Hello xxx
I am pleased that you are again with me. I do not know how to tell you
but you bring me a smile. For me, every day began to seem like
something else in this world. You write to me and it helps me. xxx I
have received your letter about your work but I just thought that you
told me more about it let me know. I do not sit in the Internet 24
hours I also work. Your letter, I am writing to you after your work.
xxxx In my entire life I have lived continuously that it was looking
for. I did not have heat. After the death of my mother I was left all
alone in this world. His father did not when I did not know. My mother
died because of mistakes of doctors. She was hospitalized because of
large abdominal pain. The doctors she was diagnosed with poisoning but
it was appendicitis. When he landed in her doctors simply could not
save her because the infection has gone. The hospital treated very
unfairly in her work and because of this my mom died. It happened when
I was 20 years old. I was left alone in this world and I was very
lonely. I always remember her as she was happy. As she smiles and she
loved me. But it all went to her death. I know that she now looks at
me and guards. After my mother died I had a friend who supported me
during these difficult moments. I myself did not understand but we
have spun with the novel. His name was Ivan I think I found my
happiness and it will last forever. But I was wrong. xxx I was 4
months pregnant when he came home drunk. He started drinking when I
got pregnant. He began to accuse me that I'm a bad girl and that I
should abandon the child. He said that he did not need. I refused to
have an abortion and he started kicking me in the stomach. I lost
consciousness and only came to life in hospital. I lost a child. I
suffered a miscarriage. It was very painful. Tears streamed down my
face and I did not want to live in this world. I could not accept that
I lost my child. After the hospital when I came out I went and wrote a
statement for Ivan but it stopped on the spot. I do not know why. Ivan
I do not see and did not want to see him. xxx Sad story?? Forgive
me if my letter has brought you sorrow. I just needed it. Following
these events, I had to do what you and distract yourself. I went to
learn to be a nurse. I felt guilty in front of my mom because I did
not know what to help her. Later I tried to build their relationships
with people but I have not succeeded. Now I do not trust a man here as
they are a lot of drinking. And as soon as I imagine how I lost my
child and me as I was humiliated Ivan did not trust men here. I went
on the Internet that would find a man who will love me and when you do
not pick up on my arm. xxx Is the story of life in May. I understand
that it's sad. I trust you. I'll wait for your letter which will bring
me a smile. Your friend Marina
Kirov, Russland
IP: 94.241.204.89
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Country: Russian Federation ru flag
State/Region: Kirov
City: Kirovo-chepetsk
Zitat:05 Feb 2013 00:47:06 -0800 PST
Date: Tue, 5 Feb 2013 12:24:40 +0400