we don't see the one that has been opened for us. For my ideal type of man (husband) to share my life, he is that one with whom I can sit down in the court and to swing with him, without saying a word, and later to be feeling as if I had been the best conversation that I have ever had. Not so long time ago I was dating with a gentleman...He was older than me ...we were going out for almost three years... I loved him very much...and I valued our relationship...I wanted to make him happy and that is why i tried to do everything for him...I was ready to take stars from the sky...I loved him very much... but two years ago I found out that he was cheating me and that he was going out with another girl at the same time...she was older than me...but as far as I know she was stupider...i saw them together in our favourite cafe...where we used to sit with him and talk...I saw them laughing...and at that time I wanted to come to him and to hit him...but my friend, Olga, she didn't let me do that...I felt very bad and I was very upset!!! But then when he came to me the next day, I have told him that I don't want to see him any more... I didn't explained anything to him... i just said that i do not like when i am cheated...so, two month later, in his birthday I congratulated him with the holiday and wished him a good luck in love...and two days later he phoned me back and told me that he is married and that he is going to have a child soon...he asked to forgive him...and when I asked him why he had married if he told me that he loves only me and do not want to marry anyone, but me, he answered that sometimes such things happen...It was like a thunder to me, because I didn't expect that...in reality he was not only dating with that girl, he was also planning to marry her, to become a father, while he was dating with me...I don't understand him...I loved him a lot and it was very painful to hear that...but from my point of view, there is nothing like to see the person you love happy...and now I know that he is a father of a lovely boy...My heart felt a real pain... but now i surely can say that time is the best doctor.... My darling, today I feel a lukewarm and amicable feeling when I think about you... I would like to see you but miles of distance separate us, nonetheless ... xxx yours e-mails, they bring us over across this enormous distance. In spite of this distance, we share our sincere friendship, which is for me the more wanted... I don't need to see your face. Your soul shines in the words whenever you write to me, it's in a special lukewarm form as the beams of the Sun they bring happiness and inspiration. They do that my days shine, you enrich my life... Your Natasha.
Russland
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Country:Russian Federation
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Zitat:17 Mar 2013 13:12:08 -0700 PDT
Date: Sun, 17 Mar 2013 20:49:43 +0400